Cheer Spirit || Jikook&Taegi

chapter 46

Jungkook stood up on his aching feet, clutching his helmet tightly and sighed. He knew that Namjoon was right, while he was practicing he tried to make it a habit to not let the outside world trouble him. Everything about Jimin's change in character worried Jungkook though, he was no longer bubbly or kissing him publicly and he blamed himself for not pressuring him into spilling the details as to why he was acting this way. 

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Jimin was relaxing his sore muscles along the plush gymnastic mat with Hoseok and Yoongi sitting beside him, his two best friends were engaging in conversation about which color lipstick would match better with their cheer uniforms. "Jimin, what do you think? Violet or Fuchsia?" Hoseok questioned catching Jimin's attention but not fully because the spaced out male only gave a simple shrug in response.

Hoseok and Yoongi had noticed that Jimin was acting strange, but when they asked him about it he gave the same excuse that he did to Jungkook. Jimin declared that he was anxious about messing up in front of the judges and worried about completing certain assignments. Both males accepted it because truthfully they had their own things to deal with, plus they trusted Jimin's judgement when it came to his own issues.

All the cheerleaders were waiting around after practice to be examined by their team physician who has been given orders by the coach to assess their health and follow up on any injuries. It was to ensure that everyone on the team was in tip-top shape to perform Friday night, it was everything they've been preparing for and everything had to go right.

"Jung Hoseok, your turn." The sports medical professional called out and the cheerleader frowned over at Jimin. "Come with me." Hoseok said, getting his friend to nod. The two left Yoongi who had already completed his examination with flying colors, he was scolded for fighting because there was still a bruise along the bridge of his nose but nonetheless Yoongi was cleared to continue cheering.

Jimin and Hoseok walked inside the small room, "Hey Kai." The two greeted the friendly physician who had no problem with the captain being there. Jimin watched Hoseok strip down to his underwear, he stepped over the scale and sighed in relief that he didn't gain any weight. It was his biggest worry, going over the limit of what a flyer needed to be and Jimin understood his concerns because he was the tallest one in the air.

"Being light isn't everything, you also need muscle in this sport. Don't forget that, so no skipping meals, either of you two, understand?" Kai told Hoseok and Jimin who were nodding in unison. He was soon demanding for Hoseok to take a seat over the exam table, checking the rest of his vital signs but then he asked the most important question that needed to be addressed.

"How's the ankle doing?" Hoseok smiled, lifting his bare leg up and pointing at his ankle he began explaining. "Well, Kai. It's doing so much better, see no more swelling." He expressed. Kai arched an eyebrow at Hoseok who was confident about the recent injury that had him and the coach worried over because Hoseok had tendencies of brushing off his pain.

"Did you get it x-rayed like I asked you to?" The medical professional asked getting Hoseok to shake his head. "No, because you said to only do it if it worsened and it hasn't. I've been taking ibuprofen after practice, hydrating well, keeping it wrapped and staying off of it. See I do listen sometimes, I'm okay I swear." Hoseok proclaimed to Kai who was skeptical at first but he nodded regardless.

Kai set his clipboard down and sat in his rolling stool, scooting closer to Hoseok to confirm for himself. Jimin could see Hoseok nervously tugging at his bottom lip, when the physician pressed his fingers around his injured bone, checking for swelling and examining his entire leg thoroughly. "Is it okay enough to complete the stunts?" Jimin questioned, wondering just how well Hoseok really was to continue cheerleading for this weekend.

"It looks really good actually, nice work keeping your health priority. Continue doing what you're doing Hoseok. Let me just wrap it up again for you, play close attention to the technique because it matters a lot okay." Kai exclaimed. Hoseok sighed out in relief, he rested back along the table and watched the team medic elevate his leg to show him the key points when it came to ace wrapping.

Soon Hoseok was getting himself dressed while Kai had his back turned to write a few notes down in the chart. "Thank the cheer gods I'm in the clear." Hoseok squealed, taking Jimin's hands with him before bringing the smaller into a hug, but their little celebration was cute short when Kai suggested for Jimin to stay. "It's your turn captain, get undressed please." he ordered nicely.

"Want me to stay?" Hoseok offered but Jimin denied, he shook his head and waited for his friend to leave before doing what was expected of him. "So, Jimin, coach tells me you've been really stiff lately when it comes to your tumbles. Does something hurt?" Kai asked. He was sitting on the stool again, staring at Jimin who was not meeting his gaze at all, lips pouted and fingers slightly shaking.

"No, I've just been stressed." Jimin exclaimed. "Well that's normal, what have you been doing to cope with it?" Kai questioned and Jimin felt tears welling up in his eyes, he refused to blink because of them but his body went against him and let them fall endlessly down his cheeks. "Nothing, I've just been acting like it's not there and it's not working at all Kai." Jimin sobbed.

"Well that's not healthy at all. Is it school work that's bothering you, is it your boyfriend? You know that you can't perform stunts if your head isn't clear, it leaves chances for dozens of mistakes. Cheerleading routines are fast and if you aren't concentrating for a second someone can fall, get hurt or break something." Kai warned Jimin who hid his face into his trembling hands at the true statements.

"Then maybe I shouldn't be on the team." Jimin whispered, defeated and unable to come up with anything else to say. Kai frowned, there was nothing wrong with Jimin, his vitals were great, his exam was normal, his muscles and bones were unremarkable but he couldn't figure out what was making the once peppy male talking about not wanting to cheer when it clearly meant the world to him.

"I think you should talk to coach. I'm all ears if you wanna talk about what's wrong but if you wanna tell him instead I understand that too. Jimin we're here to help you, this is your team, everyone has your back and you shouldn't be feeling like sharing your feelings is gonna be a burden to anyone here." Kai told the small cheerleader who's lower lip was quivering as he thought his words over.