Attack On Titan Preferences And Oneshots

When You Die

I got really lethargic I apologise

Eren -

Begs you to survive
Shakes you violently to get you to wake up
When you don't he breaks down
Gets really, really f*cking angry
Mad max
Even Levi's afraid of his crusty ass like he's full on red
Literally about to go Titan
Goes off at the entire squad who was with you
Sadly this included Armin
He full on punched Armin in the face and as Armin broke down crying he just kept hitting him and accusing him of not being strong enough to keep you safe
A really low blow I know
Had to be held back by Mikasa so that he didn't kill Jean
Legit kill he had his swords drawn and everything
Jean ended up pushing past Mikasa and hugging him
Eren did hug back
Armin and Eren didn't talk for a week
When they did they just cried and hugged cause you and Ar were pretty close
He ordered the military to hold a full blown ceremony for you
Hardly forgave anyone's mistakes when they trained with him
Fought harder than ever
He can hardly look at a Titan without even more rage than normal build up in his chest
Because of this rage he makes some small mistakes and Mikasa has to save his ass
This doesn't help his mental state
Visits the grave regularly
You last words "Stay Alive... please.... don't blame anyone for my mistake"

Levi -

When he found out you were dead, he lost it
Gave Hanji a lot to think about for about a year
Was dead silent for a few minutes as he held your body
Accidentally guilt tripped everyone
Suddenly, everyone simultaneously saw a tear roll down his cheek
The subtle shake of his shoulder
Then the shaking increased
He silently shattered
It was terrifying
Silently cried the entire way back to the walls
Didn't even stop when he got into town
He got back to HQ and just broke down sobbing
Hanji took him away and he came out about half an hour later silently and never told anyone about what was said inside
Neither did Hanji
Pushed everyone to the limit for the next few months
Never really talked about you much
One day he got drunk and everyone else was sober and he just cried about you for half an hour about how much he missed you
Clung to Eren the whole time whilst Eren just sadly patted his back
Suddenly just sobbed "I fucking loved her... I wanted to live with her... I wanted to have a proper fucking family and now it's gone.... fuck we were gonna try for a kid... now.... *sobbing*
Everyone was just looking at each other real sad like
Next day he just real quietly said "thanks for being decent"
Your last words "I love you Levi"

Armin -

Fucking A....
So firstly, the guys knew you were dead bc they heard Armin
He was just screaming
He sobbed and clutched your body the whole way back
He wouldn't talk to anyone
He couldn't talk to anyone
He was just in a rut
You were the only one he could talk too and you were gone
He broke down the second he got back to HQ
Just his sobbing, no words, just wailing. He sounded like a child, no offence but that's literally what he sounded like
He already had depression
It got worse
No one could get him out of his panic attacks
No one could get him to snap out of his depressed moods
No one could get him to calm down when he cried
He just needed you
You were the only one who could do it
He just wanted you
He would constantly look like he was a second from tears
Everyone tried to talk to him, to get him to not bottle everything up
Everyone was constantly hanging around him so he didn't have a lot of time to get in a bad state
Numerous hugs
He just stood there quietly
Jean would continually try to get him to talk about his feelings so he wouldn't get too bad
He just sat there in silence
His slit his wrists a dozen or so times before Eren found out
In the midst of their argument, Eren just went off with this
"Y/N WOULDN'T WANT YOU TO DO THIS TO YOURSELF! SHE LOVED YOU ARMIN, SHE THOUGHT YOUR WERE BRAVER THEN THIS! ARE YOU GOING TO MAKE HER SAD? Y/N NEVER WANTED THIS OF YOU! SMILE FOR HER! SHE WAS MY SISTER! I LOVED HER TOO, SO CRY WITH ME! LET ME IN! DON'T DO THIS TO YOURSELF!"
Ar just stared at him for a few seconds before they both just started sobbing
Armin stopped cutting
He talked to Eren and Jean a bit
He eventually got out of the rut, but he's still crying inside
Literally considered suicide because he honesty thought that death was better then life without you and he wanted to be with you
At a point, he was going to commit suicide but just at that moment Connie and Sasha wandered past his cabin laughing and he remembered how much he loved his friends and how you'd made him promise that if you died he'd live on for the both of you
Your last words "Listen Ar.... I love you, so, so much. Never forget that. Never blame yourself for this. And listen, I honestly believe that y-you're the strongest person in the Survey Corp, not just for your fighting skills, but for your brain, and your heart. Thank you for loving me, and protecting me.... I'm sorry"

I got trigger happy

Jean -

Found you lying in the dead cart
Started crying
Eren then found out and started crying too
They, in their blinding grief, desperately held on to each other and just sobbed
They'd never been closer physically or mentally
Didn't really blame anyone for it, just blamed themselves
Mikasa got out of her shell and hugged Jean
He didn't retaliate to anyone's antics for a few weeks
Got really close to Armin who talked to him a lot
Didn't want to talk about it but Armin snapped him out of it bc who can really stay mad at Armin c'mon
After a lot of conversations (and drinks tbh) he managed to pull himself together and become a badass motherfucker, fighting solely to make you proud.
After a few months his mood decreased to where everyone was worried
With Eren's help he managed to pick himself up
Your last words "Don't cry.... I'm okay... besides, I'll get to see Marco now... now if you don't mind for my last words... I have a deal with Connie, tell him I did it.... I love you Jean... eat my fucking ass"

Marco -

You were in Eren's squad and died

He only got a few hours to mourn
When he found out he just froze
Then he fell to his knees
Then he buried his face in his hands and sobbed
Jean patted his back for a few minutes
Armin started crying even more
"I'm sorry Marco... I'm so sorry"
He then fought solely for you
Wanted to make you proud
For the rest of the time he was silent, only talking to Armin and Jean
So close to breaking
Couldn't stop shaking
Asked Jean if you could have a funeral
"Why don't you ask the general yourself?"
"I just want you to know in case I don't make it"
"What? Of course you'll make it."
"Just in case"
"You're not thinking of.... Marco-"
"No!... no... of course not...."
Armin hugged Marco for a few minutes and apologised again
"It's not your fault Armin.... hey, do me a favour?"
"Yeah..."
"If ever I'm not there... look out for Jean... and give Y/n a proper funeral..
and put her next to me..."
Your last words "ARMIN MOVE! GET OUT OF TH-"

Connie -

Connie had made a joke
You had smiled and retorted with a snappy comeback
Didn't even see it coming
The Titan leaped up, biting off your waist
Your smile didn't fall, you just accepted it and locked eyes with Connie, grin growing bigger
Then you fell, eyes closing, dead.
Connie just froze, smile bitch slapped off his face
Screams out your name several times
Jean had to hold him back
He sobbed for ages
It scared everyone bc Connie was always happy
Sasha ran up to Connie and dragged him away from the Titans
Once they were safe she just buried him in a hug
He just gripped onto her crying
He was awfully quiet the whole way back
He was really solemn for the next year
Yeah
He eventually got back to normal, but his smile always held that little edge in it
As if it might be the last time someone saw it and he was ready to burst
He laughed but it always had a sharper tone to it as if he was laughing at something else entirely
Your last words "Hey Y/n, does all these asses make you horny?" "Nope, but I can't say the same for yo-"

Well this was grim

And I apologise for not having proper stories but it was gonna take SO MUCH TIME and I honestly didn't have enough spare time. Originally I was gonna give Armin a proper story cause lots of people like him but I figured it was fair this way. If you're desperate for a proper story, then comment and I'll work on it.

PEACE