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(One month ago) ~ Leaving the bathroom from my shower and brushing my teeth I step over the dry and clean clothes still thrown on my floor. This entire night has gone to shit and I just want to sleep.
After taking the test I handed my mother the cup and she tested it. Of course it was positive but I guess seeing it made her freak out more. Genesis took her to their room for the night along with Bellamy and said we'd finish talking about this tomorrow
I had no doubt that we would. Dalia isn't the type to just let things go, not that I'd expect her to I mean she just found out her daughter was still doing drugs.
I couldn't walk into the closet without getting stuck by glass so I settled for whatever I could find in my dresser drawers. I grabbed a white tank top and pulled it on my wet body along with regular panties and black socks. Sniffling and looking at my face in my dresser mirror I cringe at my puffy eyes and cheeks
I feel as I look. Like shit.
Looking up at that dresser I go to it and pull open the top drawer. Moving back the clothes the bottle was no longer there. I throw everything out and open the bottom one just incase I moved it and didn't remember "what the hell." It wasn't there either
"Looking for something?" I jump hearing that deep voice behind me along with the rattle of a bottle of pills. I don't know why I thought I'd be able to avoid him until the morning as well
I turn around seeing Elijah sat on the edge of my bed. He was dressed more casual but it threw me off guard because he looked like he was going somewhere. Elijah tossed me the bottle of pills which I caught
"Were you ever going to tell me?"
Was I? "...No."
"Even after I told you about me? You had two days to process all that shit and you didn't think okay I'll tell my boyfriend I do fucking drugs?"
"Elijah this isn't about you."
"No it's about you. I told you something I didn't think I'd ever tell anyone because I trust you... you didn't trust me enough to tell me."
I moved closer to him "it's not that I didn't trust you I just didn't want you to look at me differently."
He scoffed running his hand through his messy hair and tugging a bit. "How many times do I have to tell you Mercy that I want to be with you?"
"Wanting to be with me doesn't mean taking on my problems. Elijah you didn't sigh up for drugs you-"
"I signed up for you!" He yelled "I signed up for fucking you and that means whatever comes with you! I'm not even pissed about the shit I'm pissed because if it weren't for tonight you'd have never said anything!"
