"Heared you found you another but she's not me , how could you love her"
"I gotta tell you something" he got up from the bed and started to pace the floor
"G what's wrong ?"
"Sanii I'm sorry I know your gonna hate me baby but I'm sorry I fucked up I did baby"
"Keenon you're scaring me baby tell me what's wrong"
"I can't , i-im not man enough for you and I'm sorry , I'm sorry You gotta believe me , I never wanted things to go this way but you were gone"
I stared at him pacing the floor in tears , I never seen g in such a dramatic state except for one time , I'm taking that story to grave with me. Just by him saying that I was gone I know what he have done
"G just tell me please...."
" i-i met someone"
I knew it , am I stupid for wanting to work it out ? I was gone he didn't know I was gon to wake up , am I stupid for still wantin to be with him?
"We started out as friends , she was here when our kids was born ,"
Is it okay for me to be hurt ? Well I am
"We didn't make it official off the bat , it took about 2 years , she moved in "
"In the same house we shared together?" he nodded his head yes , tears ran down my eyes "o-okay we still can make it work I'll forgive you ok"
He shook his head no ,I was torn , if it was vice versa I would have stuck by him , but everybody don't think like me , He just got lonely right ? ,
"Why not ? , you love her ?"
My heart was thumping for some reason I'm scared for the answer that's gonna come out of his mouth
"I got love for her , but that's not the reason"
"Then what's the reason I don't understand !"
He didn't say nothing , he ain't have to cause I caught on , I turned away from him , I couldn't believe this he doesn't even have an ounce of loyalty in him ! I would have never done that unless I was sure , I wouldn't of care if he was just fucking another girl but to start a relationship Fuck that a family ! With my kids , My Fucking kids ! And get her pregnant ... I am Done
I let out an pericing scream , you would of thought I was in physical pain but no it was emotional pain it felt like my heart been ripped out and stepped on over and over again
"Shut up ! I don't wanna here ya lies anymore , I hate you "
"You don't mean that"
"Yes I do I wish I never met you ! I wish that I would have walked away from you !"I sobbed " I hate you so much i hate that I love you so much it makes me sick ! No more ! I'm done"
"Buug please don't ..... Just give us some time don't leave me"
"Don't leave you ! But you left me ! You left me and went to go play family how could you love her G ! She's not me ! "
"She's not me ! I don't care what she do she could never match my score , she can't replace me"
"She never took ya place , you still got my heart and soul Sanii she was there to comfort me and things lead on I'm sorry ! I love you too much i don't want her"
"I'm not letting you go"
"We're Done !"
"I'm not letting you go !"
"You don't have a fucking choice , for now on it's all about my kids"
"Tell me what to do I'll do it baby please just don't give up on me , I'm not letting you go"
I layed back and closed my eyes , I felt so used , how could he give another Bitch my dream ! I wish I would have died , why God why did I have To wake up to this ! Why didn't you let me come home .
I felt the bed dip in , I knew it was G cause I smelt his cologne, he wrapped his arms around me tight, we didn't say a word . I meant everyword I said tho
I can't do it no more this was the last straw
Maybe we are jus not to be , I'm so tired of the same ol selfish love
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You'll love someone so much you'll be able to just go through about anything to be with them or in this case stay But is it worth it ? Someone told you that there is nothing but sunshine ....I'm here to tell you that , that person .... Lied