It was 3 in the morning, the rain was coming down hard , it had woken me up with its hard beatings against my window pane. I got up making sure I don't wake up my longtime boyfriend Keenon
He is the love of my life , I never thought I would date a rapper but he came and changed the game for me , with his fame he never changed up and that's why I love him to pieces and he didn't care about how I looked he told me everyday I am the women he needs I believe him cause he show me everyday.
Growing up was hard for me I got bullied because I didn't look like other girls , by 9th grade I was a full grown woman a curvy woman. I was what the old men preferred "A Brick House" Ass tits and hips I got it , My thick thighs made dicks rises. My skin is dark and I have a stomach but I evened out the weight I carried but I was still considered a fat black bitch ! Most kids called me a witch cause I was born with a set of misty ocean blue eyes
For a long time nobody took interest in me until I met my best friend Dee Dee we met in the 10th grade , she was what the boys recommended skinny light skin nice hips and itty bitty waist. I never imagined we would be friends we was partners on a science project and became Bestfriends ever since , she helped me a lot with the bullying and self esteem problems with out her I wouldn't have seen 11th grade kids were really cruel I was nothing but a fat black bitch to them
Eventually I defined my self as beautiful and didn't care what nobody else had to say cause I am beautiful and with that new found confidence the boys started to holla for a dollar but I only had eyes for the cutest boy in school which was keenon , he was new and I snatched him up before any otha hoodrat tried . He's been my life ever since
I got up and went to the bathroom to get ready for work I was a CNA on my journey to become an RN . After I was done I got dressed, keenon was stirring in his sleep he felt on the bed looking for me
"Baby where Ya at"he said sleep all in his voice
"I'm right here I'm bouta leave out"
"What time is it?"
"It's 6:35"
He sat up in the bed and eyed me
"Who you looking sexy for , with them tight ass pants on"
He does this every morning I had on what every other nurses wear -- scrubs
"This is my uniform and you know it so please stop"
"Wrap a shirt around Ya waist iont wanna have ta blow dat muthafuckn hospital down"
"Be bool"
"Don't be using my slang"
I walked over to him and kissed his lips
"I see you later okay"
"Ard baby I love you"
"Mhmm"
"Aye Dasanii stop playing "
I giggled
"I love you too YG and don't have slim and ace all in my refrigerator nigga"
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I got to the hospital 30 mins later , Dee Dee was waiting at my locker for me I clocked in and began putting my things away that. Didn't need with me while I made my rounds
"Wassup girley"she said
"Hey boo"
"Yg gave you a hard time this morning?"
"Yea but it wasn't as bad like usual, yo ass ain't call me back last night either what ace had you bending ova all night"
She blushed and tapped my arm lightly
"Bitch you know he gets on my nerves"
"Yea and you still give it up thot you fall for it everytime"
"So what , I know I come first before all them bitches"
I love my Bestfriend but I hope that one day she comes to her senses and realize that Ace is a cheating ass nigga and she deserves better than his trifling ass, I don't even like him around Yg cause if he bring them hoes around my man shit will definitely be a problem
"Come on our shift is starting"
I made my daily rounds giving patients their medicine and cleaning wounds etc .
It was 5:30 and I don't get off until 12 then get back to work by 7 in the morning I get no types of sleep with working and attending to my man and the house . I just needed a vacation. Keenon ain't want me to work cause he says he's the man of the house he'll take care of everything and one but I'm just not the type of chick to sit on my ass everyday, any bitch my age would jump at that offer but me , no sir I have to have my own.
It was break time so me and Dee Dee went down to the cafeteria, thank god it wasn't crowded, I got me 2 slices of pizza a cheese pretzel and a ice tea , Dee Dee got the same we sat down by the window and ate our food
"So you know my birthday coming up"
"I know how can I forget my Bestfriend birthday "I said taking another bite out my pizza
"I don't know what to do"
"You don't want to go out or have a party at an ohhh a strip club" I got excited I like to see naked women do that exotic shit on the pole it's really sexy "I need a pole in my house"I thought
"I guess we can go to K.O.D"
"Yasss and turn up my bitch turning 23" I danced in my seat
"You so silly"
We continue to eat and make up birthday plans after lunch we continued our shift by 12 I was completely exhausted and couldn't wait for Friday my day off I grabbed my things said bye to Dee Dee and left.
When I walked in the house it was a mess pizza boxes , swisher sweet rappers soda cans , shit was just all over the living . I took a deep breathe to calm my nerves everyday I gotta come home and clean up after his ass
"Keenon!"I yelled
I heard him coming down the steps
"What the hell you screaming for girl"
"Cause look at this Fucking living room why every time I come home I got to clean up after your ass ,I'm not Ya Fucking maid and your not my Fucking child !"
"First off don't come in here yelling and Fucking screaming like you done lost Ya Fucking mind know who the Fuck you yelling at"
"I know who I'm yelling at , I'm not cleaning this shit up you do it"
I brushed passed him , he grabbed my arm
"Yo cut this shit out ima clean up"
"Ard let me go"
"Fuck is you mad for cuh"
"Cause this is everyday when I come home I'm tired keenon I don't wanna have to come home and clean after grown ass men"
"You ain't got to , ima clean it up"
"Ard"I sighed
"Give me a kiss ma"
I pecked his lips
"Go get comfortable and ima bring up ya food "
I went upstairs and showered and waited for keenon , I was drifting off to sleep when he came up
"Here sanii " he handed me a plate with pizza and buffalo wings
"Thank you baby" I begin to eat
"How was Ya day?"he asked
"It was okay , nothing exciting how bout you "
"I ain't do nothing, just getting ready for this tour coming up"
I pouted
"Oh yea I forgot"I frowned my face up
"Babe ima be back before you know it"
"I hate when you leave"
"I know but I gotta to go ma oh and Monica wanna come over and explain something to us"
"What is it?"I really wasn't to fond of Monica her mouth was reckless and I surely would smack that bitch again if she decides to come out her mouth wrong to me
"Ima let her explain but I want you to have an open mind to it and it's not to hurt Ya feelings but Monica think it would really boost my career"
"Why can't you tell me and last time I checked Ya career is doing fine"
"It is but I can go into a higher level and it's more money"he said cheesing
"Okay even though we good on the money part"
I sat the plate on my nightstand, he kissed my lips and brought me closer to him. He reached over and turned off the light
"Goodnight baby "
"Goodnight keenon"
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