Redemption

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I stare down at her. I think I stared down too long at her because she begin to shudder under my gaze. I blink my eyes a numerous times. I really took me some moments to register her words.

Make love to her.

Make love to her?

Make love to her!

I search for answers in her eyes. All I could see was a fear of something unknown.

Leaving her chin, I put my hands in my pants pocket. There is a particular reason I put them in my pickets because I really can't trust my hands when I'm this close to her and she is practically begging me to touch her as I want.

Isn't this is what I was yearning for?

Yes but not like this.

"You don't mean it."

That's all I say while I gaze down at her small body.

"I..I do mean it." She protested meekly. Her eyes betrayed her when they looked away from me.

"What it is sanyukta?" I tried to sound gentle but my voice was strained. Strained with pain and desires. I mean I'm not the one to be blamed. She is. Her pleads are.

" 'What it is sanyukta' seriously 'what it is sanyukta '?." She seem annoyed and raged.

Who wouldn't?

I would be too.

"Tell me one thing sanyukta" I step forward.

"Then you will make love to me?" She sounds eager

Don't get tempted

Don't get tempted.

"First tie up your robe " I eyed towards the fallen satin belt.

"Then you will make love to me?"

I stayed silent and pointed toward the fallen belt. Then I saw her getting on her knees.

I swear I felt my breath stuck in my throat

But then she pick up the soft satin belt and get up, eyeing me warily she fumbled with the belt and tie the robe.

I somewhere felt relief and my self control coming back.

"Now will you make love to me?"

I stayed silent this time too.

What worried me more was the sincerity in get eyes.

What even happened to her, she could and she she would never ever say something like this in her senses.

Oh holy fucking shit

This time I held her chin little less gently and tug it up so she could see it in my eyes how I'm in a mood of no-fucking-lies.

"Are you drunk?" I just wished the answer to be a no.

Or maybe a yes.

But does it matter?

Of course it is.

This is all which will decide my next move.

I just hope she didn't drink the strong one. Hell I have only the strong one here.

"Only one" she whispers meekly.

"One bottle?" I almost shouted but she nodded a no quickly.

"One glass?" I asked again. Voice louder. But she again nodded a quick no.

"One cup?" I asked this time gently. But again it was a quick no in answer.

"Sip. One Sip. "

And all I could do is stare at her.

And then.

I stared at her a quick little more.

If one Sip can do this to her I don't know what would a glass or bottle do.

I don't even want to imagine it.

Or do I?

I close my eyes to clear out all the unholy images I got in my mind. I have a God damn situation to handle here. The strain I felt in my pants let me know that I have to handle that too.

"Get on the bed" I ordered leaving her chin and stepping back giving her some way.

"Then will you make..."

" no words. Quite and just do what I say" my voice sounded harsh to my own ears.

She nodded and just 'thank god' followed my orders.

I saw her getting in the bed slowly and turn to face me as if waiting for me to order her next.

I can't even describe how much this is turning me on.

But

Not today.

Just not today.

I walked toward the bed when she sat there like a goddess.

Confused yet seducing.

"Lay back." I waited for her to protest but this time she obeyed.

Her eyes seem drowsy and I wonder how I didn't see the symptoms of a drunk sanyukta before.

I reach for the comforters and covered her with it slowly.

I watch keenly her eyes as they seem they would shut off any moment now.

I retreat back and turn around.

"I fucked this up, didn't I? " I heard her sweet whisper and turn around.

"What?"

"You aren't even touching me anymore. I fucked up. " she mumbled and her eyes seem glossy.

"You didn't. I did."

That's all I said before leaving the room.

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