Dear Sophia,
I love you. I can’t sit still. I don’t know what to do. I need to talk to you. I need to know you’re ok. I think I might be really ill but I can’t worry about that. I’d probably feel fine if I just knew you were ok. I’m panicking and it’s giving me a really nervous energy and I don’t know what to do about it. I’m sweating and I can’t focus and my head feels really really hot. Your name isn’t on the calendar for today. I wasn’t expecting to see you. I went along just in case because I couldn’t sit in the house all day doing nothing. You weren’t there. That’s ok. Your name isn’t on the calendar for today. I wasn’t expecting to see you. It’s just that I didn’t see you on Friday so I’m already worrying about what I’ll do if you’re not there Monday. I don’t know what to do. I thought about calling the police but that would be no use. I don’t trust them to understand or do the right thing anyway. There’s not been a single arrest since those break ins. They never catch the really dangerous ones. They just stay out there planning and doing horrible things while the police are completely unaware. I picked up the local paper in Starbucks and looked at the headlines of all the big papers too. I just wanted to check if there were any missing people or bodies found or any big accidents I didn’t hear about that I need to be worried about. I don’t think there was anything. There was a big car crash up north somewhere where a child died and a man was injured. They didn’t mention any women in the cars. I don’t think you have any family that far up north anyway. I can’t picture that. That didn’t really ease my worries though. The police probably wouldn’t know if something had happened to you anyway. I got on my old bike and rode around trying to get the energy out of my body and just looking everywhere I could think of. It was already dark this afternoon and I wasn’t wearing enough layers and it started to rain but I wasn’t bothered about that. I just wanted to get through the rain and find you. I rode up and down the high street and went through the park too but it was pretty empty there. I went round the back of the industrial estate and rode around the car park there but you weren’t there either. I had to come back when it got too dark to see anything. It was getting a bit pointless. I didn’t notice how wet I was until I got in. My clothes were all clinging to me and my arms were freezing. I’m warming up a tiny bit now but it’s just making me feel weird. I don’t want to feel ok when I don’t know you’re ok. Sophia I love you. I’m finding it hard to focus Sophia. My nose is running and I need to warm up somehow or I’ll just get worse. I know that doesn’t matter but I need to be able to focus to make sure you are ok.
I love you.
Yours,
Andrew
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RandomAndrew is fresh out of university. He has a reasonable education and a reasonable degree to show for it. With his mother passing shortly before his graduation, Andrew returns home to find the house he grew up in empty. Andrew does not have family an...