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It been a few days already we seperated with the boys. Seperated? Yeah. I felt like it torturing me. Not seeing Jimin face for one day already make me.....sad like what.

I know the girls also feel what I felt. Especilly Jennie. She didn't show anything but just a blank face.

"I cook pancake!!! " yelled Jisoo as she place the plate.

"Wow. It look delicious. But...it night Unnie. Why we eat pancake?" said Lisa.

"Changing taste." said Jisoo.

"I don't know that you can cook pancake, Jisoo?" Jennie asked. Jisoo smirked.

"Of course I can. This is Jisoo. Kim Jisoo." she said with confident. I rolled my eyes because I know she's lying.

"I know someone tought you. Tell the truth Unnie." said Lisa.

Jisoo huffed in annoyed.
"Geez, you huys are no fun. " said Jisoo. We narrowed our eyes on her.

"Fine. It was Jin tought me. " said Jisoo.

"Something is happened that time, am I right?" Jennie asked.

"I always try to conffesed." said Jisoo. Our eyes widen.

"WHAT!?" we yelled.

"Yeah. I try. But since we seperated-" she being cutted by Lisa who stand up.

"I'm finished. I will play my games at my room." said Lisa. She went to her room. I know she sad also.

"I...I shouldn't talk about that." said Jisoo as she look down.

"It okay, Jisoo. Lisa probably just...have mix feeling. We should let her rest." said Jennie.

"Hmmm.." I accidentally humming.

"What's wrong, Rose?" Jennie asked. I lifted my gaze.

"Hm? Uh..nothing. Um..I want to went out for a while." I stand up.

"Your pancake?" Jisoo asked.

"Umm...just put it in fridge. I'll eat later."

"Rose, it night already." said Jennie.

"Nah, it okay. I can take care of myself. "

By that I went upstair to grab my coat.

°°°°

Right now I walked at the park. It so cold. I put my hands inside my jacket pocket. Everytime I let out my breath, I can see smoke. It because of cold of course.

"Thank god, I bring jacket." I muttered.

It night. So, I didn't wear any mask. I sit under tree and look up.

"So many stars..." I said. How I wish to see this stars wirt someone.

Where I can leaned my head on it. Where I can holding someone hand. Where I can talk with. Where I feel....love.

"How I wish it come true...."

I closed my eyes. Damn, it so cold. Even I wearing coat, I still felt that cold. I  can't stay outside for too long I think.

"What are you doing here?"

A voice make me startled. I open my eyes and lifted my gaze.

"J-Jimin?" It him right. I stand up slowly to have a better look.

"Jimin..." I call his name again. He didn't show any emotion but just a blank look.

"Jimin..." I call again.

"You been calling my name for three times. " said Jimin.

"I mean...w-what are you doing here?"

"I'm the one who asked it first. " said Jimin. I look down.

"I just went out for awhile."

"You know it cold tonight. You can catch cold. " said Jimin. I look at him with surprised. He still care?

"Don't think I want to care. I just tell you." said Jimin.

"Umm...what are you doing here?" I asked as I tried to hide my sadness.

"Walking. " said Jimin.

I nods and look away. It awkward. I don't know what to talk. Is he still think about that incident. Well...we are...what now?

"You should go back now." said Jimin as he turn around and about to walked.

"Wait!! Jimin..."

"If you want to talk or ask about what happened at Jeju Island, I don't feel to answer." said Jimin without looking at me.

From his voice, it so cold. Cold than this wind.

"Jimin, listen to me first. I can-"

"Rose, stop. We're not friend anymore. Or....something else. After what happened, I realised that we only can be...enemy." said Jimin.

"Jimin, you will kill me just for that diamond?"

He silence. I walked to him and touch his shoulder.

"Jimin, I felt something is wrong. I can feel it. Don't you think-" he cutted me.

"No. I'm not think that because I only think how you betrayed me and play me. You think it funny? You think it okay? You think it feel good? I shouldn't trust you. I hate it, Rose." said Jimin.

I clenched my fist.
"Then, you think I'm happy? You think I can laughed like 'Hahahahaha' after knowing that you want to kill me also!!!!???" I yelled.

I can saw he flinched.
"Stop thinking about yourself. I want to kill you and you want to kill me, it same. "

He turn around with glare.
"Then what? Act like you accept everything? " Jimin asked. I silence.

Talking about accept...I can't say anything. I think, even me can't accept that we try to kill each other. Jimin scoffed.

"See? You can't even answer it. Now, I asking you. Do you love me?" Jimin asked.

My eyes widen. I don't what to say. Should I say yes? Or no? I mean...not that I don't love him. It just that, we're not at the good situation.

"You're not answering mean no. It okay. Listen here, I know we will meet again soon but let just see each other as...enemy. " said Jimin. I look away.

"Is that so then...fine. " I walked away but stop beside him.

"You sure?"

"If not, I already hug you now." sais Jimin. I sigh.

"Then....okay. Can you do one last thing for me?"

"What is it?" Jimin asked. I try to hold my tears.

"S-Say hello to the others." By that we walked away.

Before we left from each other side, I felt  our hand brushing. It send me a shiver. I think he can feel my hand cold like ice.

I didn't even glance back at him. I just hold it with tears run down on my face. Without we knowing, we really want to run to each other arms.

CONTINUE~


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