|| Louder Than Bombs - BTS ||
All the pain pour out
From the moment I knew
The expression you had on wasn't that
expression.
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♣ ♢ ♛ ♢ ♠
[Author's POV]
Jungkook left the house that night in frustration. But before heading out, he ordered the staff of the house to not let y/n out of her room until he said otherwise, and only Maria will be giving her food and water.
He didn't understand why he was feeling the way he was. Everything seem to easily trigger him. He couldn't think straight or control any of his emotions. All he had wanted was to be with his wife, but she pushed him away. It only got him so agitated and lost his temper.
"How could she dare refuse me?" Jungkook thought, driving recklessly. "Well I just know a place, where all girls would die to have me."
Jungkook ended up heading towards the private strip club, where he always used to go with the boys. This time he was going there alone.
Once he got to the strip club, he immediately grabbed bottles of alcohol, and lit up his cigarette, as he sat there with half naked women all over him.
Since his own wife refused to give him the attention he so badly grave at that moment, he felt being with other women was his only way in releasing the frustration.
***
The next morning, y/n woken up, eyes swollen from crying all night.
The memories of what had happened the night before flood her mind and felt her heart aching once again.
She remembered Jungkook being so easily frustrated, and the words he had said, that she was not allowed to leave the room. But she got up towards the door, only to find the door locked from the outside. She began frantically shaking the door knob, but it would not budge. It was truly locked.
She didn't think Jungkook was actually serious. Why would he do such a thing? She thought to herself.
But she did notice, how different Jungkook was acting last night. It felt like he had become a different person. He had easily exploded on her for the smallest things, and had felt his angsty-ness radiating out of him.
Y/n tried wobbling the door knob once again, but still nothing. She was becoming so frustrated, she started pulling on the door and slamming her hands, calling out for someone to open the door.
But no one had came.
"Maybe no one could hear me." She thought, so she began slamming her hands louder, and screaming as loud as she can for someone to hear it.
But Y/n doesn't know that everyone of the staff heard her cries and pleas. The boys were not in the house to hear, while the staff was feeling guilty but they knew they had to obey Jungkook's orders. Maria was the one feeling the most disheartened.
Y/n couldn't hold her frustration and heart ache any longer. She turned her back pressed against the door as she slowly slided down to the floor in a disheveled heap. Soon her grief poured out in a flood of uncontrollable tears.
"How could Jungkook do this to me?" She thought to herself, with her knees on her chest, as tears continuously stream down her face.
Y/n couldn't understand why Jungkook was the one acting like this. If anything she should be the one that was outrage. After all, Jungkook was the one who cheated on her.
She was still heartbroken over Jungkook and Aera kissing each other to now have this happen to her.
Has he been doing this in his office this whole time? She thought. She doesn't know what to do. She just wanted to go to back home to Boseong, where her mother was. But Maria had made rethink her decisions.
Suddenly, the sound of someone unlocking the door from the other side made y/n jerk up with relief and eagerness to finally be let out.
The door opened to Maria. She had come to give her breakfast. Maria's heart ached the moment she saw y/n.
"Maria, thank god you're here." Y/n said, as she wiped her tears.
Maria looked at her wanting badly to hug her. But she knew she had to leave fast. She couldn't stay too long. "I'm so sorry honey, I have to leave now. I was specifically ordered to only give you food and water, then leave." Maria looked down, unable to look at y/n's glossy eyes. "I'm so sorry, honey."
Maria walked out the door, feeling so heartbroken to have to leave her. But she had hope the Jungkook was going to come home with a change of heart.
She was left alone again. Locked up in her old room.
"Why is Jungkook treating me like I'm some animal, that needed to be locked up." She thought to herself. Tears of pain run down her cheeks.
***
Hours later Y/n's tears dried up, as she sat emotion-less in her balcony watching the view of the backyard and the bright blue sunny sky. But she felt herself weak. She didn't even eat her breakfast or water. She simply had no appetite for anything. Maria had come again giving her lunch, but still, y/n didn't want to eat.
Y/n sat in her balcony till night fall. She sat with a heavy heart, from everything that had happened.
Maria had come again, giving her dinner this time and had noticed y/n also had not eaten her lunch. Maria heaviy sighed, and made her way towards Y/n sitting at the balcony, still in the same spot as she left her.
"Honey, please eat your meals or at least some water." Maria pleaded, then tried consoling her. "I'm sure Jungkook will come home soon, and apologize and you'll be able to come out."
Y/n glanced at her with sad eyes, unable to speak. Then looked away from her. Maria came closer to her, and rubbed her back trying to comfort her, and dishearten that she couldn't do anything at that moment.
Once Maria left again, y/n was feeling so alone. She could feel her tears welling from deep inside and coursed down her cheeks. Her bottom lip quivering and her shoulders dropping in resignation. She really had hope Maria was right.
***
It was around 10 pm, y/n laid in bed facing the glass walls that led out to the balcony. She had stopped crying, but her brain reminded her again of the the day she witnessed the love of her life, kissing another woman. A single drop of tear rolled down on the side of face and can feel her heart aching again.
"Why wasn't Jungkook here yet?" She thought. "Is he going to lock me up here forever?"
Even with those thoughts, she couldn't help but also miss him at the same time. She had hoped this was all a bad dream and she'll soon wake up cuddled up next to him.
Suddenly, her hearts stopped when she heard the door opened.
"Jungkook?" She thought.
She took a deep breath, gathering herself up to finally face him.
But once she turned around, she sees a distress Taehyung at the door.
"Taehyung?" She was so surprised to see Taehyung in-front of her, looking so worried, as he closed the door behind him.
"Y/n..." Taehyung looked at her with great concern, and walked towards her on the bed. "Are you okay?!"
Y/n's heart warmed up, suddenly gaining energy and immediately flee from bed to embrace him. His presence felt like sunshine on a rainy day.
"I'm so happy to see you." Y/n's voice was low and weak, as she pulled away from the hug.
"Y/n, I'm going to get you out of this room. I can't risk him hurting you any further."
"Taehyung...I-I don't know why he's being like this..." Her voice was breaking.
"I know..." Taehyung said, in dismay. "He's my bro and I've known him all my life, and I know he's not the most nicest person in the world, but I've never would of thought he would ever do this to you."
Y/n was quiet for a moment.
"I've never would have thought he had this side of him." She finally spoke.
Taehyung didn't answer, feeling guilt washed over him. He knew well Jungkook had this side. But considering how Jungkook had seem to fall for her, he never thought he would harm her—or at-least go this far.
Soon, panic washed over y/n remembering that no one was allowed in the room.
"Taehyung I think you should go before Jungkook comes." She said, frantically. She didn't want Taehyung to get in trouble.
"Don't worry, we're safe." He assured her.
Y/n didn't understand what he meant that they were safe and he looked like he was in no hurry in leaving. But he seems to be confident that this was okay for him to be here, so she pushed her worries for him away.
"Don't worry, Y/n. Trust." Taehyung reassured, noticing the growing concern on her face. "I don't know where Jungkook is, but I'll know exactly when he would come home."
Y/n couldn't respond. Just seeing Taehyung standing there, made her feel something again. It made her feel like she was going to be okay.
Taehyung examined her face, and his heart ache at the sight of her. "Anyways y/n, lets get you out of here. You need to go eat. Once Jungkook comes I'll be the one to deal with him. He had no right to do this to you."
Once he saw her eyes filling up with tears, he quickly pulled her into an embrace.
The feeling of Taehyung's warm embrace, had Y/n burst into sobs. She was releasing the emotions she been holding in. She couldn't hold her pain anymore, as tears poured out in a flood of uncontrollable tears.
The sound of Y/n's cries, as she buried her face onto Taehyung's chest, was gripping tight onto chest and tearing his heart.
"It's okay, Y/n. I'm here." He placed one hand at the back of her head caressing it.
She was continuously sobbing onto his chest, trembling, as he held her firmly onto him.
Taehyung hated to see her crying. He truly cared for, and willing to suffer the consequences of his actions that he knew he would face.
But just then the door opens, and quickly slams shut.
The loud slam of the door made y/n squirm in Taehyung's arms, while Taehyung's eyes went wide open.
He was shook to see Jungkook standing at the door.
Y/n slowly looks towards the door and meets the cold and dark eyes of Jungkook.
Y/n realized she was still in Taehyung's embrace, and quickly pulled away.
Jungkook finally starts walking towards them slowly. He didn't even look surprised.
It seems like he knew he would find them there. Together.