The Shumdario story

140. Texting

Harry woke up surrounded with Dom in one side and David on the other, both of them wrapped their hands around him and they were deep in their sleep, he smiled to himself from the view, he really have amazing friends.
He got up very slowly not to make them up and walked out to the balcony, he made a cup of coffee and sat on the chair, he took his phone out and frown when he saw a message from Matt, he didn't read it, he put the phone away, but the curiosity killed him, what can Matt possibly write? there is no excuse, but then he sighed and opened the message:

𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩: I know you are probably don't want to hear from me, but please let me explain what happened, I promise you that I didn't do anything with him, he tried to, he sat on me and tried to kiss me, I said no, I asked him to leave me alone but he kept pushing me back in the bed, when I finally managed to flipped us around and told him to stay away - you came inside.
I know you know me... I know deep down you know that I would never do something like that... especially with your background, I know how much this subject is sensitive to you.
I love you... please let's talk about it.

Harry read the message over and over again, he didn't know what to say, does he really trust him that much to not do anything with anyone? he knows Matt, he's so gentle and nice, he's not that type of person, but still, the picture of him laying on top of Niko don't leave Harry's head, he decided to text back:

𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙮: I don't want to hear from you, I can't believe you because my eyes can't forget what they have seen, the only people who know what really happened is you and Niko and I'm sorry... I can't go back, I'm sorry.

It killed him to send that message, but he can't never let go of that image, his phone buzz:

𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩: can we at least talk? face to face?
𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙮: why? do you want to look at the face you hurt?
𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩: Harry please... I'm begging you... just let me come see you
𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙮: that's the problem! I can't see you... I can't, I love you too much and the moment I will see you it will brake my heart even harder... I can't look at you... into the eyes of the man that I love and remember what you've done, It will make everything way worse, just please give me the time to heal.
𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩: I didn't do anything... I love you, only you, I told him that too, I swear on my life
𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙮: I'm sorry I don't believe you, but I just can't, my head keeps imagining you with him..

Harry closed his phone and put it on the table, he grabbed his legs and wrapped his hands around them, he placed his head in the hole between them and started crying, he felt so broken, he never felt like that, Matt was different, in so many levels of love "Harry?" David said and entered the balcony, Harry raised his head with a face full of tears "oh... Harry..." David said and sat next to him, Harry lay his head on David's legs and just let everything out, he never felt that type of pain, it was like something is cutting him, over and over again, David stroke his hair and back, letting him know he is not alone, finally Harry calmed down, he sat back up and wiped out the tears "thank you for being here..." Harry said and David coped his face "where ever you go, I go with you" David said and Harry smiled lightly, he was glad he have David with him "can I tell you something?" David said and Harry nodded "Matt was here last night, I went to talk to him" David said and Harry frown "what? why?" Harry asked "I don't think he did that Harry... he looked very sincere" David said and Harry just thought about it, if David of all people see something like that maybe he should talk with him, maybe he is missing something in the story "you really think so?" Harry asked "because you know I really appreciate your opinion above everything... and if you of all people believe him..." Harry said, David took his hand in his "all I'm saying is... just listen to him... I talked with that Niko on the phone last night, he refused to tell me what was really happening and kept telling Matt to come to his place and they will figure it out..." David said and Harry opened wide eyes "seriously? what Matt said?" Harry asked, suddenly everything coming out like Matt is the victim here "he hung up the phone and he cried so hard... he looked so broken" David said "I would never hurt you, and I will protect you with everything I have... but I think Matt didn't do it... I think he was faithful to you" David said and Harry felt even worse, if this is true he is the worst person ever, he didn't believe him, god, he didn't even listen to him "you are right... I think we should at least talk about it" Harry said and David smiled "I hope I'm right, I told him what would happen if he's lying to me..." David grin and Harry chuckle, it felt good to laugh after the last 24 hours he's had, and to he knew exactly what David would do to someone who hurts him, he decided to ask Matt to come here for them to talk, he picked up his phone and when he was about to write the text he got one from Matt:

𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩: what if I have a proof?

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