Stray Kids Ships One-shot

[MinChan] No Such Thing As Forever

-Just Friends-
It pains me to think
And understand
That you can't love me
Because it's still him
Your heart still beats for him
Your mind filled of him
And not me
Who was always beside you
That even though it hurts I'll stay beside you
And will confort
No matter what
Whoever it is
I'll be able to handle it
All of this
Is because I love you
And I don't want you to lose you

'Just Friends' is one of Chan's most popular works. Like all of his works it was written based on his feelings. Seeing Minho still cry over the man who dumped him.

No one knows of course. People would ask is this based on a true story? How did you write this? How did you get this idea? Not even Minho knew how it was written.

It just suddenly appeared in Chan's account. Chan didn't even inform him or let him read it first like he did before.

Minho would like to think that he has an idea. But he doesn't want to jump into conclusions. So he just offers his bestfriend a hug and his favorite food.

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×ANO NGA BA?×
Ano nga ba?
Ano nga ba ang iyong dahilan?
Upang ako'y iyong saktan
At iwan ng ganun ganun na lang
May Mali ba akong ginawa?
May pagkukulang ba ako sayo, sinta?
Pagmamahal ko ba sayo'y kulang pa?
Ano nga ba?

×What Is It?×
What is it?
What is your reason?
For you to hurt me
And leave just like that
Did I do something wrong?
Do I lack something for you, darling?
Is my love not enough for you?
What is it?

'What Is It?' came before they graduated from high school.

Chan took the chance and confessed. For a short while it worked. Nothing really changed. They were just more touchier. But if you look from someone elses perspective it would look like they were dating from the start. The only thing that changed was their label. Or did it really?

He noticed that change when someone transferred in late. A new guy. He and Minho... they're quite close.

When Minho introduced him to the new guy he only said his name. No bestfriend or boyfriend. It was fine, they both still confused. It just went downhill when Chan noticed the two become more touchier, cuddly, closer...

Chan knows he should have said something. But he didn't. So he just quietly left. Just silently disappearing from Minho's life.

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-The Story Of Us-
Mga pangyayaring di inaasahan
Na Nauwi sa pag-iibigan
Na para bang wala ng hangganan
Ang ating pagmamahalan.
Ngunit lahat ay naging mahirap
Nang ika'y maghanap
At unti-unting magpanggap
Na parang walang nagaganap.
At lahat ay nagbago
Mga pangako
Na tayo hanggang dulo
Ay unti-unti nang naglalaho.
Hanggang sa tuluyan ng magsawa
Sa ating mga pinaggagawa
Sa isa't isa
At tuluyan ng matapos sa wala na.

-The Story Of Us-
Events that no one expected
Which led to romance
It seemed like it would last forever
The love that we share
But everything became hard
When you started searching
And you slowly pretended
Like nothing happened
Everything changed
Our promises
That it would be us till the end
Slowly disappeared
Until we got tired
In the things we did
To each other
And it finally ended into nothing

Chan wrote 'The Story of Us' while he was on vacation. Minho had talked to him the day before their graduation. Minho had cried infront of him. Asking what did he do wrong, why did Chan just suddenly disappear, why did Chan leave...

Chan felt his heart clench at the sight.

"It felt like I was the only one working to make it last forever..."

He walks away not wanting to see Minho cry. If he watched any longer he knows... his walls will break and he'll end up taking Minho in his arms.

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-Dating Tayo-
Dating tayong masaya
Dating tayo na parang Walang problema
Dating tayong may pagpapahalaga
Na kapwa bawat isa'y alagang-alaga
Ngunit lahat at naglaho at nawala
Ng ika'y nagsawa
Sa ating pag sasama
At tuluyang magtapos sa salitang
"Ayoko na,Sawa na ko, Paalam na"
Kahit napaka sakit
Aking tiniis
Lahat ng paghihinagpis
Ay aking inalis
At lahat ng yun ay nawala na
Ng ika'y kalimutan ko na
At mga alaala'y tinapon na
Na saking ngayo'y wala ng halaga.

-Our Past-
The past us that was happy
The past us that seemed like we didn't have problems
The past us that cared
The us that took care of each other
But all of that disappeared
When you got tired
Of our relationship
And finally ended with the words
"I dont want this, I'm tired, goodbye
Even though it hurt
I endured it
All the anguish
I removed
All of it disappeared
When I forgot about you
Memories that I threw away
Now has no value to me

A year have passed, Chan is now in college. Met other friends. And a person he likes.

Him and Minho now studies in different schools. Miles away from each other. Any form of communication betweent them has been cut. Their memories buries at the far corner of Chans mind.

Sometimes it would resurface. But it didn't hurt anymore. What was once a happy memory, became a sad one, until it became a lesson.

-You promised me forever
It wasn't true
I promised him a lifetime
And that I will give-

"Chris? Let's go!"

"Coming Lix!"

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A/N: The poems? were written by my bestfriend LunaBeaut7
They were originally written in tagalog, I just translated them. I am shit at understanding my own language so... yeah...