13th Doctor x reader

Eating

You quickly made your way to the dining room where Yaz has kindly set out the food for everyone. You smiled as you walked over, sitting down.

"Finally, I was starting to panic you two had gotten lost in the TARDIS" the doctor said.

"I won't get lost, the TARDIS usually shows the way. Anyways if I ever do, listen out for screaming. That's probably what I'd do if I got lost here. That's actually a scary thought" you said, shaking the thought from your head.

Missy sat down next to you and you felt your heart flutter slightly. How were you going to concentrate on anything? You got up and started to serve everyone their portions. You sat down and quickly dug in, feeling hungry yourself.

"Woah, this tastes amazing!" Ryan exclaimed.

"Yeah you're a really good cook" The doctor commented.

You smiled at everyone "thanks"

"There's no alcohol in anything is there?" Graham asked.

You looked at him with slightly confusion and furrowed brows. You didn't know why he was asking but he really had no need to worry.

"No. Why'd you ask?" You asked.

"I tend to stay away from alcohol ever since my cancer diagnostic. I'm still in remission remember" he said.

You nodded your head in understanding and a huge smile played on your lips.

"So that's why you didn't get drunk with us all on the titanic all those years ago! I was always wondering that. I just sorta assumed you were being the responsible sober friend" you giggled.

"You got drunk on the titanic?!" Missy asked in shock and surprise.

"Years back. That was the first time I'd actually gotten drunk. Then there was the awful hangover!" The doctor shook her head at the thought.

You laughed at that. That was one of your most fond memories with everyone. Back when the doctor wouldn't scream at you for drinking. Although it was when you weren't apparently 'addicted' to drinking too. Your life was just ten times worse than it was back then and alcohol was a coping mechanism that you just needed.

"Anyways, there's no need to get worried Graham. The doctor's hidden all the alcohol in the kitchen from me" you said, giving the doctor a frown as you put a mouthful of macaroni cheese in your mouth.

"That's because last time-" you cut the doctor off before she went into rant mode.

"Yeah yeah I know. I got drunk and forgot my own father's funeral and got harassed by this pedo" you said, rolling your eyes.

"You what!" Missy shouted in shock.

You sighed, turning to Missy a little as you prepared beginning to explain.

"Well...you know that my dad passed recently yeah. Well..the doctor took me to his funeral and I had a melt down in front of everyone and I snuck off to the pub and missed the burial. I got absolutely, like beyond drunk, drunk! And..this creepy guy was kissing me and let's just say he wanted more than that with his hands under my dress! I was completely drunk and couldn't stand straight at this point and then all these lot swooped in and legit dragged me back to the TARDIS where I passed out. Then when I woke up I forgot everything that happened that day" you explained.

Missy's face was full of shock and her lips were parted slightly. You couldn't help but glance down at them before quickly looking back up, not wanting to be caught staring at her lips.

"A..are you okay...I mean..that man didn't do anything did he?" Missy asked in concern.

"Well...I can't actually remember. I don't think he did anything. The doctor like..head butted me and suddenly I got a load of her memories of that day. It was weird. And it fucking hurt!" You said.

"(Y/n)!" The doctor shouted, causing you to jump a little at the volume of her voice and look her way "I'm not going to tolerate that kind of language from you young lady!" She said sternly at you like an angry mother.

You sighed, nodding your head and mumbling a sorry. The doctor hated it when anyone swore. You'd just gotten used to swearing around Missy you accidentally let that one slip. Missy looked over to the doctor with a shocked face.

"Wait..you actually did the head butt thing?! I'd never do that it hurts too much" Missy said.

"Yeah I'm not planning on doing it again. But (y/n) wanted to at least see her father resting in peace so..." the doctor shrugged, focusing on her food.

"Yeah thanks for that doctor. Genuinely though" you said.

The doctor smiled, giving you a small smile and a nod. You sat all sat in a comfortable silence for a few moments, just enjoying the food before the doctor spoke up again.

"So, anywhere in mind that you guys wanna go to next?" She asked.

You all shrugged your shoulders. You thought hard and then you gasped as something popped into your head. Everyone looked your way and you smiled.

"Can we go to a pride march? I've never actually been. I was always too busy with school or work or stuff. But I'd really like to go" you asked.

The doctor smiled and nodded her head in agreement. Yaz however seemed a little distressed about it.

"Are you kidding! If my mum catches me at pride I'm dead! Do you understand that!" Yaz shouted in fear.

"Hey, babe calm down" the doctor said, reaching out and holding Yaz's hand to comfort her "We can go to a pride march somewhere else, outside of Sheffield. I've heard there are really big marches in London" the doctor suggested.

Yaz calmed down a lot and nodded her head, bringing up the doctor's hand and kissing the palm of her hand gently.

"Thanks" she whispered.

"I've heard New York has the biggest pride parades" Ryan said, clearly still after all this time wanting to go to New York.

"No!" The doctor quickly snapped.

You all were a little taken aback by her outburst. You looked at her with confusion as she pulled her hand away from Yaz.

"I..I don't want to go to New York. Anywhere but there. There are too many bad memories I have from there okay" she mumbled.

You nodded your head in understanding. You looked over and could tell by Missy's face that she knew what those bad memories were. But you didn't want to ask her about it. You wanted to respect the doctor's privacy in that moment.

"I'll take you all there one day I promise" the doctor said quietly.

Ryan shook his head "you..you don't have to. If you don't want to. I don't mind. There's a whole universe out there" he smiled.

"I know. But..I'll need to head back some time. One day okay. Just..not yet" she smiled.

You all nodded and hurried with the food so you could head off to pride. Your first ever pride!