Devoted S.M

By worstofyou

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[Completed] "How can I ever love you when I don't even know who you are?" Shawn asked, his voice quiet as he... More

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•Notice•
•Characters•
•One•
•Two•
•Three•
•Four•
•Five•
•Six•
•Seven•
•Eight•
•Nine•
•Ten•
•Eleven•
•Twelve•
•Thirteen•
•Fourteen•
•Fifteen•
•Sixteen•
•Seventeen•
•Eighteen•
•Nineteen•
•Twenty•
•Twenty-one•
•Twenty-two•
•Twenty-three•
•Twenty-four•
•Twenty-five•
•Twenty-six•
•Twenty-seven•
•Twenty-eight•
•Twenty-nine•
•Thirty•
•Thirty-one•
•Thirty-two•
•Thirty-three•
•Thirty-four•
•Thirty-five•
•Thirty-six•
•Thirty-seven•
•Thirty-eight•
•Thirty-nine•
•Fourty•
•Fourty-one•
•Fourty-two•
•Fourty-three•
•Fourty-four•
•Fourty-five•
•Fourty-six•
•Fourty-seven•
•Fourty-eight•
•Fourty-nine•
•Fifty•
•Fifty-one•
•Fifty-two•
•Fifty-three•
•Fifty-four•
•Fifty-five•
•Fifty-six•
•Fifty-seven•
•Fifty-eight•
•Fifty-nine•
•Sixty•
•Sixty-one•
•Sixty-two•
•Sixty-three•
•Sixty-four•
•Sixty-five•
•Sixty-six•
•Sixty-seven•
•Sixty-eight•
•Sixty-nine•
•Seventy•
•Seventy-one•
•Seventy-three•
•Seventy-four•
•Seventy-five•
•Seventy-six•
•Seventy-seven•
•Seventy-eight•
•Seventy-nine•
•Eighty•
•Eighty-one•
•Eighty-two•
•Eighty-three•
•Eighty-four•
•Eighty-five•
•Eighty-six•
•Eighty-seven•
•Eight-eight•
•Eighty-nine•
•Ninety•
•Epilogue•
•Q&A•
BIG ANNOUNCEMENT: PREQUEL

•Seventy-two•

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By worstofyou

Eloise
-x-

6th November 2019
9:21am

As my eyes adjusted to the light from outside my nose was immediately filled the smell of bacon.

Rubbing my hand over my face I then looked to my right to see an empty indetention of where Shawn had been laying.

Sitting up I let out a loud yawn before pushing my hair behind my shoulders as I aimlessly wondered my eyes around the room.

Just as my eyes fell down to my bedside table I saw a card rested on top with my name written across it.

Picking it up I then readjusted the pillows behind me before leaning back.

Opening the envelope I then pulled the card before looking at the design on the front. It was a personalised card with a picture of Shawn and I hugging at our gender reveal party.

Smiling down at the photo I then opened the card to see a long hand written message.

To Elle,

Happy Birthday, my love. Today's your 21st and I feel so lucky to be spending it with you. I know how hard the last few months have been for you and to make it all up to you I'm going to make your special day as special as I can.

You are an incredible women and I adore everything about you. I don't know what I would have done without having you by my side. Thankyou for your patience with me, thankyou for always staying devoted to me and thankyou for continuing to love me endlessly. I promise you that I'll spend forever making sure you feel just as loved as you've made me feel these past few months. You've made me a better man. You've made me feel the happiest I've ever been.

I love you more, forever and always,

Love Shawn X

P.s hurry up and get down stairs, I wanna start your birthday celebrations already Xx

It's impossible to explain how big my smile was right now. I felt so giddy and just from reading this letter my stomach was already swarming with butterflies. To have the person you're inlove with confess all their feelings for you is truly a feeling like no other.

Placing down the card on my table side I then pushed the covers off my body before swinging my legs off the side of the bed and getting up.

Bending down to the floor I picked up my dressing gown before slipping it onto my body and tieing it around me. Going into the bathroom I then quickly slashed some cold water onto my face before making my way downstairs to find Shawn.

Following the delicious smells I made my way into the kitchen to see Shawn's bare back faced away from me as he stood infront of the oven.

Biting down on my bottom lip to stop my smile from getting any bigger I then lent against the door frame, admiring him from behind.

Seeing as Shawn was still yet to turn around I made my way over to him before wrapping my arms around him from behind.

Leaning the side of my face against Shawn's warm back I heard a light laugh fall from his lips.

"Good morning" Shawn grinned as I picked my head up to look up at him.

"Morning" I returned a smile as he twisted his body round so he was now facing me.

"Happy Birthday" Shawn's dimpled cheeks beamed down at me as I rested my hands on his back.

Smiling even more Shawn then placed a hand on both sides of my face before leaning down.

Closing my eyes I invited Shawn's kiss as his plump lips fitted so perfectly against mine.

"One year older and you still got it" Shawn smirked once we parted from the kiss.

Playfully rolling my eyes I laughed as he then gave me another kiss, placing one on my lips and then one of my forehead.

"Go sit down, breakfast is nearly ready" Shawn said.

I then went over to the kitchen table before taking a seat. Touching my bump I gently soothed my hand up and down as I watched Shawn begin to dish up our food.

"Feeling any different now that you're twenty one?" Shawn asked, glancing over at me for a second.

"I just feel fatter" I sighed, staring down at my bump, looking as if I was already about to pop.

"Ah come on" Shawn laughed, dragging about his words.

"Stop saying things like that, you look great"

Looking over at Shawn he gave me a sweet smile as he walked towards the table carrying two plates of food and some cutlery.

"Now, let's eat all this food and get fat together" Shawn joked, making me laugh as he placed my plate down infront of me.

Shawn
-x-

12:30pm

"Okay, just a few more steps and then you can take your blind fold off" I grinned widely in anticipation  as I held Elle's hand and guided her.

We were now at the animal sanctuary and the animal I was going to surprise Elle with was an elephant, her favourite.

Precious nervous laughter left Elle's lips as she hesitantly walked forward with me.

"Don't be nervous, you're gonna love it" I said in amusement as we finally stopped infront of the elephant, who was by one of the keepers.

"Can I take my blindfold off yet?" Elle asked.

"Go ahead" I beamed  before stepping to the side so I could watch her reaction.

Elle then pulled up her blindfold and instantly she let out a gasp before her hand went up to her mouth.

"Oh my god" she smiled in awe, her eyes slightly welling up as she reached her out to the nose of the elephant.

I felt my heart burst as she stepped forward to stroke the elephant, clearly being a little emotional.

"How did I do?" I grinned, going over to her hand placing my hand on the small of her back.

"You did great" she smiled so warmly up at me.

She then puckered her lips before reaching up and giving me a kiss.

-/

We had now been here for about an hour and I don't think I've quite seen Elle so happy.

Right now I was just standing here watching her from afar as she submerged herself with the animals.

Resting my hands in the pockets of my jeans I felt a smile tug on my lips as I heard her squeal from the Capuchin monkey climbing onto the top of her.

As I stood there watching her  contagious smile and infectious laughter I could feel every part of me swarm with butterflies. All I could do was watch how insanely beautiful she was.

With each day I spend with her I learn more and more about what it means to be inlove. I learn that being inlove is just as much about all those small moments then just those that are big. I learn that being inlove is the most incredible feeling to experience.

The one thing I know for certain is that falling inlove with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

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