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-Mature-


Hana looked up when the office door was opened and Namjoon came in, his fists clenched and fire behind his eyes. She got to her feet as he slammed the door and she walked around to face him as he walked towards her. They both stared at each other, no one willing to back down but Hana wasn't going to speak first. She said what she had wanted to and now the ball was in his court.

She just didn't know if he was willing to hit it back.

"You punched me," He said.

"Well I didn't kiss you, did I?"

"Why did you punch me?"

"If you are asking me that, then you shouldn't really be standing in front of me right now," She said stepping around him, "If you don't know why I hit you then I see no reason to be speaking,"

"You can't just walk away after punching me," He said spinning her around and pushing her hard against the wall, "No one gets away with punching me,"

"Then do something about it," Hana said as he trapped her against the wall with his arms, "If you're the big bad mafia boss that is. Or are you too pussy to do something about a woman hitting you in the face?"

"Don't call me a pussy," Namjoon said, almost growling, "I'm not a pussy and-"

"You are acting like one," Hana said quietly, "Do something about it or let me go. That's what you want, right? You don't want me in your life anymore so don't give me false hope,"

Hana let out a yelp when he punched the wall beside her and she stared up at him with wide eyes and he lowered his head, to look at the floor. Her heart was stuck in her throat as she watched him calm himself down.

"I...I don't know what I want," He whispered, "You've made everything so fucking complicated and I don't understand anything anymore,"

Hana gulped, "Then talk to me. Don't run away,"

"What's the point? Even if I talk to you, you are still going to leave me,"

Hana lifted his head with her finger and almost broke at the tears in eyes, "Why do you think I wanted to leave you in the first place?"

"Because you are...were a cop and I'm a mafia boss,"

"Do you want to know the real reason why I quit being a cop?"

Namjoon shrugged, "The case got too much for you and you couldn't live with-"

"I quit so I could be with you," Hana said barely above a whisper and Namjoon lifted his eyes to hers, "I loved being in the police force but my love for you was stronger. I was willing to give everything up so I could be with you. But you never gave me the chance to and now look at us. I'm practically begging you to talk to me and why you just tossed me away like I meant nothing to you,"

"I..." Namjoon gulped, "I was scared,"

"Of what?"

"Losing you," He whispered, "I've never felt like this before and it scared me. When Hoseok hurt you I was willing to do anything to help you. Then Jooheon took you and it was like I lost my mind. I was going to drop my gang to get you back and give everything he wanted so I could have you back in my arms. I would have killed every single bastard that got in my way and not give a shit who it was,"

"You wouldn't have lost me," Hana said quietly, "If anything, you are losing me know for not being honest. I understand that it is difficult, but look at what happened? We have both been miserable for the last few months and-"

Hana's words were cut off when Namjoon slammed his lips against hers, her head banging against the wall behind her. A sharp gasp of air shot from her mouth as his tongue tangled with hers and he gripped her face tightly, not wanting to let her go. Hana kissed him back just as feverishly, running her fingers through his hair.

Namjoon's body pressed hard against hers, sliding his hands roughly down her body until the grabbed her thighs lifting her leg around his waist, grinding himself into her. Small moans hung in the air as his hands held her skin roughly.

There were no words needed to be said as he yanked on her underwear, tearing the lace away from her skin. Hana could wait no longer and awkwardly fumbled at his belt and trouser button, trying to get rid of them.

Namjoon briefly stepped away and made quick work of his trousers and lifted Hana into the air, hooking her legs over his arms. Hana let out a groan when Namjoon drove himself inside her and grunt quietly in her ear. Their breaths came out as pants and Namjoon stood like that for a few seconds, enjoying what he had missed so much.

"Oh, God," Hana said biting into her lip, "P-please just move,"

Namjoon claimed her lips again and slammed his hips forward making her cry out into his mouth. He gripped her ass tightly bringing her down with each thrust and he squeezed his eyes shut as he felt her tighten around him, breaking the kiss. A light sweat appeared on his face and Hana couldn't help but watch pleasure take over his face. 

Hana held onto Namjoon's face as he sped his thrusts up as they got stronger with each movement. Namjoon opened his eyes and Hana could feel herself burn and shake as her climax began to build up quickly.

Her breath caught as the burn hit her body suddenly and she threw her head back, crying out Namjoon's name, shaking as he carried on thrusting. Namjoon's grip on her ass tightened and she quickly looked at him with wide eyes.

"D-don't do it i-inside,"

Namjoon buried his face into her neck, "F-fuck,"

"N-Namjoon, I h-had to come o-off the pill!"

"I don't give a fuck!" He grunted into her neck and forced himself as far as he could inside her as he hit his climax. Hana felt herself tighten around him once more and she gasped when she felt Namjoon bite and suck at the skin on her neck.

Namjoon groaned quietly and slowly lowered them both to the floor, still inside her. Hana licked her dry lips and wrapped her legs around him, and made him look at her. His eyes were still closed and his lips parted, as he tried to catch his breath.

"Don't leave me," Namjoon said so quietly that Hana almost didn't hear him, "Please, please don't leave me. I can't...I don't want you to go. Stay with me. Please,"

"Namjoon,"

"I can't do it, Hana," Namjoon said, beginning to cry, "I love you so much, Hana and I don't want to live a life without you. I'm so sorry for letting you go but I was so scared and if you get pregnant then it means you won't leave me and-"

"Namjoon!" Hana said, holding his face tightly, "I'm not going anywhere,"

"Really? You aren't lying to me or-"

"I love you," Hana whispered and kissed him, "I promise. I'm not going anywhere,"



A/N: Don't forget to vote and comment.

Ignore the sort of cringy scene but really, it wasn't that bad. It could have been worse but this is (I think) a little bit more romantic? I dunno.

AnYwAy~

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