We Found Love

Chapter 169

"Who wants hot chocolate?" Brian asked as we were all hanging out in our comfy clothes by the fire place.

"Mee!" I announced as I sat in Shawn's lap.

"I want one too," one of Aaliyah's friends said.

Shawn kissed my cheek and I smiled saying, "Stop."

"Make me." Shawn said and then kissed my cheek again.

I rolled my eyes, and then looked at Aaliyah who was sitting down on the floor beside us.

"I think Bailey is going to get food to cook dinner." Aaliyah said after she sat down.

"That's cool. God, I wish it wasn't so cold in here!" I complained.

"The girls cabin is colder. Wanna go to colder cabin?" Brian asked, and then chuckled.

"Here. I'll make you warm." Shawn told me, and then put his arms around me.

"The fire actually helps." Aaliyah said as she got closer.

"It does, but I'm still freezing." I said.

"Is the heat even on in here?" Camilla asked.

"Here, let me check to see." Brian said, and then went to the thermostat.

"Sky?"

"Mhm, Shawn?"

"I need to get you something for Christmas." Shawn looked at me saying.

"You really don't have to get me anything." I told him.

"You wrote her a song. Isn't that enough?" Brian asked.

"No," Shawn replied.

"Speaking about that song, let's hear it." I smiled.

"Yes, dude. Let's hear If I Can't Have You." Prash said.

"Okay okay." Shawn said, and then stood up.

As he went to go grab his guitar, I looked at Aaliyah and said, "You're coming with me to go get Shawn a Christmas gift."

"I am?"

"Yes. You know Shawn better than I do when it comes to gifts. I'll need your help." I told her.

"Okurr, I'm back." Shawn said as he came back to me with a guitar in one hand and his journal in the other.

I chuckled.

"Wonderful," Aaliyah smiled as Shawn sat down beside me.

Shawn put his journal down in front of him that was opened to the song, and then positioned the guitar in his arms.

A second later, he looked down at the journal and began playing the guitar.

He started singing a few chords in.

I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
I'm in Toronto and I got this view
But I might as well be in a hotel room, yeah
It doesn't matter 'cause I'm so consumed
Spending all my nights reading texts from you
Oh, I'm good at keepin' my distance
I know that you're the feelin' I'm missing
You know that I hate to admit it
But everything means nothin' if I can't have you
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
I'm so sorry that my timing's off
But I can't move on if we're still gonna talk
Is it wrong for me to not want half?
I want all of you, all the strings attached
Oh, I'm good at keepin' my distance
I know that you're the feelin' I'm missing
You know that I hate to admit it
But everything means nothin' if I can't have you
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
I'm trying to move on
Forget you, but I hold on
Everything means nothing
Everything means nothing, babe
I'm trying to move on
Forget you, but I hold on
Everything means nothing if I can't have you, no
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

After the song, I smiled super big at Shawn.

"That song is going to be a freaking hit," Brian said. 

"It is going to be. Big time." Drew said.

"Thanks, guys." Shawn smiled at them, and then looked at me.

"I love you." I smiled.

"I love you more than anything." Shawn smiled back at me.

"We are never breaking up ever again," I said.

"Never." Shawn kept on smiling.

"Alright. Now, focus on your album. Your fans are hating you right now for not releasing anything." Brian said.

"Brian, 1) stop acting like Andrew and 2) my fans never hate me." Shawn looked over at Brian.

"Okay, but I'm just saying." Brian said as he shrugged.