okay so my worst fear in the world is being annoying. it sounds dumb but im so scared of being annoying. like my BESTFRIEND isn't all clingy like me only sometimes and im a very clingy person so EVERYTIME im like "love me" im scared she will get tired of my constant need of affection
like you can call me ugly bc I'll be like "honey, im not a mirror" but you call me annoying and I will cry because the last thing I want is the reason my friends leave is because I cared too much
this is why im CANCER yo
I always want someone to be there for me and im so scared of being alone and god i cry bc I care too much
how i don't WANNA care anymore but I can't bc I get attached and then they leave me and I always blame myself and god I hate blaming myself but it's always my fault and
oh ni im asad again im just gonna rest okay nught PLS be happy yall love U
