Stress is weird
It drives me insane
I feel like I need to do everything
But really
It would be better if I didn't
I would calmer
In a better mental state
Happy (well as happy as I can be after that funk I had)
Fun to be around
And overall better
But no
I have to be stressed
I have to push myself to the limits
I have to be the best
I have to win
I need to slow down
But if I slow down
The rest of the world will speed right past me
And I can't do that
I need people
I need support
I need to open up to people about my feelings
But I can't
I don't want to bother them
And hurt them
Because of my depression
I feel unworthy of love
Basically every single day
And I don't know if I will ever get better in that degree
So
Yeah
That's how I feel
Don't question my sanity
Because it will make you leave me
And I need you
Please
Don't leave
Bye <3
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Non-FictionThis is a daily updated journal/diary thing that started in January of 2018 and has not ended yet. There will be a part two to this book, because I've found writing in this book so relaxing and helpful when it comes to my mental health. • • • Somet...
