It is currently 6:40 AM as I am typing this and my hair looks nice for school but my nose is runny
Hello this is kodi by the way hi
And that's the thing I'm talking about today like don't you ever just get that moment where you feel like you look shitty one morning and you're so stressed about it and your lips are chapped and your hair won't cooperate with you and it just makes your whole day automatically shitty like those are the problems that I hate ugh ugh
And it's not only that like you're stressed about that one fucking thing and you can never do your eyeliner right or your feet seem too small or too big and idk you name it those small tiny problems that are like tacks under your feet and it just annoys you so damn much and makes the walk of life so weird and uncomfortable and just harder
But like if you look at the bigger picture of things, everything you worry about, whether it's your hair or your eyeliner or how your eye crease is slightly uneven or how you can't live up to every single person's expectations because a) you shouldn't and b) you should be living up to your own and not others
Like compared to the whole entire world and universe and galaxy and things beyond that our problems are basically the size of a teeny tiny baby ant or whatever is small (ur dick)
((But that doesn't mean you can go out and seek to solve them because that is the fun part being able to walk without the tacks under your feet like woo go motivational speeches instead of ranting because I haven't had anything to rant about lately because problem solving ;D))
But know that those tacks will do nothing because you are made of hurricane and metal and no one can fucking mess with you and if they do lord help them I dARE THEM
YOUR PROBLEMS DEFINE YOU AND AS SAPPY AND NASTY AS THAT SOUNDS YOU ARE YOU AND NO ONE ELSE IS AND THATS YOUR SUPER POWER SO DON'T GO CRYING OVER WHY A BOY DOESNT LIKE YOU OR WHY YOU CANT GET UP EARLIER LIKE NO ITS OKAY ITS FUCKING OLAY
and just remember (I've heard this somewhere): look up at night; you'll see stars covering every damn surface and they are literally gigantic balls of fire and they are big and they are absolutely fucking beautiful
