Since I met the Winchesters, they've joined me on a few hunts. Not that I needed their help, they just happened to be working on the same case. Everytime Sam would me to move in the bunker so I didn't have to live in motels 24/7 but I refused because I can't stand being around Dean. Of course I've heard about the legend Dean Winchester before I met him, and I have to say some of them are accurate, but I don't want anything to do with him. He is constantly flirting with me and he doesn't ever stop. He makes me angry in a way nothing else had before. Everytime we are on a hunt together, I try to ignore him but he's making it harder for me to continue ignoring him. Last time he walked out of the bathroom with just a towel around his waist and he was pretending to look for his clothes. To be honest I couldn't take my eyes off his muscled and wet from the shower body. But, thank God, I was able to control it so I grabbed his clothes and threw them on him. He chuckled and went back in the bathroom to get dressed. I am pretty sure that he was considering of putting his clothes on in front of me. But I won't give up. I'm not gonna become a one more of his flings.
A knock on my door pulled my mind out of the book that I've been reading for a few hours now. I take my gun and I hide it behind my back. I walk to the door and I open it. Sam and Dean were standing there. "Hi" Dean says "Really? Can't I get some time alone?" I say "No" he says and walks inside my room. "Sorry, I told him that you are probably handling it but--" Sam says "It's fine Sam, come in. I might need your nerdy skills" I say and he nods. "I haven't seen the bodies yet because I was planning on doing them tomorrow so everything I know is there" I say pointing at the table. Sam sat down and then Dean did too. "Dean, get up. Sam and I have research to do" "I sat here first" "If you don't get up I'm gonna sit on you" "Go ahead" he says. I roll my eyes and I kneel down next to Sam.
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Dean and I went to the morgue while Sam was at the crime scene. "I got this" Dean says and takes his badge out of his jacket. The guy that was sitting behind the office was skinny, kinda nerdy and wore those glasses that confirmed the fact that he is a nerd "No, he won't let you see the bodies. He is trying to be good at his job but he has a weak spot. Trust me, I can recognize them easily. I know how to get what I want from them" "I said I got this" he says and goes to the office. "Hi, I'm FBI Agent Smith and this is Agent Grey, we would like to take a look at the bodies from the recent murders" "I just need to see the papers" "FBI can skip thr paperwork" "I'm sorry sir but I can't let you in without the paper" he says.
I push Dean back and I go to talk "Hi, Agent Grey here..." I say showing him my badge "...my partner is here..." I say pointing at Dean "...is in training still and he is a real pain in the ass. He happen to forget the papers back in my office, again. If I go back to Washington and complain about him again they are going to fire me. Don't let me lose my job because of a useless intern. I have two kids and I lost my husband two years ago in a car accident that made me almost lose my job. Please let us in, I assure you that we are going to send you the papers when we get back in Washington" I say.
"Ok, just don't tell anything to my boss" he says "We won't, you can trust us" I say. He got us to the room and left. "Useless intern? Really?" Dean asks "I told you I know how to take what I want. You all are so predictable" I say "Not all of us" he says "Shut up and kiss my ass Winchester" I say while wearing gloves and getting ready to check the body. "With pleasure" he says chancing completely his angry tone to a horny one and I pretend that I didn't hear that.
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When we got back, Sam and I continued research while Dean was laying on my bed and he was eating his chips. HE WAS EATING HIS CHIPS ON MY BED. And the sound of he made while chewing them was making me even angrier. But I am handling it. You're not gonna get angry at him (Y/N). Don't make new wrinkles for him (Y/N), he doesn't deserve them.
"I think I found it" I say "I'm listening" Dean says, I throw him a very angry look and I look back at my laptop "Veritas. She was the Roman goddness of truth. She made people tell the truth so they would kill themselves or each other, inadvertently giving themselves up to her as tributes that she could feed on to maintain her power" I say "How do we kill her?" Sam asks "Knife dipped in dog's blood" I say "I got this" Dean says and gets up from the bed.
"Wow, Lazarus just rised" I say "Was that for me?" Dean asks "What do you think? You've done nothing but lay on my bed and eat while Sam and I are actually working. And now my bed is full of chips and I'm too tired to clean it" I yell at him "Oh yeah? I'm sorry princess" he says pissed "Screw you Dean" "Oh I will. Not like others" he says and leaves. How the hell does he know? But I'm not letting him just walk away.
"Oh no, he is not getting away with it" I say and I follow him outside. He was ready to get inside the car "What did you say?" I ask pissed "The truth" he says "Oh yeah? Should I be sleeping around every night like you do? Or I would be a hore if I did that? What do I need to do to make you finally respect me?" I say yelling the last part "I tried play along, I tried to ignore you, I tried to say no. What do I need to do in order to make you stop this stupid flirt that screams 'I want to get in between your legs' and start treating me like a person?" I yell at him. He just stands there and looks at me with a sad look. "You have nothing to say now?" I ask and he just looks down. "You better wish not to see me again or else if we meet again, I don't know if I will be able to contain my anger enough so I would not hurt you" I say and I go back to my room.
I stuff my bag and I get ready to leave. I go to my car and I throw my bag inside. I get inside and I drive away from Dean. But after a few miles I had to stop. I pulled over on the lonely road and I got out of the car. I wiped quickly a tear that escaped my eye. I take a deep breath and I try to blink away the rest of the tears but I kinda failed. More and more tears were streaming down my cheeks. I hit a couple of times the hood of my car due to my anger and frustration I was feeling. I heard something behind me so I turned around. A strong hit on the side of my forehead was the last thing I remember before falling on the ground unconscious.
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God... My head... I groan a bit. "(Y/N)?" I hear a familiar voice. I open my eyes and I see Dean chained across from me. And that's when I realized that I am chained too. "Where are we?" I ask "I have no idea" he says. I look around and I can definitely see blood stains almost everywhere. "Good morning" a woman says when she comes in the room. "Let me guess, Veritas?" I ask her "Yes, nice to meet you too (Y/N)" she says. "Why are you here?" Dean asks "Because you two are making my life harder. I saw the two of you in the morgue and I couldn't let you go. But the good thing is that the couple will die together, right?" she says.
Dean remains silent "We are not a couple" I say "Oh really? I thought that you were. I mean look at him (Y/N), how could you resist?" she asks but I don't answer "Ok, here is the tea. Tell me (Y/N) how do you feel about Dean?" she asks. I try to remain silent but her power became stronger. "I'm in love with Dean. I've been since our first case. He is so freaking skilled, handsome and badass. He is not afraid of anything and that's what makes him even sexier. At first I was playing along but without giving him what he wanted because I was enjoying the attention he gave me. I knew that as soon as he took what he wanted, he would leave so I was trying to keep him close. But everytime it was getting harder to resist so I started to ignore him which didn't really worked out. That's when he came out of the shower with just a towel around his waist I thought that I wouldn't be able to hold back. And what I did today was the hardest thing I've ever done. I blamed him for my leave when I knew that it was all my fault. I chose to stay and I caused it to myself". A few tears were streaming down my cheeks. I looked down at my feet. I couldn't look at Dean. I was embarrassed. I just confirmed to him that I'm pathetic.
"See? It wasn't hard" she says. "How about we let Dean talk now?" she asks but a sound from outside the room made her leave. "(Y/N)--" Dean starts saying "Don't. Please don't say anything" I say still looking away from him. He managed to untie himself and then he came to help me. But I couldn't look at him. I was too ashamed to do it. "We don't have to talk it, let's just get out of here" he says and I nod.
We get out of the room and we go to the living room. That's were we saw Sam kill her. "Hey, are you ok guys?" Sam asks "Yes" Dean says but I don't answer. I just walk past them and I get out of the house.
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Sam kinda made me to ride with them back to the motel. The ride was silent and so awkward. But as soon as Dean pulled over, I got out and started walking away. "(Y/N), where are you going?" Sam asks "To get a car, find my car and leave" I say "Wait, why don't you go with Dean, with the Impala and he can drive you there" "No thanks" "Please, it's late and I don't want to leave you alone" "What? Am I 16 now?" "He's right (Y/N). Come on" Dean says "No" I say and I turn to leave. "Let me" I hear Dean say to Sam. He grabs my arm and stops me.
"(Y/N), don't leave, please" he says "No, don't do this Dean, please. Don't do this harder for me. I am already embarrassed enough" "Embarrassed? (Y/N)... I..." he starts saying but it seems like he can't find anything to say "Look, I'm not good at chick flick moments so I'm just gonna do this" he says and crashes his lips on mines. Wow, his lips are even softer than I thought. That's what I want but he is playing me.
I place my hands on his chest and I push him away. Tears started streaming down my cheeks "Please, stop" I say and I take a step back "(Y/N)..." "Don't follow me" I say and I start to run away. After a few blocks I stop by a bar. I go in and I drink until I numb the pain.
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Dean's POV
I go back to my room "I'm going for a shower" I say to Sam and I get in the bathroom immediately without letting him talk. I throw my clothes on the floor and Iget in the shower. While the hot water was streaming down my body, I was thinking about what happened with (Y/N). I'm so stupid. What the hell was I thinking? She probably thinks that I'm playing her to get her to have sex with me. But I wanted to hug her, I wanted kiss her, I wanted to tell her that I love her. But I screwed up, AGAIN.
I get out of the shower "I'm going to the bar" I say and I leave without even looking at Sam.
Your POV
I am pretty drunk right now so I better go back and get a room just for tonight. Hopefully the boys won't see me at all. I pay the bill and I get out of the bar.
"(Y/N) (Y/L/N)" I hear from behind. I turn around and I see a stranger "Demon or angel?" I ask. His eyes turned black "How about we do this tomorrow?" I ask "No" he says and throws me on the wall and then on the ground. Before I could get up he sat on top of me. He punches me "First you *punch* then *punch* the Winchesters *punch* and then I take the throne *punch*" he gets up "Imagine being the demon that killed the top three hunters of the world" he says. "But first, let's have a little fun" he says and pins me on the wall.
"To be honest, I have always had a crush on you" he says as his hand travel from my breasts to my lady spot. He puts his hand inside my jeans. I gasp as I feel two of his fingers inside of me. His other hand was playing with my breasts. "Take your hands away from her" I hear a very familiar voice say "Fun time is over" the demon says. He takes his blade out and pushes it in my stomach, twisting it and taking it out immediately. Dean throws his blade on the demon, killing him
and I fall on the ground. Dean runs to me and kneels next to me. "Put pressure on it, ok? I'm gonna get you to the hospital and you are going to be fine" he says picking me up. But at this point, the blood loss and the alcohol, caused me to black out.
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Dean's POV
After six hours of surgery they got her to her room. The doctor walked me there and I feel the tears in my eyes form as I see her. She looked so pale and the fact that she had a tone of tubes and cables on her that kept her alive made my legs weak. "We were able to fix the injuries in the abdomen but the head is what is worrying us. When you brought her in, we detected a bleed in her brain. And during surgery she went into cardiac arrest. After 16 minutes of CPR, we got her pulse back but there might be damage. We were able to fix the bleeding but the damage was already made" "What is that supposed to mean?" "It means that we don't know if she is going to wake up yet, but if in the next 12 hours there is no brain activity, we are going to declare her brain dead and then we can talk about your opinions" "Options?" "Organ donation, taking off the ventilator, sending her in another facility" "No, she is waking up. She is not going down without a fight" I say.
The doctor leaves and I sit next to her bed. I take her hand and I kiss it. A tear escapes my eye but I don't bother to wipe it off. "You're strong (Y/N), you're so strong, you can fight this. So fight this and beat it. I know you can. Please don't give up (Y/N) *sob*, I'm begging you don't give up. I need you" I say and I sob. My phone started ringing. It was Sam. I take a deep breath to calm down and I answer. "Hey" "Hey, aren't you coming back so we can leave?" he says and that's when I realized how long I was gone. "Sammy..." "Who?" "(Y/N). I found her when I was on my way to the bar. She was drunk and a demon found her. I took her to the hospital but... It's pretty bad Sammy" "I'm coming over there" he says and hangs up.
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Ten hours later and no brain activity yet. "What are we going to do if she--" Sam starts saying but I cut him off "No, she is not dying. She is going to wake up and she is going to be fine" "We need to prepare ourselves Dean" "Why?" "Because it's real" he yells "This is real, (Y/N) is between life and death right now and we have no idea what to do if she's actually brain dead. Because we've never been in this position, we never had to decide if someone will stay alive or die" he says. "We'll figure it out in two hours" I say softly trying to prevent my tears from falling.
I looked back at (Y/N) rubbing her hand with my thumb. "I'm gonna go brink coffee" Sam says and leaves the room. I take her hand with both my hands and I let the tears fall free. "I love you so freaking much (Y/N) and I wish that I would have said that before" I say crying and I kiss her hand. "I'll do anything *sob*..." I say looking up "...I'll do anything you want *sob*. If you're listening, please, don't take her away, ok? *sob* Don't take (Y/N) please *sob*" I say and I cry.
Is it my imagination or her finger just twitched?
Your POV
"I'll do anything *sob* I'll do anything you want *sob*. If you're listening, please, don't take her away, ok? *sob* Don't take (Y/N) please *sob*" I hear. Is that Dean? Is he crying? And is he praying? Is he praying for me? I try to open my eyes but it's really hard, I try to speak but I can't. But I was able to move my finger. I think he felt that because his grib becomes loose. I put all my strength on squeezing his hand but I only manage to softly wrap my fingers around his hands. "(Y/N)?" I hear. I try to open my eyes but it's really hard to. "It's ok (Y/N), take your time. I can wait" he says "I'm just glad you gave me a sign that you are here" he continues and he sobs? Is he crying again?
I finally open my eyes and I see Dean next to me. "Hi, welcome back" he says and smiles through his tears. I start coughing due to the tube in my mouth. Dean runs out and calls for the doctor.
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The doctor left the room, leaving me and Dean alone. Dean hugs me and I can hear his sobs. He was really crying. I hug him and I rub his back. "It's ok, I'm fine and I'm here" I whisper "I'm sorry for being so late. If I have gotten there a bit earlier--" "Stop that, it's not your fault Dean. You couldn't know" I say. We pull away and he looks at me with his red watery puffy eyes. "I love you so much and I know I should have said it sooner. If I did, you wouldn't have gotten pissed. You wouldn't have ran. You wouldn't have gone to that bar. And you wouldn't be here right now" "It's not your fault Dean. Please don't blame yourself. As for the first part, Dean, please don't say it if you don't mean it" "But I do. I do love you. I mean look at you. You're beautiful, smart, funny and so strong. How could anyone resist?" "Well, you can ask basically every man I've ever met" "Better for me because I love you and I want you and only you" "I love you too" I say. He smiles and kisses me again. This time I kiss him back.
We pull away, he cups my cheek. "You were never just a fling in my mind. You were everything I have ever dreamt of" Dean says "And you are everything every woman has dreamt" "The prince in the white horse?" he asks and I chuckle "Even better because mine drives an Impala" I say and he smiles. He kisses me again "How about the prince takes his princess for a ride in the Impala?" "Oh he better do" I say and I kiss him.