War of Hearts (A Malec Mpreg) ||ON HOLD||

Very important

Hey guys. I know it's been a long time since I updated but I've been going through some stuff so I didn't really have time to write. Also, I guess you have all heard the news that freeform (or in this case freeflop ) has cancelled shadowhunters when I'm not sure why because it was literally the biggest show ever but um okay? 🤷‍♀️ Anyway ever since that news was dropped I've been really down and majorly depressed. I have never been this depressed since 10th grade which is before the best show I've ever watched came to my rescue and saved me. I was so happy and positive when this show came on every Tuesday. I had malec to keep me smiling and the other characters to keep me fighting my depression. Then a month ago I had that happiness torn from me, it felt like half my heart had been ripped apart and stomped on. I couldn't stop crying for weeks and I still have breakdowns about it. I cannot loose this show, it has done so much for me, helped me through school and my depression, made me smile, laugh, cry, made me happy...Malec even helped me come out to my friends and family as bisexual. This show is literally my life and I literally still cant put into words how broken I am. I'm still speechless. It feels like a nightmare I'm stuck in honestly. It just doesn't feel real at all...I can't say goodbye to this show, or to this cast..I just can't. It hurts to much. That is why I'm not writing is because I'm fighting like heck with the fandom to get this show back. It isn't time to say goodbye. And guys, I hope you're fighting too, we cant let this show go, we and the cast don't deserve this to end like this. Not with a 2 hour finale with everything jammed together we need a season 4 because their story is not over, not just yet. So this is why it is important to stay positive and don't loose hope. Keep fighting on twitter, Facebook,instagram, whatever you have. We need a season 4. This is not the end.   I love you guys so so much and I hope to be back writing soon. For now I'm going to keep fighting and I hope you guys do too. I really hope you don't forget me..cause this book isn't over. I promise I'll be back. I love you all so much and I'm so grateful to have you in my life.. 💕.                                          Love, Cait