Lost Alpha

By LotusSeraphim

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NuNew spent 5 years loving a man who never reciprocated. His entire college career was spent pining for an al... More

Journal Entry October 22, 2023
Journal Entry November 1, 2023
Journal Entry November 7, 2023
EVENT November 10, 2023
Journal Entry November 17, 2023
Journal Entry November 27, 2023
EVENT November 28, 2023
Event November 29, 2023
Instagram Message December 1, 2023
Instagram Message December 4, 2023
Journal Entry December 5, 2023
Journal Entry December 6, 2023
Instagram December 6, 2023
Journal Entry December 7, 2023
EVENT December 7, 2023
Journal December 8, 2023
Journal Entry December 9, 2023
Email December 9, 2023
Note From The Author
Journal December 12, 2023
Email December 16, 2023
Email December 25, 2023
Journal Entry December 31, 2023
Email December 31, 2023
Event January 01, 2024
Journal January 02, 2024
Journal January 4, 2024
Journal January 6, 2024
Email January 7, 2024
Journal Entry January 11, 2024
Email January 11, 2024
Phone Conversation January 12, 2024
Event January 12, 2024
Event January 18, 2024
Event January 20, 2024
Journal January 21, 2024
Handwritten Letter January 21, 2024
Holiday
Email January 22, 2024
Event January 22, 2024
Email January 25, 2024
Event January 26, 2024
Journal January 28, 2024
Event February 02, 2024
Email February 2, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 3, 2024
Journal Entry February 4, 2024.
EVENT February 5, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 7, 2024
Journal Entry February 8, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 9, 2024
Event February 10, 2024
Event February 10, 2024
Journal February 11, 2024
Event February 12, 2024.
Event February 12, 2024
Event February 14, 2024
Happy Holidays
ZEE's POV Event October 21, 2023
Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee's POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee's POV Email October 23, 2023
Zee's POV Notes for Kitten
Zee POV Event February 13, 2024
Zee POV Event February 14, 2024
Traveling
Zee's POV Event February 14, 2024
NuNew's POV EVENT February 14, 2024
Zee's POV Mating 101
Zee's POV Event February 16, 2024
Zee's POV February, 16, 2024
NuNew's POV February 16, 2024
Journal March 2, 2024
Zee's POV Event March 2, 2024
NuNew POV Event March 3, 2024
Zee POV March 3, 2024
Zee's POV April 17, 2024
Zee's POV May 5, 2024
NuNew's POV May 5, 2024
NuNew's POV Event May 24, 2024
Zee's POV Journal June 1, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 1, 2024
Zee's POV Event June 1, 2024
Zee's POV June 13, 2024
MooMoo's POV Event June 18
Zee's Journal June 19, 2024
Zee's POV Event June 19, 2024
Zee and Ma Text Messages June 12, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 14, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 14, 2024
NuNew's Journal Entry June 30, 2024
NuNew's Journal July 24, 2024
Event Zee's POV July 26, 2024
NuNew's POV July 26, 2024
Event Hia's POV July 26, 2024
Zee's POV July 27, 2024
Hia's POV July 27, 2024
NuNew's Journal Entry September 24, 2024
Event NuNew's POV December 5, 2024
Zee's POV Event February 14, 2025
NuNew's POV February 15, 2025
NuNew's POV March 22, 2026
Note from Author
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV August 6, 2026

Email January 29, 2024

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By LotusSeraphim

To: Zee Pruk Panich

From: NuNew Charawin Perdpiriyawong

Re: Gender Reveal

Hia,

We saw Dr. U. She came to us and stayed for dinner. She said Strawberry looks fantastic.

GUESS WHAT? I know the sex of the baby. Nobody else knows. I am telling you first. Hee. Hee. It is really, really, really, hard to keep this a secret, but I told everyone that I had to tell you first.

If you don't want to know stop reading............

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We are having a girl. A little girl. She is perfect. Strawberry, our little girl. I can already imagine you being the father of a little girl. She is going to have you wrapped around her little finger.

While you are traveling back home, think of some names. I already have some that I think are pretty. I like Joy. What about Lotus? Heather is nice too. Do you have any family names you want to consider? What about middle names? We need to be careful if we choose a middle name, so the initials don't spell out something embarrassing.

Oh, and I want the baby to have my last name too. Maybe hyphenated. Like Panich-Perdperiyawong or Perdperiyawong-Panich. We don't know what our relationship will be so this covers everything. Does that sound fair? What am I worried about? You will be here way before she is born. We can talk about this in person.

Hia, hurry home. I want to share all of this with you. If you were home right now, we would be curled up under the covers, with your hand on my belly. Having a contest to see who can come up with the most atrocious names.

Everything will be okay when you come home.

Sincerely,

NuNew

WEEK 16

Week 16 of your pregnancy is Jan 23, 2024 - Jan 29, 2024

Baby's heart is pumping about 25 quarts of blood each day. His eyes are working and moving side to side even though the eyelids are still sealed. Mom will have a "pregnancy glow" due to increased blood supply.

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