「48」- The calm before the storm

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At first, it was fine

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At first, it was fine.

[Y/n] was dreaming about good and fun things whenever she'd drift of to sleep, well except for those times were she'd see the same dream of her getting into an accident over and over again back then.

One for example is when she, who looks about 9 years old in her dream, told Shinichiro that if he at the age of 30, and her, 20, were still single then she'll ask him to date her then after five years if they're still together, she'll propose to him.

That comical dream ended with her and Mikey fighting – bickering back and forth because he was against with that idea while Shinichiro was being made fun of with his very own friends at the background...

The Second dream she had is when she saw an 8 year old of herself running around the white snow with a radiant smile present on her face.

She looks elated as her eyes that was filled with so much joy looked like they were sparkling. She was playing and joking around with her friends.

Mikey, Keisuke, Haruchiyo, Senju, Kakucho, and Izana. Those were the people she was playing with by throwing snowballs and saying teasing words at one another.

It eventually led for a 'snowball war' that even Shinichiro and his friends got caught up in it.

It was such a blissful sight because she looked so carefree and everyone has huge smiles on their faces.

When that dream ended and she woke up...she couldn't help but stare into space as that sweet dream of hers kept on replaying and replaying.

Because of that, even though it's a child version and it's her, [Y/n] couldn't help but to feel jealous...envious, and angry, especially when she also came to remember the times where she'd see her little brother run outside while she watches him and his friends play around from the distance.

It wasn't fair.

Why was she ever born with that annoying and stupid disease?

How come she was the only who has it and has to suffer because of it?

How come Akio was the only one who's healthy and not her, too?

Would she be able to smile so brightly and carefree and laugh so gleefully like how she did in the dream if thoughts about when she'd exactly die or feel as if she's a burden to her family didn't haunt her every single day?

Would she be able to experience on how wonderful it is to feel to be a normal kid who wants nothing to do but play around or be childish at times?

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