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Chapter 15

I feel pain when he entered me. It feels like just the first time. It's been 3 years since that day, his first time. I want to smile with that thought but how can I manage if I am moaning with pleasure right now.

Para akong walang pakialam na may nakakarinig sa akin. Rina is just outside! Dammit! He is such an ecstacy. Siguro high na ako ngayon.

He stare at me with passion, with desire but there's is longing in his eyes.

"Love me Eris, Love me."

I don't want to assume, he have me right now, because of lust, only lust. But I can't  help it when he uttered those words

Before I could say a word he hungrily kiss my lips.

"I can't get enough of you Eris."  My heart beats like a drum when he said that. I dont know it is happening right now. Is it real?

Does he love me? Does my Nikko back again.

I wish.

I dont want to assume.

But I assume like a teenage girl.

I screamed when I reached the peak. That was great.  I wish this is all real. This is real. I hope. I wish this moment would not end. I feel that I have my Nikko back.

Yayakapin ko sana siya pero hinawi niya yung mga kamay ko. May nagawa ba akong mali? Yung hindi niya ikinatuwa?

"You did great Miss Magdayo, dont worry. Aniya habang isinusuot niya yung pantalon niya. Those eyes are seems so cold again.

Hindi ko makapaniwala, ano ito? Balik na naman sa dati. Wala na ba talaga yung Nikko na kilala ko, yung minahal ko. All I could see now is Nicholas, a beast one.

I am still hoping that he exist earlier, but I guess, wala na nga talaga siya.  Bakit ba kasi ang hilig ko pang umasa na babalik yung Nikko na kilala ko noon. Malamang, that Nikko is dead, and it was killed by me.

"Oh do you want me to clothe you? Just say it it's ok." Bigla akong natauhan sa sinabi niyang iyon at para akong nahiya sa kanya at tinakpan kaagad yung katawan ko.

Dahan dahan siyang lumapit sa akin habang binubutones niya yung polo siya. I can't help to bite my lips seeing that demigod body. His chests down to his abs are well defined right now.

"You don't need to hide those from me." He showed his evil grin. Agad akong nag-iwas ng tingin sa kanya.

"Dont be shy babe." He said in his bedroom voice while sniffing my neck. I can feel this shivering effect on me. Dammit! I still want him inside me. I hate to admit that!

"You know what, I still want to take you again but I still have a meeting right now." Natauhan muli ako.

He gave me a smack before I could say any words to him, then he leaved me in a snap.

What did just happen, parang ang bilis ng lahat. All I know that is my Nikko back, kahit ang alam ko, wala na siya talaga.

Akala ko lang naman kasi. Napayuko ako.

Gusto kong maiyak. Sa tuwing nakikita ko si Nikko, seeing his cold stares, his emotionless face. Parang may laging tumutusok sa puso ko