87: Dead

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Amour

I shot up outta my bed screaming 'God please help me!' Naomi, Léah and Bleu came rushing to my side.

"Are you ok?!" Naomi asked grabbing my hand.

I couldn't say anything. I had to choke the words out as tears fell. "He..." I stopped.

"He what?" Bleu asked.

"He raped me. Lucas knew and wouldn't tell me." I said not blinking to keep from crying anymore.

"Amour..."

"Why didn't anyone tell me?!" I yelled.

"We..."

"You all knew too!" I was hurt. The pain just now rushed in. It hit me and went straight through my body like a sword. I winced and tears fell more than the last time.

"I'm sorr-"

"He raped me you bitch! From my virginity! You think sorry'll get my virginity back?!" I pulled my hand away from her and cupped my face.

This is fucked up. I can't trust anybody can I?

I tried to talk but my voice was quiet and raspy.

"Do you need some time?"

I nodded. "Naomi just take me home in the morning... I don't wanna see Lucas."

"Ok. Sure thing. Come on guys."

I waited until I heard the door shut and fell back. Crying my heart out. Possibly my life. I felt dead. Chills of pain and sadness passed through my body so quickly I didn't know what to do. I started shaking, not able to yell for help. A quick seizure. Then everything went black.

Am I dead?

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