"Come on wake up Hyung!"
"Go awaaayy I don't wanna go to school!" The older shouts back.
"It's the last day of the trial session! Come on!"
Jimin shakes his head. Going to school means seeing Yoongi and seeing Yoongi means broken heart. Yoongi is the last person Jimin wants to see especially after what he saw yesterday. After he saw the two kissing.
A frustrated sigh leaves Jimin's mouth but he doesn't move or get up. As Jungkook sees no other option, he removes the blanket from Jimin and jumps on him, before starting tickling the older.
"Yah! Yah!", Jimin screams between his laughter, "stop! Jeon Jungkook!"
[A/N: i destroyed the whole aesthetic of this story i know]
'Finally' arriving at school, Jimin & co. head to their classroom where they have their first lesson. In the trial session they get a schedule with the different classes they have to attend. Today is the last day, the trial session was 3 days long for every new student who will attend the school in the following year.
As much as fate loves Jimin, the orange male gets what he wanted. What he wanted not to happen.
"Tae!!" A deep voice shouts, causing the three friends to turn around.
"Jiminie!" Jimin could face palm himself. He just wants to disappear. Want to know why?
Well not just that Chanyeol screams their names through the whole hallway, no Chanyeol is not alone. Next to him are Yoongi and this cute boy who are now looking at them.
Jimin's and Yoongi's glances met but both of them look away the same moment. The younger's heart starts racing in his chest while the pain starts growing again. While Chanyeol jogs towards them, Jimin can feel a pair of eyes on him. It's the cute boy next to Yoongi who stares at Jimin and makes him feeling quite uncomfortable and nervous.
It's Yoongi's boyfriend.
"How are you guys?" Chanyeol asks before pulling each of them in a short hug. Having a small talk with the older, Jimin feels more and more nervous because Yoongi and his boyfriend are still waiting for their friend.
"I'll go to the toilets." Jimin says and walks to the restroom but first he has to go past Yoongi, which makes him feel more than just uncomfortable. His heart aches but he tries to ignore it.
The lesson has already started but Jimin is still in the restroom. He isn't feeling good, maybe because he haven't eaten since yesterday morning.
As much as Jimin feels like throwing up, he simply can't. There's nothing to throw up. Even when he put his finger in his mouth to vomit.
Nice, his eating disorder seems to be back again but he doesn't want to think about this now. It doesn't mean anything just because he hasn't eaten for one day.
After almost a half hour, Jimin still hasn't left the toilets. He leans against a wall and waits. Waiting without knowing for what.
It is quiet in the hallway as Jimin finally left the restroom.
Suddenly someone behind him let out a cough, "Park Jimin."
Jimin freezes in his movements. His heart skips a beat and he isn't brave enough to turn around. The skinny but muscular body start trembling lightly. Taking a deep breath, Jimin finally finds the courage to turn around, even if his movement is quite hesitated.
As he had feared, in front of him is he. Min Yoongi.
The only thing Jimin wants to do now, is to disappear.
Before he could realize, he's already pressed against a locker.
"Why are you here?" Yoongi asks, his voice deep and cold. So cold it almost hurts Jimin.
"W-what..?" The younger mumbles, not quite sure what Yoongi meant with his question and he is feeling nervous because Yoongi is so close at the moment.
"Don't play dumb. I asked you why the fuck are you here?"
Yoongi is so close to Jimin's face, that the younger feels his warm breath against his skin. He almost forgot how to speak, his mind went blank. Before they met again, Jimin had so much he wanted to say to Yoongi. But now, that he is standing in front of him, talking to him for the first time after such a long time, his mind simply went blank. And again, his heart races uncontrollably.
Jimin opens his mouth to say something but no words leave his lips. It's like he lost his voice. He had never expected that Yoongi would talk to him ever again. After what he did to him..
"You know what, fuck you." Yoongi says before pushing Jimin away, "forget everything what happened now."
With that he turns around to leave but stops suddenly, "and what happened at the party."
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After the incident that happened in the hallway, Jimin headed home. He couldn't stay at school anymore after what happened with Yoongi. The obly thing he wants to do now is to go to bed and cry himself to sleep. The urge to cry is so big and strong right now, Jimin would fall to ground and cry the whole day but he tries to suppress the pain.
Finally arriving at home, Jimin decides to take a long shower.
He needs to collect his thoughts and to relax for a moment. The last few days were exhausting and hard for him.
Little did he know, that Yoongi felt the same way.
Filling the bathtub with cold water and filling his thoughts with Yoongi, Jimin suddenly doesn't feel like himself anymore. Like someone else has taken over his body and is manipulating him. His mind is blank, his feelings shut down. Just like a long time ago, when he wasn't himself anymore. When the depression made its way to Jimin.
Memories keep showing up in his head, his face, his smile, his eyes, him. The only thing on his mind was Yoongi.
Every little detail, mimic, gesture, every facial expression, every move and every touch the older did. Every lovely sentence, every kiss, every hug, Jimin feels and sees all of them in this moment.
The beautiful fasade, their wonderful memories and everything the both of them had, was destroyed with his angry voice, the anger in his words, the sadness in his eyes. The hate in his heart. Hurtful memories, painful thoughts - it's like Jimin could feel the emotions Yoongi felt back then.
All the pain the older had, all the anger and disappointment - the sadness. Every emotion.
It hit Jimin like a truck, the sudden outburst of emotions.
He starts screaming, crying, the pain is indescribable, the emotions hurtful, like thorns in his heart, pricking him inside.
As he sat into the bathtub, he was calm and relaxed but all the feelings hit him at once and now he's a crying mess.
Cracked screams are leaving his pale and violet lips, his whole body trembling, the pain insufferable.
After some minutes he finally calms down, his breath heavy and his body still shaking because of the cold water, but he stopped screaming even if the tears keep falling.
Without knowing, Jimin somehow managed to fall asleep in cold water between unanswered questions and confusing thoughts.
After what happened Yoongi also left the school building to get some fresh air. Standing at the front gate, Yoongi grabs a cigarette. Actually the male doesn't smoke - well not often. Mostly when he is angry, pissed off or something is bothering him. Or -like at the moment- everything together.
As he threw away the end of the cigarette, someone behind him suddenly called his name. Turning around Yoongi noticed the familiar face, smiling brightly at him while walking towards him.
"Hey why aren't you class, babe?" Yoongi asks after pulling the younger into a short kiss.
"I saw you from the window and I feel like skipping classes with you today sounds awesome." Donghyuk responds before kissing the older's cheek. "Why are you here?"
Yoongi shrugs, "I don't like the imagination of sitting in math now, if I actually could hang out with you."
"Sounds good, what do you wanna do?"
Yoongi puts his arm around the younger and leans towards Donghyuk before whispering in his ear, "let's have some fun."
Hopefully, he thought, hopefully it will make me forget the thoughts about him.
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A/N: Did I mention that this is an angst story with A LOT of drama
Guys i wanted to ask u where are you frommmmm?
Plus i changed my username (if u haven't noticed yet) to ssugasexual- bc i can :-)
Sry if there are any mistakes i haven't reread it