Paradise Lost [Tokyo Revengers]

Chapter 116

Chapter 116:

So my executives have betrayed me,

Hanma has been working for Kanto Manji Gang all along, and Taiju just wanted the money, he transferred a huge sum of Dollars' funds into his personal bank account, and not only that, he transferred all of Dollars' partnership with different companies to Kokonoi,

My gang has literally gone under.

My gang is gone, I'm fucking broke, and I have a psychopath pointing a gun at me.

"All I can say is, well played Hanma Shuji," I told him, "I never expected my executives would betray me like this, but if there is anything you should know about me, guns are the last thing you want to threaten me with,"

I quickly kicked the gun out of his hand and it flew to the corner of the room,

"I don't know how many times a gun has been pointed at me so that shit doesn't scare me," I told him, he then raised both of his hands and chuckled, "You don't have to take me to Mikey, I'm going to meet him, myself,"

"Oh?" He asked, "How convenient, that saves me the trouble, but a word of advise, once you step foot in Kanto Manji Gang, you're not getting out, especially with the fact that Mikey is desperately trying to get hold of you,"

"Acting concerned after betraying me, disgusting. Tell Mikey I'll pay him a visit after a week, I have to clean up what's left of my gang first," I said as I was heading out of the office, "I want all of you out of this building by the time I get back, I don't need traitors staying here,"

...

I guess I never had a chance against Mikey or Kanto Manji Gang to begin with, ever since we were kids, Mikey has always been better than me. He was always better at fighting, making friends, leading a gang; you name it, he can do it better.

I will always be a failure compared to him, I can't accomplish anything.

"Ryuuji must be laughing at me right now," I mumbled to myself, I gave up my future for this gang but it went under way too quick, it's actually laughable and pathetic.  

I was locked up in my room for God knows how long already, I can't believe every single one of my members has turned their backs on me, even Hansen.

The hideout was vacated, not a single member stayed, maybe because Hanma sold their rights to Kanto Manji Gang, none of them had a choice but to join Mikey's gang.

"I'm alone again, just like the day I left Shibuya," I said as I got up from my bed and walked around the empty hideout.

A huge part of me wanted to break down and cry like a toddler, Ryuuji was like my big brother who always looked after me, I wanted him here to tell me everything is okay, and that he would fix it like he always does. I wanted to throw a tantrum and let out all of my frustrations, 

Can you blame me? I'm basically still a kid, I lost everything, I gave up my life for this gang, I gave up my family and friends to build this empire and I lost it. All of my sacrifices went down the drain and I got nothing in return.

But as much as I wanted to cry, I can't. I'm already a loser, I don't want to be pathetic as well.

What was I fighting for in the first place?

Mikey? I wanted to bring home, 

I wanted my gang to be on top,

But I can no longer do any of those two. 

I wasn't even mad at Mikey or Hanma or Kanto Manji Gang for taking over my gang, I was mostly mad at myself because I kept making wrong decisions that lead to this.