Dare To Thirst (The Love Thirst Of Dracula)

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Misha's Pov

Even I try to sleep I can't... I feel cry thinking about my father, I cried silently because I don't want to wake Sehun, who is lying next to me in his king size white bed, I moved giving space between he and I, turning other side, I cried silently... I forgot my father for a moment when I with him few hours before but sleeping here I can't stop, something bumping my mind, I get severe head pain in my back side, and depression... How am going to live my life without my father... only I know how much hazards he faced to grow my brother and I... he worked much, he saved money for us, he never spent any bucks for his needs...I had dreams that I should make him proud, I want to buy new big house to him, new car to him, new clothes to him and I want him to live royal life like other people do but everything was destroyed within a day...  I wiped my tears but I can't hold myself....

"Hey?",.. I heard Sehun's voice behind me, I gasped when he moved closer and  pushed me deeper into him by wrapping his arm around my waist...

"Crying?",.. He looked my face, but I tried to moved my face down to the pillow..

"Misha? Baby?",.. He turned me to look him.. I looked him with teary eyes.. he was shocked and his face dulls within a moment... he kissed my temple and hugged me tightly into him.. burying my face on his wall like chest.. I cried.... he rubbed my hair gently...

"I tried hard to make you forget your father but.. I can understand your feelings..",.. he said...

"I don't know? will I forget him or will I be normal?",.. I breathed hard...

"You can Misha and why am here? I will make you feel good and I will make things go well for you...",.. his words helped me lot.. I moved more closer to him, where he hugged me tightly until I felt his warmth around me... he pulled the duvet up and covered me with him.. 

"You have to sleep...",.. he kissed my head..

"I can't sleep..  I feel like something pressing and hitting my head hard.....",. I cried... he stoked my cheek down to jaw gently... caressing me up and down giving me good feel...

"Want me to talk something interesting?",. he asked me.. I pursed my lips harder..

"I spoiled your sleep too...",.. I said...

"How I sleep seeing my baby struggling for peace, and If I do am not man... ",.. he said, I looked his eyes... He lowed his head down to meet my eyes... I looked his glittering dark brown eyes..

"I do anything for you to smile ",. he said.. I looked him without talking anything and I am not in mood to talk any word... 

"I always want to see your pretty smile on your face ..",.. he said..  I looked down... its hard, I dunno I will smile or not.. he intertwined my finger with his inside the duvet.. I looked him...

"Ask me anything? lets kill the time..",. he smiled... 

"You go to sleep.. I don't want to see black circles under your eyes..",.. I said with small smile.. after a few seconds he smiled at me..

"Even with dark circles I look handsome..",. he chuckled at me... I up my eyebrows at him, he did same at me...

"Fine",. I said...

"Haha.. you must be jealous ..",. his eyes smiling at me...

"Oh",...  I said ... still wonder myself, Sehun loves me deeply, am simple and nerd girl with poor background.. how a man like Sehun fall for a dump like me.. am not pretty like girls he wander with, in business and public life... am no match for him in any standards...