Am I worth it?
Am I worth all the pain I cause my friends?
Am I worth the suffering?
Am I worth it?
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve life?
Do I deserve happiness?
Do I deserve love?
Do I deserve it?
Am I insane?
Am I mental?
Am I depressed?
I would say yes
Is it worth it?
Is life worth all this pain?
Is love worth all this sacrifice?
Is pain my best option?
Sometimes
I think yes
Should I keep going?
Should I not just give up?
Should I live?
These are my thoughts
And I can't get them out
They have come back so quickly
So intensely
It's awful
My friends can laugh
They can cry
They can yell
But I can't feel anything
But numbness
Numbness
Numb
I'm numb
Help
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Non-FictionThis is a daily updated journal/diary thing that started in January of 2018 and has not ended yet. There will be a part two to this book, because I've found writing in this book so relaxing and helpful when it comes to my mental health. • • • Somet...
