life updates for anyone who cares

2020

so most things are going to plan (yay!!) im more busy than ive ever been in my life but unfortunately my organisation still in the past so i need to fix that.

but otherwise i feel like i need to write this down somewhere so i can remember

-univative 2020 of which my team and i will CONQUER

-Lifeline student placement starts this week in shaa Allah

-starting to learn DaVinci Resolve (maybe i could learn how to do use this for my tiktok)

-tiktok is going okay i guess, i kinda lost motivation, probably bc im in my masculine energy and the whole point of tiktok was to move into my feminine energy where there are NO goals, NO "follower count" and JUST fun.

maybe if i focused on making good and funny content instead of worrying about who liked it/who followed, i would get those 5 million GUARANTEED followers by the end of the year in shaa Allah

i cant wait to look back at this entry and be like????? damn im at 7 million+ followers and i was at 3242 at this time.

but i have to remind myself i was at a place where i couldnt get past 432 followers so growth is growth no matter how small, Alhamdulilah. 3242 followers is good for two months and it might be slow but my brand is not "fast" growth, its good and steady growth that i can handle.