Redemption

42..

"Sanyukta? You alright? "

Oh God Randhir. My first instinct was to jump in his arms.

But what will I do now? I have no answers of his question.

He can't know?

He don't have to?

I can't let him

I put a hold on that desire to hug someone tightly and Bury my head in his chest.

I am yearning to feel. ..

Safe.

and when I look over his shoulder I found my babies coming talking to each other maybe about the flavor or ice-cream the are eating.

I suddenly felt like crying with happiness. I quickly make my way to them then lowering down to the grassy land I spread my arms. When they see me they came running in.

I almost sob. When they hug me tight.

"Don't ever do that again" I asked trying to sound normal.

"Do what? " ask Sana "ice-cream?" Asked Dheer.

I pull away chuckling to myself. I gently wipe my tear before standing up so they don't see.

When I look back down at them again. I found them dressed in school uniform.

"You both get dressed on your... "

"I helped them dress up." Said Randhir coming in the view from behind me.

I saw his eyes running over my face but I chose to avoid the eye contact .

"I..I thought you left already " I said still looking down at twins before we all start walking upstairs.

"You should bring your stuff down. I will drop you all to school" said Randhir behind me.

"Their bags are already in the car" he adds.

He is doing it again.

Making it feel like a perfect family.

"I... I took a leave today" I said.

Don't ask anything

Don't ask anything

God please.

He raised a perfect eyebrow at me.

"Then why are you dressed for work?" He asked looking down.

"I'm. ..uh .."

Does he already know about my jobs? Of course he does.

"Actually I'm working full day at restaurant today." I tell him how much he need to know and hope that he won't ask further.

He looked at me for few moments but decide not to say anything.

But he surely said.

"Then I will drop you to your restaurant then. Come" he extend his hand toward me.

Wait.

"No."

"No?"

"I will walk. It's near by" I said and took some steps back.

As I turn around I felt a tug on my arm. His hand suddenly got still so I curiously turned around and look up at him.

"You are shivering" he stated and looked down at me like a detective he is.

"You were sweating when we saw you." He added.

I avoid the eye contact.

Damn damn.

He can't know.

He shouldn't.

"What's going on?" He took a step closer and I flinch back.

He look back to see the kids finding something in their bag before he turned back to me.

"Come with me"

He said and drag me back upstairs.

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