*mentions of rape*
-Tanaka POV-
"Alright boys." Saeko said placing her bag onto the counter. "What do you want for dinner."
I groaned and laid my head on the table. "I don't wanna cook." Saeko pushed my head into the table. "Ow!" I sat up quickly rubbing my forehead.
Noya giggled covering mouth as he did. I couldn't help but smile at him. He's gotten much better since he started staying here. His bruises are healing nicely as well. His smooth skin is his own again.
He's also gaining most of his weight back. He eats a lot but he has such a fast metabolism that it's gonna take awhile for him to get back to normal.
Speaking of normal, me and him have gotten back to our flirty relationship. I'm still hesitant with him because I'm scared. I don't want him to think I'm forcing him so I pushed my feelings down. Everything I felt for him is pushed to the back of my mind till I'm alone.
Not gonna lie, it's really hard. Noya is constantly close to me. Of course I don't push him away. But I swear he tempts me sometimes. Since we share a bed, at night he wraps his arms around me and nuzzles his face into my chest. Then he slides his leg in between mine and I have no choice but to sit there and take it.
Well, I guess I could move away but he's so peaceful and close.
"Don't laugh at me." I crossed my arms.
Noya crosses his arms as well. "What you gonna do to make me stop?"
I snorted. "Do you really want me to answer that?"
"Maybe I do." Noya winked at me leaning forward. I blushed slightly.
Saeko interrupted our moment pushing both ours heads forward so we bumped foreheads. We both winced pulling away.
"What the hell Saeko?" I rubbed my forehead once again.
She crossed her arms as she looked at us. "I don't care what y'all do when your alone. But frankly I don't wanna see it in the kitchen."
Noya was quick to turn his head. "I-it's.... it's not like that..."
I scratched the back of my neck nodding at my sister. She rolled her eyes and sighed. She seemed to be in a bad mood. It's probably her girlfriend.
Her girlfriend that she doesn't know I know about. Hehe.
They became best friends in college. Her name is Mitsa. I caught them talking about their relationship one night when Noya was over. I immediately told him but I'm not sure if he still remembers.
Her girlfriend is a rather sweet girl. She's always really nice to me when she comes over. But she's also super shy and naive. One time when they got into an argument, my sister got drunk over it and cried in my lap. I guess Mitsa was kissing her boyfriend behind the bleachers.
Yes Mitsa has a boyfriend to hide the fact that they're gay.
I wanted to ask her what happened this time just to be a good supportive brother, but she's probably get mad if I told her I already knew.
"I'm gonna make myself ramen noodles then. Noya do you want some?"
"Yes!" He smiled then looked down at my phone. Everyone was in the group chat right now talking. I really should get Noya a phone.
I slid mine over to him. He poked my shoulder whispering a sweet little thank you, before engaging in whatever topic Oikawa had started.
Luckily for us, we haven't heard from Asahi. He stopped showing up at school as well. I had asked Noya to come back but he said he'd rather finish 2nd year on the computer. I must admit, I was glad that he decided that.
That way I know he's okay. Even if I'm lonely at practice and during class. I still have him to come home too.
After Saeko made ramen noodles for us and we ate them all, we both ran upstairs to my room. Noya got to the door first, extending his arms out and looking up at me. "I got here first. Meaning I get a shower first."
I crossed my arms. "Oh yeah?"
He nodded. I licked my lips before tickling his sides. He fell to the ground in laughter. Curling up in a ball in attempt to get away.
When I finally let go, he was huffing in defeat. "Dammit naka.." he whispered sprawled out of the floor and looking up at me. "You know.."
I reached out slicking back his hair. He closed his eyes slightly. "We could take one together. Save water."
My heart totally jumped. And my cheeks turned a beating red. "N-noya.."
He laughed. "When did you get so serious Naka?" He reached up and grabbed my collar pulling me closer to his face. I stared down at him realizing his face was just as red.
"Noya. This is dangerous." I bit my lip.
Noya shrugged. "I...I trust you Ryunosuke.."
I couldn't help myself after he said my name. I kissed him passionately and hard. Moaning into the kiss he wrapped his arms around my neck. My hand slid to his waist gripping him tightly to stop myself from doing anything else.
I was so hungry for him. But with everything he's been through I know I have to be careful. It just pisses me off that that asshole got to touch him before me....
I'm so selfish when it comes to noya.
"Naka~" Noya moaned softly only pulling away to sit up. I pulled him closer before standing on my knees and pressing his body against the door. He moaned again which drove me absolutely crazy.
His hands were in my hair and mine where still gripping his waist. Gosh I wanted to touch so much of him.
"It's not like that... huh?"
Both Noya and I froze, his body breathing heavily against mine. I turned my head to look up at my sister. She had her arms crossed as she glared down at us.
"Noya why don't you go take a shower. Ryunosuke come with me." She turned and walked to her room.
I looked back at Noya. "Fuck.." I whispered.
He laughed slightly licking his lips. "Yeah..."
Both our gazes were flickering between each other's eyes and lips. I wanted more of him and he wanted me too. Dammit.
"You should probably.."
I nodded. "I know.." I bit down on my lip hard, finally placing Noya on the ground and standing up. He sat there for a moment looking up at me. I offered him a hand.
He took it blushing. "See you soon.." he quickly opened my door and shut it behind him.
Clearing my throat and shaking my head, I walked to my sisters room. "Wassup?" I asked leaning on the doorway.
She didn't even look at me. "Care to explain what I just saw?"
Explain. Explain.... HOW TF DO I EXPLAIN THAT?! We just... all of a sudden we're kissing!?
"Um. I don't really know."
"Ryunosuke."
"No I'm serious. He just suddenly pulled me closer and then.. yeah. We were kissing..."
Saeko finally looked at me. "You're being careful right?"
I stared at her confused. She sighed. "He was raped Ryunosuke. You can't just force him into things."
"Saeko I'm not!" I crossed my arms. "That was the first time we've done that since he got here I promise okay? I am being careful. I love him Saeko..."
Saeko sighed standing up and walking over to me. I honestly didn't want her to hug me. I hate when she brings up Noya like that. He's not defined by something bad that happened to him. And I know she honestly doesn't mean it like that and she's just trying to be a good sister, but it's still annoying.
"I know you do." She hugged me tightly. I sighed lightly, hugging her back. "I see how hard you're trying. I'm sorry.."
I shook my head pulling away from the hug first. "It's okay."
Saeko smiled. "You better be serious about him."
"I am." I smiled back leaving her in the doorway and going to my room.
*me the whole time writing this chapter* FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY