📍 𝚂𝚊𝚖𝚜𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐-𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚐
𝙶𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚗𝚊𝚖 𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚝,
𝚂𝚎𝚘𝚞𝚕, 𝚂𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝙺𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚊.
[Jimin's POV]
Namjoon had sent me a text, informing me that y/n had finally woken up. I quickly went up to her room, eager to finally meet her.
Once I walk into her room, my eyes immediately gravitates towards her. I couldn't help but stare at her. She was more beautiful than I thought.
"Hey, sweetheart." I said, once I made it by her beside. "I'm Park Jimin"
She looks so nervous, as she stares up at me.
"You don't need to introduce yourself. I know who you are." I said, trying to console her. "How are you feeling?
"Um...Good..." Y/n finally utters, quietly.
"We want to ask you some questions, now that you're finally awake." Yoongi abruptly said.
"Hyung, don't bombard her, she just woke it." I said, shooting Yoongi a look. "It can wait."
"Yeah Yoongi-hyung, relax." Namjoon agrees.
"Okay, okay, my bad." Yoongi said, putting his hands up in defeat. "Okay, Imma just leave then. I'm mad tired." He makes his way out the door, without even greeting y/n goodbye. It was typically of him.
"Don't mind him." I said, shifting my focus back to Y/n. "Just focus on resting okay? You must be exhausted, considering how I found you. But the doctor had said that you'd be just fine."
I didn't mention the details of what my personal doctor had said to me. He told me she suffered through extreme physical abused, when she examined her. But it wasn't shocking to me, since her whip marks were heavily visible on her arms and legs.
He had informed me though, that she could heal physically with proper treatments, but mentally she may suffer from depression or PTSD. So, I made sure to not bring anything up, that can potentially trigger her. At least for now.
"A maid will come up to give you food and water. I hope to see you get better, so please eat well." I say, giving her a warm smile. She gives me back a smile, but a weak one.
Even though she had finally woken up, I wanted to have her resting. I can see dark circles under her swollen eyes. Her eyes was looking so tired and her entire body looks so fragile.
"We'll leave you to rest up, okay sweetheart?" I say to her. "Just continue resting. If there's anything you need, you can always ask the maid or...me."
She weakly nods.
"Hyung, lets go." I gesture at Namjoon, and we both make our way out the door.
***
〖 4 DAYS LATER 〗
♣ ♢ ♛ ♢ ♠
|| I Need U - BTS ||
All of the things you said are like a mask
It hides the truth and rips me apart
It pierces me, I'm going crazy, I hate this
Take it all away, I hate you.
But you're my everything...
_______________________
♣ ♢ ♛ ♢ ♠
[Y/n's POV]
I don't even how many days I've been in this room. Maybe a week now? I wouldn't even know. I just know that the day I woke up, Namjoon told me I was unconscious for two days.
Once Namjoon and Jimin left me alone that day, it took a while to finally recollect all that had happened to me. I remember falling into many uncontrollable sobs, as the painful memories came running back onto my mind.
All I ever did was stay in this room, lying in bed all day and night. The boys had never came since. The maids told me they have been extremely busy, and that Jimin even apologized that he couldn't be here with me. But there was no need for Jimin to apologize. It's not like it was his obligation to tend to me.
The maids would come in to give me food and water, but I rarely ate. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore, or strength to do anything.
But the passing days made the pain and tears slowly digress. Once I finally gather my strength and energy, I had stood up and headed out the balcony of this room, that I've been wanting to check out and see what's out there.
Once, I made it out there, I feel the summer night cool air brush my skin. I immediately see the tall big metal gates of this house. The entire house was gated, it seem like a modern house—or mansion.
I can hear the sounds of the busy street and the visible skyscraper buildings from a far. Those buildings seem to be the only thing familiar to me.
Where was I?
I had never step foot out this room, to get a chance to look around. But this balcony view, was different this time. It was of the city inner streets. I can see locals walking towards the main street. It seems like it's situated in downtown, Seoul, which is making it hard to see any stars.
As I look out into view, the thought of Jungkook exerts into my mind. It had reminded me of the view in my old room, and our shared bedroom. The Jeon mansion was located in an area far away from the inner city. In the suburban side of the city. There was much more open space, since the mansions were a far distance from one another and vast forestry revealing an abundant amount of stars at night.
My mind soon drifts off to one of those moments with him in our shared room balcony...
"Come here I have a surprise for you." Jungkook said, as he brought me into our shared room.
"What is it?" I asked, becoming so curious and eager to know what it could be.
He brought me towards the balcony, and revealed a telescope.
"Oh. my. god." My eyes grew wide and mouth dropped.
"I know how much you like looking up at the stars at night, so I got you this." He simply said. "Now you can see the stars better." He gave me a warm smile, but looked a little shy.
I smiled back at him, feeling so pleased at his efforts, and quickly jumped onto him, to give him a hug.
"I love it so much! Thank you! Thank you!" I gleefully said, between kisses, as I wrap my hands around his nape, while he holds me onto his torso.
"I have one more surprise baby." He said, as he placed me down. "Look at the telescope."
I did just as he said and peek through it, revealing a close up of a star.
"Wow, it's beautiful." I said breathlessly.
"Well, it better be." He said, as I turned to look at him who was gazing up, then looked back at me. "Because, I named it after you."
"What?!" I said, taken back of what he said.
"Yes baby, I bought it." He smiled. "That star is really named after you—Jeon y/n."
How do you even buy a star?
I didn't even know what to say, but I couldn't help but hug him again.
"When did you suddenly become so romantic?" I teased, as I wrap my hands around his nape.
"To be honest, I seen this in a movie, once." He smirked.
"Aww, what movie was it?" I asked.
"I know the movie, but I don't know the movie name."
I quickly brush off the sudden memory of him. I didn't want to think about him. Pain is all I feel.
But no matter what I do, he is all that comes to my mind. I feel so empty without him. Sometimes I can smell his scent, hear his voice, and see his cute little bunny smile that he rarely shows.
How do I even survive without him...when my heart only yearns for him.
Everyday I wake up hoping to wake up next to him, but I only wake up to an empty bed, in this same room.
But everything has fallen between us.
‹‹‹‹ ››››
[Jungkook's POV]
The boys had finally came back from Incheon, and found out that I've been locked up in my room for days. They tried to drag me out, but I just tell them to leave me the fuck alone, if they didn't want me to shoot them.
Now I'm sitting here in the balcony of our room, gazing up at the night sky. Only memories of her flood my mind. After all, this was her favourite spot in the house.
All I wanted to do is sit here. I didn't even attend any business meetings.
I just had no motivation to do anything.
It feels like my life has fallen apart, scattered into pieces.
I can't do this. I feel like a ship wreck.
All because of her.
Thinking back to the moments she wanted to spend time with me but I always said I was busy, which I was. If only I know how painful it is without her, I would have spent every minute—every second—with her. To see her beautiful and graceful face. Her affectionate smile. Her cute laugh. Her everything.
But all this was just a lie...
But I still can't help feel like I'm going crazy without her. I hate this. I feel anger. Hate. Pain. Rage. For what she had done.
This pain I'm feeling right now, I can't even explain it. It's unbearable.
Why did she do this to me?
In the beginning I may have just wanted her for my own gain, but as I think of all the greatest moments I had with her, it was when I felt the most happiest. A high that not even cigarettes, alcohol or drugs can ever take me.
I miss her. She was my everything. How can I even make it through this fucked up life....without her?
I need her.
_______________________
♣ ♢ ♛ ♢ ♠
|| I Need U - BTS ||
Because of you, I'm becoming ruined.
I wanna stop, I don't want you anymore.
I can't do this...
But you're my everything...
I need you...
Why am I in-love alone, why am I
hurting alone...
I need you...