We're on the road to Whiterun. Brelyna was more than happy that I joined her. Her spirits are much higher, now. I think she's excited to be in Whiterun, to rest for some time somewhere where she feels welcomed. It's like a weight has been removed from her shoulders. We've even been reminiscing about everything we've been through. Last night, as we were falling asleep in each other's arms, she mentioned how excited she is for whatever adventures are in our future. I actually teared up at that. I'm so lucky to have found someone so amazing, but I'm so afraid of losing her. I didn't realize it until she said those words, but I've been waiting for the day when she realizes I'm not worth it. I've been expecting her to leave me any day now. But now...now I'm wondering if I should even broach the topic of marriage.
No. It's still too soon.
But our anniversary is coming up soon. I wonder if she remembers the day we first kissed.
JE LEEST
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