but idk whenever my friends feel down its like I bring a whole damn first aid kit with a little teddy bear on the side for comfort and a lil bandaid to help cure the pain little by little I'm always there
To put it in other words I feel like I carry two extra pairs of shoulders just in case my friends need them when they're sad and need someone like I'm here for u
But when it comes to me when I get sad and I need someone it's like they brush me off and they feel fine therefore everything is alright and I'm left in the dust to pick myself up but what if my arms are tired and I can't do it alone where are you where are you where are you when I need you
And somehow no matter how much pain I'm in I still manage to dust off the broken glass and bruises and I still always run to their side when they need the comfort again
but idk maybe I just don't wanna seem too needy even if only a little is enough you are picking at me like I'm a piece of toast