today was an okay day. basically this didn't irritate me but it's gonna be weird if i don't tell you guys about it but basically i was talking about benny the jet and how cute he was and then my friend really had the nerve to say,
"and dead." like a fucking dumb. ass. because benny ( played by mike vitar ) isn't dead what the figgidy fuck ? anyway she was thinking that he was river phoenix or corey haim smh silly girl. so i was like,
"um no he's 37."
the only part that really annoyed me about this was that she knows i cried the other day because apparently people think it's okay to laugh at the grief people feel when their idol is dead solely because their idols lived in the 70s and 80s ?? yeah, uh ...
anyway so i was lowkey like what the fuck is wrong with you in my head because if i know what gets my friend upset i'm not gna laugh about it ? anyway then today during lunch this same friend was being annoying and i said she was annoying me.
lol then she goes, "you get irritated at everything!" as if she doesn't know that that is LITERALLY what i'm like like i did not plan this i'm not gna apologize that is my personality oops so i was like, "yeah, it's in my nature, get over it. why the fuck do you think i have a rant book?"
i felt good af bc she shut right up !! anyway bla bla bla forget her bla bla bla
onto the more positive parts of today !! so i was with my friends after school & i saw my white boy ( the senior i would ALWAYS talk about ) and literally he is named "white boy" in my head. but anyway i saw him go into the bathroom so i instructed my friends to wait outside a classroom near that bathroom
and i know that sounds really really bad and it is there's no sugar coating it whatever
and he literally walks out with a friend and i was so confused because he walked in alone ??? but maybe he jus know people like that.. he must got it like that ..
lmao but anyways yeah he walked out and we deadass followed him until i decided i was done creepin around because my friends had posted several snaps of me doing this lurking lmao ??
such good fashion sense ( he's circled in a pretty lil purple )
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he's literally my father like he dresses how i used to dress and i used to dress fantastically so that's an a plus for him !! godt bless !!
i'm talking some jeans with like a t shirt and a leather jacket and the fucking silver earrings and im iwoshd f and imagine if he got a lip ring i'd fuck myself over 3 times and descend into hell. yes. but today he was wearing a varsity jacket and i was just heart eyes all over the place. his name is either michael or patrick godt bless him.
anyway we went to the corner store in the fucking RAIN after that and i was the last one bc evryone went and fucklong left. but anyway.
I HAPPEN TO RUN INTO MY WHITE BOY AND THIS IS MY ONE MOMENT TO SHINE SO I DEIusud I TAKE A DEEP FUCKIN BREATH KNOWING I LOOK GOOD TODAY AND I APPROACH THAT MOTHERFUCKING SON OF A BITCH WITH A TAXI DRIVER FOR A SON AND I SAY:
"hey!" he looks around so confused and then sees dis lil girl ( me ) ( he is so much taller than me i'm fucking myself over 1x ) and then he goes, "hi." ( fucking myself over 2x ) AND SMILES BECAUSE IM PRETTY SURE IT'S OBVIOUS THAT I HAVE LIKE A HUGE CRUSH ON HIM HAHASH ( fucking myself over 3x, going to hell )
fUck then he leaves and odmf emdid
anyway. I STILL REMEMBERING THAT DAY BACK IN MY SIXIE YEAR WHEN HIM AND ONE OF HIS CUTE FRIENDS CAME UP TO US AND HE WAS HOLDING DRUM STICKS AND HE LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL AND HIS FRIEND ASKED "ladies, what color is the dress?" AND WE ALL STARTED SCREECHING OVER EACH OTHER ABOUT THE COLOR AND THEY BOTH LAUGHED AND WALKED AWAY AND I WAS INFATUATED OVER THIS WHITE BOY HE WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BEING JUST AMAZING AND HIS LAUGH WAS SO CHILL AND HIS SMILE WAS SO LAZY YET CUTE AND BEAUTIFUL ANDJDJROR
oh my god i'm such a fucking creep i'm dead but don't you dare act like you've never felt this way that's right don't be a fucking toad. nywaaay, after that i met up w my friend that was irritating me and my other friend that's not in the squad. and we were walking and my friend say was telling the other girl about my "white boys."
and the girl is like "omg who are they?"
i'm like, "mulligan and this other senior named patrick."
she's like, "you have a thing with mulligan!!" which is sO UNTRUE ONF GKTT I JUST CALL HIM MY WHITE BOY BECAUSE HES CUTE AND THE SITUATIONS I HAVE WHILE INTERACTING WITH HIM ARE TYPICALLY GOOD !!
so i'm like, "no lmao!!" and ofc say goes,
"yeah she does!"
and i was so happy about that LMAO holly hates this kid and i should too but he's actually so nice & funny but i really wouldn't be surprised if he ended up being not heterosexual ( not bc he's hot or anything )
anywaayyy i guess my rant is over i could say more but i'm kinda deciding not to i'm a lil sleepy gnn xoxo
