Lost Alpha

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NuNew spent 5 years loving a man who never reciprocated. His entire college career was spent pining for an al... Mais

Journal Entry October 22, 2023
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Journal Entry November 7, 2023
EVENT November 10, 2023
Journal Entry November 17, 2023
Journal Entry November 27, 2023
EVENT November 28, 2023
Event November 29, 2023
Instagram Message December 1, 2023
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Instagram December 6, 2023
Journal Entry December 7, 2023
EVENT December 7, 2023
Journal December 8, 2023
Journal Entry December 9, 2023
Email December 9, 2023
Note From The Author
Journal December 12, 2023
Email December 16, 2023
Email December 25, 2023
Journal Entry December 31, 2023
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Event January 01, 2024
Journal January 02, 2024
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Email January 7, 2024
Journal Entry January 11, 2024
Email January 11, 2024
Phone Conversation January 12, 2024
Event January 12, 2024
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Journal January 21, 2024
Handwritten Letter January 21, 2024
Holiday
Email January 22, 2024
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Event January 26, 2024
Journal January 28, 2024
Email January 29, 2024
Event February 02, 2024
Email February 2, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 3, 2024
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EVENT February 5, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 7, 2024
Journal Entry February 8, 2024
Handwritten Letter February 9, 2024
Event February 10, 2024
Event February 10, 2024
Journal February 11, 2024
Event February 12, 2024.
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Happy Holidays
ZEE's POV Event October 21, 2023
Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
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Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee POV Event October 22, 2023
Zee's POV Email October 23, 2023
Zee's POV Notes for Kitten
Zee POV Event February 13, 2024
Zee POV Event February 14, 2024
Traveling
Zee's POV Event February 14, 2024
NuNew's POV EVENT February 14, 2024
Zee's POV Mating 101
Zee's POV Event February 16, 2024
Zee's POV February, 16, 2024
NuNew's POV February 16, 2024
Journal March 2, 2024
Zee's POV Event March 2, 2024
NuNew POV Event March 3, 2024
Zee POV March 3, 2024
Zee's POV April 17, 2024
Zee's POV May 5, 2024
NuNew's POV May 5, 2024
NuNew's POV Event May 24, 2024
Zee's POV Journal June 1, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 1, 2024
Zee's POV Event June 1, 2024
Zee's POV June 13, 2024
MooMoo's POV Event June 18
Zee's Journal June 19, 2024
Zee's POV Event June 19, 2024
Zee and Ma Text Messages June 12, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 14, 2024
NuNew's POV Event June 14, 2024
NuNew's Journal Entry June 30, 2024
NuNew's Journal July 24, 2024
Event Zee's POV July 26, 2024
NuNew's POV July 26, 2024
Event Hia's POV July 26, 2024
Zee's POV July 27, 2024
Hia's POV July 27, 2024
NuNew's Journal Entry September 24, 2024
Event NuNew's POV December 5, 2024
Zee's POV Event February 14, 2025
NuNew's POV February 15, 2025
NuNew's POV March 22, 2026
Note from Author
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV July 5, 2026
NuNew POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV July 5, 2026
Zee's POV August 6, 2026

Event January 22, 2024

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Max walked into the dark room with Film in tow. Dad is with me. It is very early in the morning. They had to sneak Film here. The Panichs are watching him. Max said Film knows what he needs to do and is willing. Now we must hope I don't reject him.

The first thing Film does is give me a big maternity plushy in the shape of a sun. He made sure to scent it with his pheromones. He hands the sun to Max, and Max passes it to my dad. I am either too tired to react, or this is a good sign. The first good sign we have had in a while.

We wait until I am ready. I am already eying my hospital nest trying to figure out where to put the big plushy. I nod at my dad, and he hands me the sun. It is so soft and squishy. It smells like an alpha, but it is not disgusting. It's not Zee but, I don't hate it. I look at my dad and he beckons Film into the room.

Film stops in front of the door. Not making eye contact, he lets me look at him and smell him. Everyone who comes into my room controls their pheromones, so it is a little weird to smell Film in here. I am holding the plushy that smells like him while I look at him.

I look at my dad again, and he nods at Film. Film sits in a chair and looks at me briefly. Then speaks.

"Look inside the sun. There is a surprise."

I turn the plushy this way and that until I see a little pocket. I put my hand in and pull a baby star out of its belly. I start to tear up.

"Are you ready NuNew?", Film asks.

I am scared but I think of Strawberry. It feels like I am betraying Zee, but I don't want us to die. I nod.

Right away I noticed a difference. He used calming pheromones, and it worked. I am calmer. I let out a big sigh and lie down.

"Can I sit near you Nhu?", he asked.

Too tired to care, I say nothing, and he perches on the edge of the bed.

"I am willing to help NuNew. If you want me. I will take the medicine so I can give you the hormones you and Strawberry need."

Wow, Max really prepared him. I look at Max and he winks. It's hard to hate him after everything he has, done for me. Nat does not even know all Max has done to help us. Max's request. I look at Dad, and he nods.

"Okay, but only until Zee comes. Zee is my alpha.", I say.

He smiles and pats the bed. He knows better than to touch me.

"You are a very good omega. I can't wait to tell Zee."

"Thank you for helping."

And I am grateful. This perfect stranger who has work and life commitments is willing to rearrange everything so we can live. I reach for Kitty and Film hands it to me, I drift off.

"Wow, that was like magic. I swear he is normally scary lethal, but he was so docile for you.", Max said.

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