Moving In

𝘾𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝘽𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙨

𝗖𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗕𝗮𝘁𝗵𝘀 𝗽𝘁. 𝟭
I guess I'll leave it in since it's be up twice now

Sienna POV:

"I love you" I whispered into his ears. My hands were on his face as I brought my lips to his. He kissed me before turning us over him taking my place on top.

"Fuck" he says slowly pumping himself into me. I was breathing heavily. I grabbed my breast, while my other hand reached out for his.

"Fuck" I repeat his pace was teasingly putting me at the edge. I wanted to speed him up but I didn't want to move and mess it up. I had my eyes closed. He came closer picking the pace up and grabbing both my hands. He placed them above my head, moving faster than he had the entire time. This gave me way more pleasure than Before.

"Shit, oh shit" he says before he slowed down again before slowly pulling out and rubbing his tip around me some. "Damn" he says and I opened my eyes scrunching my brows together some, he leaned up to kiss me.

"D-"

"I'll clean you up" he whispered against my lips cutting me off. He did just that cleaning me and him off before putting my panties back in place. "Fuck I'm tired now" he says scratching his chest and placing his shorts back on.

"I need a bath" I say getting out the bed. I know I looked back at him and stared at him maybe five minutes before I finally got into the bath. I ran a warm bath wanting to think. I got in grabbing the bath pillow placing it behind my head. I made sure I shut and locked the door, not wanting to be bothered by him.

"What the fuck" I whispered out to myself. I took a deep breath.

He faked it. Nothing in my head could convince me otherwise. It didn't feel like he came, he's never said that as he came it sounded like he was just talking. Like an everyday conversation. Maybe I wasn't as wet as I could of been. Maybe we should of used a lube or I talk to much. He initiated it first though, maybe with the baby he's not attracted to me physically. That could of been the problem last time too. Maybe he's just been better at hiding it and today he lost the energy for it.

I should of felt him seen if he was fully hard. I feel embarrassed. That he even had to fake it he could of just stopped and told me. I feel dirty and disgusted in myself. Like I used him. I want to believe it was real but, my head keeps telling me it was fake.

I don't think I've heard him ever use oh shit during sex, maybe if I squirt of something but he'd laugh with it like a in the moment thing. This was just different, the sex this time definitely felt more one sided than anything. It was fake. He faked- it was fake. He didn't even care for me to finish.

I took another deep breath before I swished some of the water around. My water was getting cold. At this point I'm unsure how long I've been in here. Definitely around ten minutes or more. I grabbed some body wash and a rag washing up. I tried to take my mind off of it, but when it came to me washing that area I scrubbed a little harder.

Why do I feel so nasty when he faked it, that's not dirt it just means he didn't enjoy it. I rinsed off my body playing in the water some more. It feels foreign to me, I've never been through this before. I don't know if I should ask or leave it alone.

"Nana" I hear him knock and twist the door knob only for the door to not open. "Why's it locked" he asked knocking again. I didn't reply just stared at the door. "Nana"

"I'm in the bath"

"So why can't I come in"

"I need privacy" I say back I wrapped my arms around my knees, head towards the door just sitting there thinking of what may have caused him to not be interested. Just hugging myself.