POV | Yeji
"You've been seeing a girl?!!" Lia squealed, looking at me with wide and excited eyes.
I smiled softly, looking down at the ground and then taking a sip of my coffee, "Yes, I have."
Lia jumped up and down, hugging my side, "Yay!!!!! I'm so happy for you! Yes!" My best friend embarrassed herself on the public sidewalk.
I laughed, "Lia, people are staring at you, let's go inside." We were just outside of our dorm building.
Lia pouted, "Fine. So.. how long have you two been seeing each other?"
"Hmm.." I hummed, walking inside, "6 weeks? I'm not sure."
"That's good. Why didn't you tell me?" Lia asked me.
"I wanted to make sure she was the one." I said, "You know it would be useless to tell you I was seeing a girl and then not even dating. And.. that brings me to this," I paused for a second, "I think she's gonna ask me to be her girlfriend soon. So until then, we shall not talk about this topic."
Lia chuckled, "Alright. Well, I have to study for my exam, but today was really fun. I'll see you later!"
I waved, "See you!"
Now I was left in the lobby of the building and decided to get something out of the snack bar. I ended up getting some fruit snacks and then went up to my dorm. As I arrived, I looked in my purse for my keys and then opened the door. I was about to take off my coat when I felt a pair of warm hands doing it for me. Then I felt the embrace of the other and her arms rested naturally on my waist.
"What are you doing here?" I said with a little chuckle. Ryujin appeared in front of me and said, "I think someone forgot about our date." I stared for a second, "Date?" The younger blinked, "Yes, our date. To play video games and-" I interrupted her with a gasp, "Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry!" My hands pulled her face close to me and showered her face with kisses. Ryujin giggled, looking down, "It's fine.."
I blushed in embarrassment and took off my shoes, "Damn, now I feel bad. I'm sorry, I went out with someone." Ryujin's eyebrow and eyes perked up, "Who is this someone I hear?" Shit. I bit my lip, "Someone." The girl tilted her head, "You went on a date with someone other than me." She then pouted and fake cried. I hugged her tightly and lifted her chin, "You're my only someone." Ryujin smiled, "I am? Then who were you with, silly?"
"Yes, you are. And I was with my best friend." Ryujin wrinkled her eyebrows, "You have friends?!" I laughed and played with her soft hair, "I have friends, yes." She chuckled and wrapped her arms around my neck before pressing her soft sweet full lips against my very own, except mine were pretty thin. I love the feeling of Ryujin's lips. They make me feel so safe and loved. Maybe that's Ryujin overall.
She pulled away from my lips, but that did not stop her from using her lips elsewhere. Ryujin pressed her lips up and down my neck, leaving me with shivers down my spine. I'm pretty sure the hair on my arms was sticking up. Her hand gripped the back of my neck, holding me still, as she did so. But since I was a trouble type of girl, I leaned back against the door, making her stumble, and then pull away. I smirked, looking her up and down.
Ryujin chuckled, "Are we playing video games or what?" I took her hand, taking her to my bedroom. "The couch is that way, you know-" I shushed her, "Shh... I think you'll like this better than video games." She blinked as I closed my bedroom door and unbuttoned my blouse. The girl lay on my bed, looking at me. I took off her shirt and jeans, showing her boxers and bra. Being the little pet I was, I jumped onto her lap, starting to kiss her stomach and ribcage. This was my first time doing this. And she was beautiful.
She put her hands through my hair, "You're really pretty.." I smiled, laying my chin at the bottom of her bra. Ryujin said, "But I'd like to stick to video games." I blinked, sitting up. Oh shit. She didn't like that. Oh god, she's gonna not want to see me again. I panicked inside and said, "U-uh s-sorry!" I quickly put my blouse back on. "H-hey, it's fine, I just-" I interrupted, "N-no no, here's your clothes, I'm sorry-" I shut my eyes, throwing her clothes on her. Ryujin grabbed my arm, "Yeji, it's fine."
I said, "No, it's not. Just-" Ryujin kissed me, "Yeji," She whispered. I blinked, my heart feeling a weird way after it had sunk a few moments ago. "I'm on my period.." Ryujin mumbled. Oh. I bit my lip nervously, "O-oh... I-I didn't k-know-" Ryujin shushed me, "It's fine, Yeji. I was just trying to tell you that. Maybe next week?" She raised her eyebrow. I blushed, "Y-yeah sure.. uh... I'm gonna go get the uh video games set up.. you get dressed.." I quickly got out of there after seeing her nod.
Fuck that was awkward. I turned on the console and got out the controllers then sat on the couch. Soon, Ryujin came out, and sat next to me, laying her legs on the piece in the middle. I ended up doing the same and she wrapped her arm around me, cuddling my neck. I giggled and then thought of something that made me get quiet.
"Yeji?" Ryujin nudged my arm. I shook out of it and looked at the other, "Y-yeah?" She furrowed her eyebrows, "What's wrong?" I crossed my legs, "Oh nothing is wrong. Let's play." Ryujin shrugged and picked up her controller.
| Time Lapse | 2 hours later
"Well it was nice playing games, I must say," We were getting to the end of the parking lot already. Ryujin smiled, "Yes, it was." Then I spotted her car and stopped walking as so did she. Ryujin put her hand on my cheek and kissed me. Before we parted, I shared the kiss, and she mumbled softly, "Goodnight.." I bit my lip nervously, "Goodnight.." She got in her car and started the engine.
Just as I was about to walk back, she rolled down her window, "Yeji." I looked at the other who looked attractive in a car, damn. "I'm having a party Friday night, you're invited." I shyly scratched my head, "I-I don't really do parties.." Ryujin leaned her head against the seat, "I knew that would be your answer." Oh. She sounded disappointed. "Well.. if you change your mind, you can come." I blinked, "I don't think I will.."
"Okay.." It was quiet for a second. "Then.. I'll see you later." God, she hates me. I gulped, "B-bye.." and watched her drive off.
| Time Lapse | The next day
"I feel like I'm doing everything wrong," I frowned and pouted.
"I thought you said no more talking about this topic until she's your girlfriend," Lia says.
"She's not my girlfriend."
"Then why are talking about it?"
"Because I want her to be my girlfriend and I feel like I screwed up."
"What'd you do?" Lia asked and looked at me curiously.
"I... I sorta forgot about our date, I forced her into my bedroom and took off her clothes and she was trying to tell me she was on her period, and then when she was going out to her car, she invited me to a party.." I just let it all out.
Lia says, "And you said that you don't do parties?"
I nodded, "But she said if you change your mind, you can come.. then I said I don't think I will.."
Lia closed her eyes, nodding. "When's the party?"
"Tomorrow," I say hesitantly.
Lia sighed, mumbling, "Yeji, Yeji, Yeji.." She got up and took my hands, "Come on, you need this." I accepted her hug and stayed like this for a minute or two. Lia kissed my cheeks, making me smile. "Listen, if you didn't wanna go, then that's your decision, but if you feel bad about it, then maybe that's something telling you that you should go. I don't know, if I'm wrong then you can punch me but I think you should go."
I stood there for a second, thinking it through, "Yeah, okay.. maybe I'll go."
Lia smiled, "Alright, then let's get you a dress!" She excitedly grabbed her stuff and I got my stuff before she took my hand and interlocked it as we went outside. I laid my head on my best friend's shoulder. "Yeji! You're wearing short sleeves, here," Lia took off her coat and put it around me.
I smiled, "Thank you.." Lia put her arm around my shoulder, "Of course.."
| Time Lapse | The next day
POV | Ryujin
I huffed, walking to school, and felt grumpy. I was mad, I was mad Yeji went on a date with another girl. I saw how close they were. Closer than I could ever be with her. She even put her jacket around her. They went roller skating too and she looked much happier than she is with me.
She probably doesn't even like me. I feel like I screwed up by asking her to a party and denying her love in her bedroom. I was trying to do it in the nicest way possible. If it wasn't for my fucking period bro. I sighed, walked into my class, and listened to my classmates ask me about my party tonight. I didn't feel up to partying but the whole school knows about it so I have to have it now.
Great.
| Time Lapse | 11 pm
POV | Yeji
I walked in, seeing tons of drunk and high kids. Some shooting up, others smoking, others drinking. Some were also dancing to the loud music. Typical college party. I gulped, holding onto my dress, and looked around for Ryujin. Then some guy approached me, "Hey pretty girl, you wanna hang out upstairs?" I punched him in the balls, causing his friends to go after me. I quickly ran upstairs, ran to her bedroom, and shut the door, leaning against it, "Fuck.."
"Yeji?" I flinched at the voice and looked ahead, seeing Ryujin tying her tie. I blushed, wow is she handsome. Ryujin looked down, "I didn't know you'd be coming.." I sat down on her bed, "Eh me either." All of a sudden people were banging on her door. Ryujin blinked, looking at me, "What'd you do?"
"Look, some guy approached me and-" Ryujin immediately growled and took me off her bed, pulling me in close, and kissed me harshly. She's always so gentle, I was quite shocked. She gripped my waist, whispering in my ear, "You're mine.." I widened my eyes, rubbing her back, "Ryujin, are you jealous?" She pulled away quickly, "W-what?! Jealous?! I'm not jealous!"
I stared as she walked around her room, "I'm not jealous!" I put my finger on my lips, wiping off the smudge she made, "Ryujin, you always get this way when I mention anyone else." She quickly went to me and lifted my chin, "What'd he do to you? I'll beat his ass." I wrapped my arms around her and laid my head on her neck, "Calm down, he asked if I wanted to hit it off and I hit him in his balls. Ryu, your heart is beating like crazy."
Ryujin gulped, putting her hands on my back, "I want you to be safe.." I sighed, "So does that mean not showing up to your party in a dress with makeup and curled hair?" She blinked, "Uh... I.. uh.." I wanted to test her. "Am I not allowed to wear this?" Ryujin shook her head, "N-no no, you're allowed to wear anything you want." I perked my eyebrow, "But?" She said, "Stick with me..." I squinted my eyes, "I have friends, you know.."
I could see her sweat and hesitate, "Uhh.." I gripped her neck, "Say it, Ryujin." She then blurted out, "I want you all to myself!" I huffed, about to say something but she said, "I saw you with that girl... you looked so happy and she made you so happy and I know I'll never be able to give you that. I can't treat you like she treats you.." I pulled away, looking at how she frowned, "So that's why I'm acting up... I know, I'm stupid... I'm just jealous and I don't want people showing you how good they are because then you'll never like me.."
"W-well thank you for showing up, you look beautiful, but I'm gonna go out there-" I pulled her into a kiss. Ryujin returned the kiss and I said, "You still on your period?" Ryujin gulped, "N-no.." I was getting on my knees when she threw me on the bed, making me gasp, and she got on top of me. "You look so fucking beautiful," She put my hair behind my ear. I blushed, about to do something when the door opened.
"Shin Ryujin!"
Ryujin looked back, staring at some girl. The girl goes, "Let that poor innocent girl go." She huffed, "Chaeryeong! Get out! This is my moment, you know?!" Chaeryeong looked at me, "Is she bothering you?" I gulped, "N-no, she's fine." The girl nodded and left. Ryujin hovered over the zipper of my dress, "May I?" I nodded, loving the way she asked for permission. I loved how she wanted to pleasure me.
While she was unzipping my dress, she was kissing me so elegantly with her hand on my cheek like she usually does. It's what she does best. Kissing me like a fine piece of art. Ryujin left sweet and small kisses from my neck to my chest. She looked so happy to be treating me this way. I felt so happy to be treated this way. I could see why she was jealous. She just wanted to be the best for me but felt like she wasn't. Maybe I needed to let her know that she is the best.
Ryujin moved my bra a little making my breasts show. I felt a little shy, to be honest. And she could notice that right away. Ryujin just smiled and whispered, "You're gorgeous." A tint of red appeared on my cheeks as I was complimented by the girl. I felt almost shy from that and looked away. The girl gave a soft squeeze to my breast, "You're gorgeous in my eyes." I chuckled, "I get it, Shin." Ryujin blinked, "Hey.." I kept my eyes away. She whispered in my ear, "Hey.. listen to me.." I finally looked into her eyes.
"Don't listen to that... I promise you that I'm here and I think you are beyond the moon beautiful. You could be Pluto." I started laughing and looked at the other. She smiled and then put on a more serious face, "I'm being serious though, I promise you that, Hwang Yeji." I teared up and kissed her. I don't usually kiss her but this time I did. The only other time I have kissed her was a few minutes ago when were in that little fight and when we went to the movies and she was crying about what happened in the movie. I was too and I just wanted to make her feel better since I had never seen her sad.
Ryujin happily accepted it. She knows it's special to get my kiss. You know, I've never been a touchy person but Ryujin broke my boundary of mine, and day by day, I've been trying to accept that. I'm trying day by day to start to trust someone. I'm trying day by day to step out of my comfort zone and be touchy with someone and I think I've found my someone. That's Ryujin.
She pulled away from my lips and smiled so happily. I chuckled and whispered, "I love seeing you so happy." Ryujin hugged me and snuggled me tightly. I wrapped my arms around the other, letting her touch me. I felt safe. Ryujin took my dress off fully and moved me onto the bed. That way she and I could be more comfortable. Not gonna lie, I was afraid of having this experience. I was afraid of being touched by someone.
Again, she noticed it. Ryujin kissed my thighs gently, "Take a deep breath, you're gonna be okay. Trust me?" I gulped, sitting up a bit. Ryujin nodded and held my hand just caressing my thumb softly for a second. I felt bad for making her wait. I felt bad for backing out. She kissed my hand, "Yeji, I promise you, it's okay." It's like she could hear my thoughts. I didn't know what to do. Ryujin just stared at me which made me feel super uncomfortable. She then gave me a smile which I didn't like. She said, "Yeji, it's okay."
I blinked, my mind was so confused. Again, I didn't know what to do. I quickly got up and ran into her closet. Fuck I'm so stupid. I hid in her clothes, wishing she wouldn't find me but at the same, I wished she did. Well, one of my wishes came true. Ryujin was now sitting next to me. She got close to my ear, "We don't have to do this. I want you to trust me before anything." I laid my head on my knees, "I don't wanna disappoint you though."
"Hey, I know how it feels to be afraid to trust someone, it's okay. I completely understand, I just don't want you to feel alone." I looked down, "But I still disappointed you." Ryujin said, "Hwang Yeji, I want you to trust me before things like this happen so I'm not disappointed. I just know that I need to give you space." I furrowed my eyebrows, looking down at the ground. Ryujin kissed my cheek before getting up and leaving me alone.
I quickly got up and went back into her room, seeing her on her bed just sitting there. I hugged the other and got in her lap. Ryujin hugged me, "I could tell it was rough, love. I'm sorry. You deserve the world." I tested up more and felt the trust. "I trust you.." I whispered and wiped my tears. She nuzzled her forehead against mine, "Thank you.." I kissed her, wanting to show her it again.
Ryujin laid me on her bed again, "You sure you wanna do this?" I nodded, "Yes, I'm sure." Then she got under the covers with me, staying on top of me. I was smothered with touch and love that left me moaning and rolling my eyes back. "Mmh~ R-Ryujin~" Her fingers were moving so fast in me and I felt so pleasured at that moment. She knew how to work her fingers. No wonder I stare at her fingers moving that video game controller. Sometimes I feel weird for feeling dirty about the other but how could you not?
I think it's okay now. I think she's shown me it's okay. Especially with pinning me down and sticking out her tongue so sexily. Ryujin was flicking her tongue and sweating, looking so hot. I was shaking and my body was trembling, fuck this feels so good. Ryujin groaned, "Fuck baby, you're so tight." I rolled my eyes back, "I'm cumming~!" She sped up as my walls clenched around her. I then moaned super loud and my whole body shook. Ryujin suddenly disappeared and then I felt her tongue on me. I held the other's hair and felt so pleasured.
| Time Lapse | 1 hour later
Ryujin and I were laying naked on top of each other. It had been a long night of having sex. Yes. Hwang Yeji was having sex. How weird is that? I rubbed her back, "Ryujin.." She replied, "Yes baby?" I said, "You still have a party." Ryujin widened her eyes, "Oh shit!" She got up and started getting dressed. "You don't mind if I-?" I interrupted, "It's fine, Ryujin. I'll be down soon." She nodded, "Alright." Ryujin then kissed me and went out there.
Soon, I got my dress back on and went downstairs. "Pfft, you look wasted," This one girl came up to me. "Uhh.. thanks?" She pinned me against a wall, making me widen my eyes, "I like it." I saw a familiar figure and she was just blinking. I got scared and leaned down, "Please leave me alone.." Ryujin came by and threw the girl off me, "Hey! Leave my girlfriend alone!" Everybody got silent. Shit. Now I'm gonna be popular. Ryujin knows I don't wanna be.
Ryujin said, "What makes you think you can just come up to my girlfriend, huh?!" The girl looked terrified, "She's yours?!" Ryujin kissed me, "Hell yeah, she's mine! Go! Get the fuck out of here!" She shooed off the girl. Ryujin was now pinning me against the wall. I didn't like it. She wrapped her arms around my small little body, "You're mine.." I gulped, "R-Ryu.." She blinked, realizing what she was doing. I knew she was drunk by now. "I-I'm gonna go.." I made sure I had my things and was pushed by her.
Ryujin yelled, "Yeji!" Then murmurs of my name were heard. "Hwang Yeji is her girlfriend? What the fuck? Isn't she that one girl that always gets afraid?" I sniffled and opened her door, running out. "Yeji! Baby!" Ryujin yelled my name. I started running and ended up falling since I was in heels. "Y-Yeji?! What are you doing?!" Lia was in front of me and she helped me up. "Why is there a girl running after you?"
"Yeji!" Ryujin yelled and then all of the sudden I felt her touch. Ryujin caught up to me and hugged me, "I'm sorry! Please!" I pulled away, "Leave me alone! Lia, let's go!" Lia blinked and grabbed my hand. "No! Yeji! Please! I didn't mean for that to happen!" I yelled, "Leave me alone! Do you not understand?! I said leave me alone!" Lia quickly knew who she was and started taking me away. I was crying by now and holding on to the other.
Lia hugged me for a second, "Calm down.. take some deep breaths.." I cried, "I loved her! I didn't know she'd be like that!" Lia furrowed her eyebrows, "I'm sorry Yeji... I need to take you home, okay? It's not safe to be out here." I said, "Fuck safe! Goodbye!" I went across the street and ran as fast as I could. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I fucking hate my life.
| Time Lapse | 2 days later
POV | Ryujin
"I'm really worried man... whatever you did, it's kept her in her dorm for 2 days and she won't let anyone in. And she won't answer texts or calls." Lia says.
"I fucked up. This is all my fault. For sure, she'll never forgive me.." I covered my head and banged it on the table.
"Hey... Yeji'll come around though. She always does." Lia was just a really honest person. I like how she didn't just try to cover up what I did.
I nodded, "Well... I have to get going.. just let me know if you hear anything from Yeji."
Lia nodded, "Will do. Hey, Ryujin. You're really special to her and I see why. To be honest, I had no idea that she was with you but you care about her. Just try to apologize and let her know how special she is to you, okay?"
I smiled, "Yes, I will."
I had finally made it to Yeji's dorm, remembering the way to do so since I had been there so many times. She is my girlfriend?? Have I even asked her to be that? I figured she was my girlfriend when the party happened. I knocked on Yeji's door, clearing my throat, "Ahem, postal service!" I heard a sigh and the door opened, "Do you need me to sign?" I got a glimpse of the other.
She was wearing my long oversized t-shirt, her hair was messy, and her eyes looked baggy but she still looked so beautiful. I smiled, and then she noticed it was me. She tried to slam the door shut but I held it open, "Please, Yeji, I wanna talk." She yelled, "Well I don't!" I was much stronger than her so she had to give up. I lost my balance, falling over on the other, and she helped me stand up. I gulped, "S-sorry.." Yeji huffed and shut the door behind me, "What?"
I looked down, "I wanna apologize on the behalf of my actions on Friday. I had a few drinks before you come down the stairs, and as I mentioned before and you've noticed that I get jealous when someone's with you, and I'm sorry it got out of hand. I know you want to keep our relationship private and I crossed those boundaries, I apologize. I just want you to know that you're special to me and I messed up which I am truly sorry for. You don't have to forgive me, all that I ask is that you let me show you that I'm sincere. So if anything else happens or I don't stick to my word, you can blow me off. Deal?"
Yeji stayed quiet for a second, "Deal.." She mumbled quietly. I nodded, then said, "Well I'm gonna get going now-" She tugged on my arm, "Stay." I gulped, "Sure.." Sure? What kind of idiot says that? Dumb shit. I hit my forehead which made Yeji look at me strangely. "Uhh... I like your face." RYUJIN! What the hell man?! You don't say you like her face. God, you get so nervous when under that pressure. Yeji went to touch her face, "Oh... Uhm.. thanks.." Is it hot here? I started to fan myself. "Uhh... I.. can I use your bathroom?"
"You know the way.." Yeji stepped out of the way for me to go there. I quickly went to her bathroom and splashed water on my face. A few moments later, I went back outside, and Yeji was asleep, leaning against her counter. I picked her up gently and wrapped her legs around my waist. She whined and buried her face in my chest, "Mmh.. you're warm." I laid my head on hers, "Y-yeah.." I took her to her room and set her on her bed, then put her under the covers.
Yeji snuggled her blanket, "Ryujin.." She mutters. I caressed her hand, "Yes?" Yeji opened her eyes and looked at me, "Can you promise me something?" I hummed, "Yes." She said, "Promise me that you'll stay with me." I blinked, "Tonight?" She nodded, "Tonight." I scratched my head, "Uhh.. my shift is tomorrow but I guess I could stay.." Yeji held out her arms, "Promise?" I took off my shoes and jacket before getting in her arms, "I promise." I stayed quiet for a second and then said, "I thought you hated me though."
"I've never hated you," Yeji says. "Didn't like me." I changed my words. "That was only til I fell in love with you which was like what? A second? I fell in love with you the moment I met you. Now sure I didn't think I'd like you at first but hell.. your charming smile just blew me away." I blushed and then said, "I thought you were upset at me." Yeji looked down, "I still love you. And we made a deal. I think I was too harsh on you." I nodded and then said, "Let's talk about something else." Yeji hummed, "Like what?"
"We should go Christmas tree shopping together.." She massaged her hand on my chest, "You're not going home for the holidays?" I looked down, "Uh.. well yeah but I'd like to get a Christmas tree for my house." Yeji gave a hmph and looked at me, "Alright. I suppose I should put one up in here too." I smiled and played with her hair, "You go home for the holidays, huh?" Yeji nodded, "I love seeing my sister and my niece."
I put my arm around her shoulder, "Ah, you have a niece?" Yeji pulled out her phone and showed a picture of her and her niece. "You look like a good mom.." She chuckled, "A mom to your children?" I widened my eyes and tickled the other. Yeji hugged me, "I love children. Especially when they're someone's I love." I blushed and said, "Well you're super flirty today." She suddenly kissed me and I happily stayed there with my lips puckered. "I'm sorry Ryujin, I love you." I wrapped my arms around her neck, "No I love you, Yeji. Which is why... well I've noticed that I haven't even asked you a super important question.."
Yeji's heartbeat increased. "Hwang Yeji, will you be my girlfriend?" I asked, looking purely into her eyes. The girl smiled with tears building up, "Yes, of course!" We kissed and pecked each other's lips with love. Yes, I was pretty popular at our school and people know that Yeji's my girl now but I would do anything and everything for her. She's the love of my life.