Lost Alpha

By LotusSeraphim

118K 7K 2.4K

NuNew spent 5 years loving a man who never reciprocated. His entire college career was spent pining for an al... More

Journal Entry October 22, 2023
Journal Entry November 1, 2023
Journal Entry November 7, 2023
EVENT November 10, 2023
Journal Entry November 17, 2023
Journal Entry November 27, 2023
EVENT November 28, 2023
Event November 29, 2023
Instagram Message December 1, 2023
Instagram Message December 4, 2023
Journal Entry December 5, 2023
Journal Entry December 6, 2023
Instagram December 6, 2023
Journal Entry December 7, 2023
EVENT December 7, 2023
Journal December 8, 2023
Journal Entry December 9, 2023
Email December 9, 2023
Note From The Author
Journal December 12, 2023
Email December 16, 2023
Email December 25, 2023
Journal Entry December 31, 2023
Email December 31, 2023
Event January 01, 2024
Journal January 02, 2024
Journal January 4, 2024
Journal January 6, 2024
Email January 7, 2024
Journal Entry January 11, 2024
Email January 11, 2024
Phone Conversation January 12, 2024
Event January 12, 2024
Event January 18, 2024
Event January 20, 2024
Journal January 21, 2024
Handwritten Letter January 21, 2024
Holiday
Email January 22, 2024
Event January 22, 2024
Email January 25, 2024
Event January 26, 2024
Journal January 28, 2024
Email January 29, 2024
Event February 02, 2024
Email February 2, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 3, 2024
Journal Entry February 4, 2024.
EVENT February 5, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 7, 2024
Journal Entry February 8, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 9, 2024
Event February 10, 2024
Event February 10, 2024
Journal February 11, 2024
Event February 12, 2024.
Event February 12, 2024
Event February 14, 2024
Happy Holidays
ZEE's POV Event October 21, 2023
Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee's POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee's POV Email October 23, 2023
Zee's POV Notes for Kitten
Zee POV Event February 13, 2024
Zee POV Event February 14, 2024
Traveling
Zee's POV Event February 14, 2024
NuNew's POV EVENT February 14, 2024
Zee's POV Mating 101
Zee's POV Event February 16, 2024
Zee's POV February, 16, 2024
NuNew's POV February 16, 2024
Journal March 2, 2024
Zee's POV Event March 2, 2024
NuNew POV Event March 3, 2024
Zee POV March 3, 2024
Zee's POV May 5, 2024
NuNew's POV May 5, 2024
NuNew's POV Event May 24, 2024
Zee's POV Journal June 1, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 1, 2024
Zee's POV Event June 1, 2024
Zee's POV June 13, 2024
MooMoo's POV Event June 18
Zee's Journal June 19, 2024
Zee's POV Event June 19, 2024
Zee and Ma Text Messages June 12, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 14, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 14, 2024
NuNew's Journal Entry June 30, 2024
NuNew's Journal July 24, 2024
Event Zee's POV July 26, 2024
NuNew's POV July 26, 2024
Event Hia's POV July 26, 2024
Zee's POV July 27, 2024
Hia's POV July 27, 2024
NuNew's Journal Entry September 24, 2024
Event NuNew's POV December 5, 2024
Zee's POV Event February 14, 2025
NuNew's POV February 15, 2025
NuNew's POV March 22, 2026
Note from Author
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV August 6, 2026

Zee's POV April 17, 2024

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By LotusSeraphim

My little kitten is round, and he waddles now. He is adorable. Nhu looks like a little cherub with his rosy skin and pouty lips. Even his little fingers are plump, and I want to bite them. I corral kitten into the elevator then turn around to glare at a man who wants to share the elevator space with us. His face pales and he won't look me in the eye.

"Go ahead, I'll catch the next one.", he says.

The door closes and I pinch Nhu's little cheeks.

"Aow! Hia, why do you always do that?"

"Would you rather I do this?"

I lean past his belly, kiss him, and use my tongue to stroke the seam of his lips. NuNew shivers and leans into me. I love it when I make his knees weak. Nhu looks up at the ceiling and whispers.

"Hia, the cameras."

I kiss the top of his head and use my key fob to make the 18th-floor button light up. As an extra layer of security, it now takes a specially programmed key fob to select a floor on the elevator.

"Do you want to press the button?"

"I'm not a kid.", Nhu says.

Nhu objects but he pushes the button anyway. I just want to see his plump little finger push the button so I can, 'Aw.', in my head. If Kitten gets any cuter, I am not going to let him leave the house.

We are coming home from an appointment with Dr. U. and everything looks great. Strawberry is growing. Kitten has made an amazing recovery. We no longer need to go every week to monitor his health. We have officially started the third trimester, and in three months, we will be welcoming Strawberry into the world. I think both Nhu and I had a 'this is really happening', moment when we heard that.

All the way home Kitten reviewed his nursery plans out loud. He seems worried that we will not be ready on time. I don't understand how having a completely decorated nursery, indicates we are ready to be parents, but it is important to Kitten. I have learned unless it is insane or dangerous to just say yes.

When we get home Nhu goes straight to his nest. Leaving the house has become trying lately and the nest helps him with his anxiety. I expect to find him dozing there later and if he lets me, I will scoop him up and put him in our bed. This way I can douse him with my pheromones, and we can spoon.

Dr. U. explained that as the pregnancy progresses, NuNew will become more instinctual. He may not want to leave the house, object to visitors, and feel uncomfortable if I am not around. As we get closer to giving birth, I should plan on isolating. It has to do with protecting Strawberry. I will need to talk to everyone to prepare them.

Sure enough, my Kitten is asleep curled up in his own soft fuzzy version of heaven. I carefully scoop him up and carry him to our bed. Sleepy little mews of protest escape Nhu's lips until he snuggles, into my neck and begins to lick and bite.

"Not yet you, naughty little kitten.", I say.

Lowering Nhu on the bed I engulf him and Strawberry in my arms and begin to trace little circles on Nhu's stomach. I feel Strawberry kick in response. No longer do her kicks feel like tiny little bubbles. Now when she kicks it is hard enough to see Nhu's tummy move. We play our usual game where I tap Nhu's belly, and she kicks back.

A sleepy voice interrupts our game.

"I think Star is too gentle a name for her. How about Hammer?", Nhu asks.

Strawberry kicks like a little fiend and we both laugh. I swear she understands us.

"Alright, we won't change it.", Nhu says.

Nhu began singing softly to Star. While I doze. Life is good.

"Twinkle, twinkle, little star,

How I wonder what you are!

Up above the world so high,

Like a diamond in the sky."

ΩΩΩ

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