Flashette(Book Two)

Extra 62: Amnesia

     Thank you for 37K! (This short is not connected to the plot line of the story) Enjoy!
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Italics=Lyrics
Normal=Thoughts/Chloe POV

It felt like ages, but it had been moments. Moments ago that you left me and everything we had behind. Moments when you said goodbye and walked away. All because of another.

Amnesia by 5SOS:
"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

It makes me remember the times........

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted

I miss it.......I miss your soft kisses......

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though she's right beside you?

You got what you wanted all along..... you told me you didn't love her, but it was obvious. I shouldn't have believed it when you said the feelings were gone......

When she says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Do you read all the texts/messages I send you? Do you listen to my voicemails? Do you read the letters?......

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

Did you really love me? Did you really care about me that way? Or was it just an attempt to get her......

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

Obviously not it you've moved on...How could you throw that all away?.....

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I'm not fine. I'm lost and crumbling without you. I cry myself to sleep and I can't stop thinking about you. I'm going back to my old ways. I want you back, but at the same time I don't. I can't go past all our old date spots without thinking back. I can't look at anything without thinking about you. It brings me to tears thinking about everything we had. I'm doing worse.....worse than I've ever been. But you moved on so fast and now I'm a stranger to you. Was it part of your endgame? What happened to us being friends? Or best friends? Was that really what it was, or was it only to make her jealous? We promised that we would be friends and that we wouldn't let that get in the way. You promised no one would hurt me, but in the end....it was you.....not all those Metahumans or the Reverse Flash....it was always you. And this hurt the worst out of all......

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I do and the moment replays constantly in my mind. The day my heart broke. I can remember the exact moment. And the odd thing about it was there was no look of apology or feeling sympathetic.....

I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

All the things we planned.....all the things we wanted in our lives.....gone.....

Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

I really do.....to just forget about it all. Forget about all the dates, kisses, hugs, love, happiness......and you.....

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the cute games we played or the nicknames for each other. All the contests we had and all the jokes. The way our hands fit perfectly together. All the things we kept to ourselves. All the little gifts and thoughts we shared. All the butterfly kisses and long hugs....everything.......gone.......

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

I'll never forget that feeling. The feeling of your arms wrapped comfortably around my waist. The way you snuggled right up to me. The way we stared at each other and talked for a long time before the lights went out. Waking up entangled in each other.....

And the memories I never can escape

Because everything I see comes back to you.....

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I look at them every day......

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

I miss you and looking at those pictures helps me cherish those times when I could call you mine. I feel alone and empty without you......

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It does. Especially when you are (was) my best friend. And then you alienate me like I'm nothing. A ghost....a stranger to you.....you moved on so fast.....

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

Just that one name brings it all back in a Flash.....

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away

I would. And I would kill for that chance, but travelling back in time won't change what's supposed to happen. It's destiny........

And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream

Please.....Please be a dream.....This is a nightmare........

'Cause I'm really not fine at all"

I miss you......
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Thank you for 37K and I hope you enjoyed. I don't usually do ones like this, but I was listening to the song and got the idea. And this isn't connected to the plotline of the story. This is just an extra. And Barry isn't a bad guy, but in this short he was. Thank you for everything and I'll see you in the next short! -Flashette1

*And if you didn't get the whole idea of this short, Barry left Chloe for Iris.*

(Current song playing- "Hallelujah" by "Panic! At The Disco)