A WEEK LATER
LULU POV
This week has been really crazy. I can't keep up with Adonis and my job. I didn't know how much Ricky was helping me until I haven't been with him for a week. I'm not gonna lie, I miss him and so does Adonis.
Ayisha: Have you talked to Ricky yet?
Me: No.
I don't wanna talk to him but I miss him so much.
Ayisha: Girl your so stubborn for all the stupid reasons. You know that man is a big help to you but you just had to overreact about everything.
Excuse me?
Me: Overreact? He could've put his hands on me Ayisha.
Ayisha: Okay but he didn't witcho dramatic ass.
She said look at me like I'm crazy. Infact who's side is she on?
Ayisha: Look you know I hated the nigga when he was with that stupid bitch Gina but he's clearly changed but you still treating him like he hasn't.
Me: I don't know what your talking about.
I said getting on my phone.
Ayisha: Bitch anyone can see what your doing?
What?
Me: What am I doing Ayisha?
I'm honestly not doing anything.
Ayisha: Your making shit hard for Ricky on purpose because you wanna see what he's gonna say or do. You keep testing the nigga to see if he's still the same or not but clearly he's changed.
She's making no sense.
Ayisha: You need to get your shit together and stop playing with that man. Y'all got a kid and for you to be going up and down with Adonis just because you don't like what he does is crazy as fuck.
I just kept quiet.
Ayisha: You know you miss him but you letting that stupid pride of yours stop you from going back and it pisses me the fuck off.
Me: Man what did I do?
Ayisha: Just go back to your man.
She said rolling her eyes and taking a bag of chips from the table.
Me: What the fuck is wrong with you?
Ayisha: Bitch do I look like Ricky to you? The fuck you talking to me like that for?
Somethings definitely wrong.
Me: Ayisha, is something wrong?
Ayisha: Oh my fucking God bro, your the third person who's asked me that. Im fine.
She said laying back on the couch. I examined her face and saw that she was nervous as fuck. So I started thinking. She's moody as fuck, she's always eating and she's always tired. Wait, is she?....
Me: Ayisha are you pregnant?
She jumped up in pure shock.
Ayisha: What the fuck? No, how could you even think that? Why would you even think that?
She said looking more nervous than ever yet also afraid.
Me: Your pregnant, aren't you?
She froze and looked at everything but me.
Me: How far long are you?
She just kept quiet.
Me: You know I'll always be here for you.
I said before she started crying. I gave her a hug and I felt my shirt getting soaked.
Me: Hey stop getting yourself worked up, it's not good for the baby.
I said wiping her tears away. Dramatic ass.
Ayisha: What if Santiago doesn't want the baby?
Me: You guys have been together for 5 years Ayisha and judging by how he is with Adonis, I think he wants his own mini him.
I said lightly giggling at the end to lighten the mood because that made her smile a little bit.
Me: Everything's gonna be okay, you guys have been through a lot and this baby is gonna be a blessing to y'all's relationship.
Ayisha: You think so?
Me: I know so, besides y'all need to stop spoiling my son like crazy cause he's turning into a brat.
Ayisha: Our bad (giggling).
She said wiping the last tear.
Me: So tell him to come over.
Ayisha: Okay.
She said before taking her phone out and calling Santiago.
Ayisha: Hey baby. Uhh can you come over to Lulu's dads house? Okay can you also bring Ricky? Thanks baby.
I looked at her like crazy.
Me: What does Ricky have to do with this?
Ayisha: Absolutely nothing. I just want you two to talk things out like grown adults.
I rolled my eyes.
Me: I hate you.
Ayisha: You do?
Me: Omg I'm just joking bro.
I said before I heard a car stop outside the house. The door opened then closed. Santiago and Ricky came into the lounge.
Santiago: Sup mama?
He said kissing Ayisha.
Santiago: Sup other mama?
Me: Your an asshole.
Santiago: What I do? (chuckling).
He said and I looked at Ricky. He had his hands in his pockets.
Me: Hey.
Ricky: Hey.
Damn, that's dry.
Me: Can we talk in the kitchen?
He nodded his head and I got up following him into the kitchen. I sat down on a chair while he leaned against the counter.
Ricky: So what you wanna talk about?
Me: About everything.
He hummed.
Me: I'm sorry for overreacting about a lot of things baby, I don't even know myself. I keep trying to put the blame on you to see if you'd stay.
Ricky: Why?
Me: Because our relationship wasn't so easy back then Ricky.
Ricky: Why you still focusing on the shit we went through in the past? What was the point in going to therapy with me, to try and find a solution on moving forward together when you just gonna take us back there?
Me: Because I'm still hurt Ricky.
Ricky: I know it's gonna take some time to make you fully trust me again but I'm trying here Lulu.
Me: I know, I know and I'm trying to let go of all that hurt, for you, for Adonis and for us.
He just nodded his head.
Me: Can you forgive me please baby? I miss you so much and so does Adonis.
He nodded his head at me. I'm happy now.
Me: ADONIS?!!
Adonis: MOMMY?!!
That boy can yell.
Me: In here baby.
He came into the kitchen and when he saw Ricky his eyes got big.
Adonis: DADDY!!
He said running to Ricky. Ricky picked him up and gave him some kisses while Adonis just squealed.
Ricky: Wassup lil man?
Adonis: I missed you a lot.
He said pouting.
Ricky: I missed you too man.
Adonis: Does that mean we're going home now?
He kept quiet and they both looked at me.
Me: Can we please come home baby?
He looked like he was thinking. This man is an asshole.
Ricky: Yeah you can (chuckling).
He walked over to me with Adonis in his arms and gave me a kiss.
Adonis: Yuck.
I just giggled at his reaction.
Ricky: Next time you act out like that, imma lock your ass in the basement. Understood?
I nodded my head.
Santiago: YOUR JOKING?!!
What the fuck? We went into the lounge to see Santiago kissing Ayisha all over her face. I told her he'd be happy.
Ricky: Ey wassup with y'all?
Santiago: She's pregnant man, I'm boutta have my own mini me.
Ricky: What? Congratulations man.
He said falling up Santiago. I pulled Ayisha up and gave her a hug.
Me: See I told you everything's gonna be okay.
Ayisha: Yeah you were right.
We looked at Ricky and Santiago, Santiago rambling about what he's gonna buy for his kid. Damn we expanding.
I didn't proof read, I apologise for any errors.
To be continued.....