Redemption

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They both shuffle here and there in that small limited space as if they are working like this from ages. The silent coordination among them, the movement of hands and legs seems perfect. They seem to be doing it like a couple.

Making breakfast in the kitchen.

Making toast and juice seem easy with pair of hands and they both hated how good it feels.

Hated because they never knew when it's the last time they are together like this?

Randhir put a plate down while sanyukta quickly serve the hot sandwich in it. Randhir put two glasses our while she filled up the juice till the brim.

Balancing the tray in his hand, Randhir walked to the table while sanyukta bring the jug of juice just in case if they need more.

They sit down and eat silently. It's amazed him too when he realised that they only fought when they talk and it's going so much smooth when they both are quite.

At that movement he swear if they could stay together if he doesn't ever speak in life time he is ready for it. Until the prize is her presence.

The silence was soothing. It give her contentment. It's gave them the peace they both were searching for.

They both are aware how good it feel to be together. But they just know when ever one of they start speaking other one will answer back and then there will be an argument and then they both would be fighting again.

They both just didn't feel like talking. Not anymore. There is nothing left to talk.

The only thing missing is a blanket and a suggestion 'let's watch a movie or something'.

She knew her heart is yearning for that lovey dovey shit but she just don't know if she wants to take a step. While she knew he would even put the world under her feet if is she asked for.

She doesn't 't want to talk about yesterday. She doesn't want to talk about today morning. Hell she doesn't want to talk about anything actually. She wanted to stay like this if that's possible.

But wait, is she really thinking like this? Why she behaving like this is going to be her life from now on? Is she forgiving him? Is she giving him another chance? Is she giving another chance to herself? Does she even deserve it? Does she deserve this peace? This is the life which she dreamed of once? Will they able to start it all over again?

These thought made her look up into his eyes and she found him stating always into hers.

Is he thinking the same?

She have lots of questions in her mind. She want this but she is scared of the past and worried about the future.

And now she want to live in the present. That's what the old couple had been teaching her to follow.

Live in present.

Live in present.

Live in the present.

This was the moment when she realised that he is her present.

And she wants to live her present.

She has never been more sure about anything in her life.

She want him.

She still love him.

The thought made her blush but she blink and see him getting confused.

"When are you telling twins about their daddy?' She asked and his eyes widened, of course she surprised him with her question.

"Whenever the mommy wants". He sipped his juice maintaining the eye contact.

He smirked the next moment making the atmosphere a little light.

She just didn't want to end this right here. No. She don't think she could imagine them living without him. Hell, she can't even imagine anything without him in it.

Should she tell him how much she need him? Should she confess how much she want him? Should she tell him how much she love

Wait

Wait a freaking second?

"Are you okay?" He sounded quite concern seeing that she looks like she has seen a ghost.

"I..I have to go out. I need to go." She got up from her seat and shuffle on her feet.

She feel the need to say something to him but when she don't see anything relevant coming out of her mouth she shut it back and turn around and run to her room.

She is confused. Hell confuse word doesn't even describe half of her state.

She need to do something. All of this is making her go crazy.

And then only one face cross in her mind and he is the only person who could help her now. Why she didn't thought about him earlier?

James.

Thank you so much everybody for all your love and support. People come and go in life and for writers their readers are what matters most to them and I really can't thank you enough for that. Thank you for staying. And thank you for still tolerating me though. I really didn't mean to make you guys wait and tease for so long but sometimes things are just not in our control. And I'm really not the one to take things in control and be a boss of the situation. Everybody have moments in their life and it just reveal who we really are. I'm just going through the moment and I'm really not liking the monsters I'm revealing in myself.