Life Of The Party(Shawn Mendes)

•Chapter 20•

Jenna's pov

"Yes." I breath out.

"Why?" Shawn ask me. "Why did you do this to yourself?"

"Well in 10th grade, I was bullied by everyone in the entire school, this was before I moved to Tennessee, I didn't have any friends. I wasn't only mentally bullied also physically. My dad was never around, he was always at work 24/7. I guess I couldn't handle everything so I just started cutting myself." I begin to cry and tears are threatening to spill from his eyes. "That saying, 'Pain Is Demand To Be Felt'. I went by that." I finish. By know I am sobbing.

"I'm so sorry princess." Shawn says hugging me still.

"Should I continue my life story, because I know I will cry more during that." I chuckle.

"Only if you want too." Shawn tells me.

"I will." I says. "So when I was born, my mom and dad weren't married so they sent me with my mom. She abused me, did drugs, drank and smoked pot and stuff while I was in the house. One day, I was probably about 7 months old, she left me in the house and never came back. One week later the neighbor came over, because I had been crying really loud, and saw I was left alone. His wife and him took me in for a while until they found my dad. He lived in Alabama, still single with a ok job. They flew with me over there, this was when I was two, so he could take custody of me. They told him everything that my mom did to me. After that he always had someone watching me or he would never let me out of his sight." I tell him. "When I got to 9th grade, I meet this boy. His name was Austin. He was my first love. After 9 months of dating he committed suicide. I was heart broken. After 2 months I also attempted to commit suicide by take 50 of my dads pills. It failed because as I was taking the pills dad walked in. I was then rushed to the hospital. They saved me. Austin's mom came back to Alabama, because she found a note that Austin had written before he had died. It said,

'Dear Jenna,

As you are probably reading this I will be up in the sky looking over you, I love you so much. I also never told you this but your best friend kissed me. I kissed back. I'm so sorry Jen. I miss everyone.

Your love,

Austin.'

After that everyone hated me at school. After 10th grade dad and I moved to Nashville, where his brother and his family lived. I went back to school to start a new life, but people still hated me. I ran into Isaiah. I had forgotten he moved away. I met his two best friends Rosie and Jonah. Even though they are all popular we became best friends. And that's where my story ends." I finish.

"Wow." Shawn say as tears stream down his face. "I'm so so sorry." He squeezes me.

"Hey but if none of that happened I might have not ended up with you." I weakly smile at him.

"True." He says. "And I sure am glad your with me."

"Me too." I say.

"Lets go downstairs since we can't sleep." Shawn says.

"You go on, I'm gonna take a shower." I tell him. "I'll come down in a little while."

"Ok." Shawn pecks my lips then leaves.

I get some new undergarments, skinny jeans, and a blue sweater that says 'GENUIS' in white from Forever 21. I go to the bathroom and strip off my clothes. I turn the shower on hot and wait for it to become hot.

After washing my hair and body, also shaving, I grab a towel and get out. I dry off then put all my clothes on. I also do my normal makeup routine and leave Kayla and my room. I see Kay and Nash still asleep on the couch.