"I know that we can never get past that. But I promise that I will do anything to make up for it."
"Anything?"
"Why are you making it sound so creepy?" He glanced at me.
I was facing towards him.
"Because it can be something creepy. You should not really give your key to someone else, you know?" I was serious.
Jungkook chuckled, "I don't care if it's you." He said that type of thing again.
I looked ahead. It was pointless to have this conversation with him. I wanted to ask him everything. I wanted to ask how he fell in love with me. But I could not. Whenever I remembered how he had trashed me when he got to know that he could not be with me, it hurt me so bad.
If I ignored that feeling, then my sufferings through all these years will be counted as negligible. I could not let that happen.
I felt overwhelmed. It was understandable since my periods just started. But still I could not cry in front of him. He would not understand.
I kept biting my bottom lip to stop me from crying.
We reached at my house.
"Come inside" I said to Jungkook.
"I thought you didn't want me to stay" he had to open his stupid mouth.
"I am still not letting you stay for the night. Just come inside for ten minutes. I will wash your jacket and give it to you" I was about to get off.
"You can keep it. You don't have to give it to me" Jungkook said with a straight face.
"Why? Are you disgusted?" I was boiling with anger. He finally showed his true colours.
"No! It's not that. It's definitely not that!" Jungkook started panicking.
"Oh sure" I snickered, "then just take your stupid jacket back" I went inside the house without hearing his reply.
I was pissed off. If he had problems like every other typical guy then he should not have given it to me.
"Why is the house so quiet?" Jungkook entered behind me.
"Mom and dad went to abroad for vacation. So Jimin is swamped with work. He will be at home in the morning" I kept my bag on the sofa.
"So does that mean" Jungkook stepped towards me. My eyebrows furrowed, "we are the only ones here?" He smirked.
"What the—"
"Ma'am, what would you like to have for dinner?" One of the staff asked me.
Jungkook coughed. I laughed at that.
"Seaweed soup. I don't feel like eating too much" I answered and she nodded.
"Come upstairs with me" I ordered Jungkook.
He just followed me to my room without saying anything.
Jungkook sat on my couch. I came to the closet and untied Jungkook's jacket from my waist. I got changed.
I came in my room to see Jungkook scrolling down on his phone. I went to my washroom to wipe out the stain from Jungkook's jacket. I felt horrible but yet I did not want to keep any of his favours.
I wanted to return it right away.
"I am finished washing it" Jungkook looked up at me.
"Why are you going through so much? I clearly told you I don't need it" he paused, "now."
"I don't care about that. I have kept it on the drying rack. You can take it after it dries and then go away from my life" I sat beside him.
Jungkook chuckled. I looked away.
"They look so happy" Jungkook suddenly said. I looked at his phone to see what he was talking about.
He was watching a picture of Yoongi and Soyeon.
"Oh, their honeymoon pictures! Ugh they look so happy. They are so lucky to find their soulmates."
He did not say anything. I noticed that after a few seconds. The atmosphere was totally silent. I wanted to look at him to know what happened. But I was afraid for some reason. I just kept looking down at his phone.
I felt his gaze on me.
"What is it Jun—" his eyes made me stop. He was staring at me. His expression gave nothing away.
I felt my heart almost skip a beat.
"Wh—" I could not say anything.
Jungkook kept his phone aside. He leaned in and kissed me.
He held the side of my face. I held onto his shirt. I kissed him back.
Jungkook tilted his head. Our lips moved against each other. I realized how much I missed him. I wanted everything to be normal. I wanted us to date like normal people. But nothing was normal between us.
I wondered what did the both of us do without telling each other about our feelings.
If we felt mutually about each other, then why did we not date long ago? Why were we still not dating? What were we doing?
I wanted to be able to tell him, how much I liked him, how long I have waited to talk to him, how good it makes me feel just to be able to see him.
Jungkook held my sides and pulled me closer to him. He raised my leg and kept it on his. I wrapped my arms around his neck and got even closer to him.
We kept kissing each other as if we had been longing for this a lot. It turned into a passionate one as Jungkook moved his hand from my waist to my thighs.
I should have been alarmed. But I continued kissing him. I wanted his lips on mine forever.
Suddenly Jungkook pulled away.
"What?" I asked him.
"It's not what you want" he pecked my lips, "I'm so sorry, Kkum. You have no idea how hard it is for me but not now, not like this."
I removed my arms from around his neck. I looked down.
"What is so wrong with the situation?" I muttered even though I was really embarrassed.
"You are feeling low," Jungkook caressed my face, "I want you to rest now. Also I don't want this moment to be something you will regret later. You know you are not thinking clearly. I'm such a fool to initiate this. I'm so sorry."
I looked away. His words were true. I was not thinking clearly. But what good did it do otherwise?
"But," Jungkook spoke again, "we can continue it when you feel a little better."
I elbowed his stomach. Jungkook winced in pain.
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