A Retrovision

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The phase of adulthood I retain might still be in the process of knowing and learning psychological concerns, but it does have allowed me to see many grimaces and polaroids of despair in many mundane intoxications, more than others who are at the same expanse. The continuous deliriousness from this "what-seems-to-be" strange personality has made me unconsciously find many momentous things that are rarely highlighted when the universe is necessary to be paused with grand plans, which in return has also gave bestowed me a clarity of mind that are no longer in demand in today's reality.

Although...this strange inkling is possible to happen because I may have partaken or encountered countless numbness ventures for a long period in adulthood, it has facilitated my world with many inner voices and meditation that can fight people's indistinct intermission. Somehow, this strangeness...has made me able to retain a wonderful schematic for the next morning at the last minute of waking, even if I know there's no presence of acquaintances that will advocate what I have seen.

It has made me more acquainted with the existence of explorations that can lead to massive downfall to the point where...it starts to become something that unfolds sensuous delight for my eyes and brain to enjoy, which has detached many disproportionate intensity and impulses of being well-oriented from my mind when there's an existence that is not credited with formidable mind and sense of directions.

What seems to be the north star from these kinds of paralysis atmospheres I experience is I'm able to find treatment and thrill behind doing traditional silly things, while in the process has simplified my mind in pushing myself away from mundane fragments that can't flourish personal branding. The one, which can nourish skeptical madness towards an incident that is terminable, instead of an act harnessing.

On the other hand, I have come to a point of actualization and term...where it is not a big deal for me to not be able to control what has been referenced regarding my character, as long as these peculiarities I possessed are able to elevate my mind in cultivating brainchild at the moment of vulnerability. An underrated form of existence, which I never thought able to reduce my agitation in wanting all the good parts in life in this era where...entitlement is being ascended to a point of resemblance and acceptance.

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