A/N: I had too much goddamn fun writing this scene. Also, flash warning, Y'all getting a quick Sex Ed class under this. Courtesy of Wooyoung's exploration.
Enjoy ♡ x
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In the ambient lighting of the candles sitting on the corners of the bathtub, Wooyoung rested back, soaking up the warmth of the hot water. With a steamy book and a glass of wine in his hands, he curled and uncurled his toes as he enjoyed his alone time.
"The gentle light accentuated not only the soft shape of her breasts and the curves of her waist through the silk of her dress, but gave her hair soft streaks of chestnut brown and gold, and her lips a voluptuous tint.
'Daepyonim~' she whispered; her voice like honey and exuding seduction. Very slowly, she slipped the thin straps of her dress off of her shoulders and let the fabric flutter to the floor.
'My my, Miss Yu. You are quite brave coming to my office, dressed so scantily.' Slowly making his way around his desk towards her, he looked her up and down with dark, hungry eyes. In only black lace panties and elegant high heels, her body did things to him that he just could not resist."
Making it to the end of his page, Wooyoung rested his arm aside, taking the last sip of his glass of wine, before setting it down on the floor outside the bath.
Sighing contentedly, he turned his page before folding over the corner and putting that aside too. Reaching into the water, he cupped his hands and scooped water up over his knees, watching as the little iridescent teardrops slipped from his fingertips and fell down over his skin.
Glancing down at his toenails, he pouted a little as he saw that his dark blue nail polish from ages ago was only left on his big toes, as the others had grown and the blue had been clipped away.
Reaching over to the faucet and turning on the hot water, he began topping the heat up that had been robbed from the steam carrying away the warmth. Glancing up his freshly shaven legs, he moved them aside to keep from being burnt, and only turned the water off once his skin couldn't take another drop of hot water.
Melting in the warmth, he slipped down a little into the water and moaned as it began to thaw his entire body. It felt so good to melt away the cold.
Reaching over the side of the bath, he refilled his wine glass and brought it back to enjoy. Sipping the sparkling taste, he fluttered his eyes shut and let it prickle his tongue...
And as he closed his eyes, pictures of San's recital popped into his mind.
He was such an incredible dancer. It was like every cell in his body was born to perform. His dance elicited emotions from everyone who watched, and as much as Wooyoung had been touched by his contemporary choreographies...
'Mmmh...' he moaned softly as he thought of a very specific other move...
... San gliding across the floor, only to end up sitting on his heels and gazing up, letting his chest slowly fall and his body roll...
It was subtle, but dear lord, Wooyoung had seen that small movement in his hips as he tilted them up, and, 'oh god,' he breathed as naughty images popped into his mind. What he wouldn't do to see him do that move naked... To sit on his lap and have him hilt deep inside him, rolling his body up into him just like that...
Taking a sip of his wine, he leant back and closed his eyes again, using his other hand to gently trail his fingertips over his skin... Over his thighs, over the inside of his thighs... Over his tummy, over his abdomen... Gently down his length, swirling the water around him and enjoying the soft sensations.
With his mind filled with images of the less savoury moves he'd seen San perform up on stage, he gently stroked over himself, melting in the hot water and feeling soft waves of feel good vibes rippling through his body.
San could be such a bad boy on stage... The way he looked down through hooded eyes and wore that sick smirk, licking his lips and snarling into the air... He emitted such intense daddy vibes that for the first time, Wooyoung actually wanted to call him that.
Jesus christ, not very often came along a man who was deserving of the title, but with the way San grabbed his crotch as he performed practised hip thrusts, and body rolls to accompany them...
Dear lord. If that wasn't daddy, then he didn't know what was.
Wooyoung's eyes blinked open as an idea suddenly popped into his head...
Glancing down at his hand tracing over himself in the bath, he stared at his fingers...
I wonder... Maybe... If I just try...
Wooyoung reached over the side of the bath and put his wine glass on the floor, before slipping down further into the steaming hot water. Lifting one knee up to his chest, he reached around behind himself, gently brushing the skin on his back and ass, before he gently let his fingertips touch his hole...
Nibbling on his lip, he took a few breaths, slowly just letting himself get used to the position and the feeling. In absolutely no hurry, he gently teased himself, feeling the familiar sensation creating a warmth in his stomach... Oh how he'd missed this...
Taking a practised breath, he let his eyes flutter shut and pressed the tip of his middle finger directly over himself, using his breath to help relax his muscles...
Perhaps half of just the very tip of his finger made it inside, held out by his incredibly tense pelvic floor, and tissue that didn't feel like stretching for him just yet.
Letting it slip out, he let his hand brush away, deciding to try something different entirely.
Moving to sit on his heels, he arched his back a little and ran his hands over his folded thighs and ass. Very gently and patiently, he slipped his hand around behind him, tilting his hips to help break his seal.
And once more, taking a deep breath and letting his eyes flutter shut, he let his lip fall from between his teeth as he relaxed, and pressed against his hole...
This time with a little more success, his eyes fluttered open to rest on where a candle was burning on the corner of the tub. He moaned softly, using the sound to help him relax.
But feeling himself struggling to stretch, not more than a centimetre of his finger inside him, he slipped it out and chose his pinky, slipping it in before his body had time to go back to it's usual state.
Licking his lips, he arched his back more, putting one hand down on the bottom of the tub before him and leaning forward, arching like a cat...
And his finger gently moved inside himself, not nearly filling him, or even being really enough to feel. But the act of touching himself again after all this time, was blissful. He'd missed spending time with his own body, exploring himself and learning about his more subtle pleasures.
And although his little pinky was not enough by any means in getting him to orgasm, it felt beautiful to experience the warmth and sensation once again.
Gently sitting back down over his calves, he let out a small moan as just a very slight amount of attention was given to the part of him that was sweetly waiting for attention.
But years of exploring his body and tolerations had taught him that he couldn't take much more, and so gently, he let his finger slip from him, enjoying the last moments of his touch.
Relaxing back into his bath, he sighed in content, reaching over and retrieving his wine.
Sweet, sweet, progress.
How good, it felt.
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A/N: Sexual literacy is sexy, guys.
It is healthy to know your body, and to be familiar with yourselves. Do you know the shape of your breasts? Can you describe them if I asked? Do you know the shape of your penis? Do you know what the underside of your testicles looks like? Ladies, do you know what your vulva looks like?
Fun fact, every singe 'vagina,' is different, and unique, as are men's sex organs. I have seen a pregnant woman with two vaginas (the passageway), two cervixes, and two uteruses, who didn't know about it until their pregnancy scans. I have seen women with a hole underneath their clitterus, which lead absolutely nowhere, and they had no clue.
The male anatomy is a little less complicated on the outside, but that doesn't mean you are any less special. Oh boy if I could tell you some of the things I've seen... 👀
You don't have to masturbate to explore yourself. Just take a moment to get to know, your body.
Have you heard of erogenous zones? Google them. Look at the diagrams, and touch yourself. Do you know which parts of your body other than your "bits" elicit sensual arousal for you? You might be interested to know that giving gentle pressure to the small of your back for some people can create orgasmic waves of pleasure, and speaking from experience, I can assure you that a similar response can be found by kissing or sucking on the inside of your wrists. Funky, huh?
But of course being in touch with your body isn't just about sex, and doesn't have to wait until you have a partner or someone else with you.
Set yourself aside some me-time. In fact, you should be setting aside me time, weekly.
It is incredibly healthy to know your body and be familiar with its changes as you go through hormonal changes, and stages of your life. Stress, diet, exercise... These life stimulators, can alter your body, and being familiar with how you react can actually save your life.
Ladies, please dear lord be checking your breasts, and gents, your testicles. When you are in the shower tonight - I can't believe I'm saying this - but I want you to think about me, and what I've said. The shower is the best place to feel yourself, and become familiar with yourselves. If you make a good habit of this, you will be giving yourself the best chance at picking up any sinister changes that might pop up to say peek-a-boo.
Cancer (among other topics) is a very big topic that I feel many sex ed programs don't go nearly deep enough into (or in my school's case, at all), and when I tell you as a nurse on the wards I have looked after a men as young as 15 year olds with orchidectomys (removal of the testes) to save them from cancer, I'm not joking.
Sexual and personal literacy is hot, and if you don't know your body...
Please dear lord, go and get a hand mirror and learn.
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