Leaving NuNew yesterday was intensely difficult. At the time, I was thinking that I did not want to lose the business account. I have been missing for so long, that I am surprised my business partner has not bought me out. I was so busy thinking about our future and being able to provide for our growing family that I forgot about the present.
NuNew did not tell me about his false labor until this morning when he told me we had an unplanned appointment to see Dr. U. He dropped this bomb one hour before the appointment. I can't leave him again. What if he had gone into labor? What if he had complications and bled to death? I was not there when he needed me. NuNew told me it was okay because July was there.
JULY IS A CAT!
I am so angry at myself, at NuNew for not calling me, and irrationally, July. Listen I know it is beneath me to be jealous of a cat, but it's my job to take care of my omega. Oh, and when I came home, I could smell Nhu had scented July, AGAIN.
Okay, I feel a little better now. I had to get that out or I was going to be unbearable at the appointment and I want to be supportive of Nhu and not make this about me. But WTAF.
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