last night (04/16/16) i had ANOTHER dream and it was featuring my white boy AGAIN. i like how when i ask myself to have a dream featuring river or corey i don't but when i don't think i'm gna dream or when i don't ask to dream i do ?? like literally on the 15th of april i praYed that i would have a dream about river or corey and i fffucking didn't? lmao ok.
anywayyy, i'm gonna jump into the dream (i'm pretty sure it was continuing on from my LAST dream about my white boy which you can in fact read about in one of the rants before this.)
anyway i'm walking down the school hallway and there's the office in one of the rooms where my white boy is. he goes,
"hey zuzu."
and i say, "hey." like i'm bored bc we're besties in the dream.
but then i continue walking and i realize it's his birthday. theN I SEE THIS TRASHY HOE like she's one of those idk i guess those stereotypical mean girls in those movies w no fashion sense. anyway she's bein a hoe and she's on the phone w my white boy and she goes,
"yeah no i'll be down in like ten minutes." and lIKE SHE's LITERALLY DRAWLING HER WORDS like her voice is all flirty. "yeah i'm so happy it's your birthday. okay bye i'll see you soon."
and ofc i was angered. but anyway, in the dream i guess my white boy had told me to meet him somewhere because i was thinking that i was supposed to meet him somewhere in the dream.
but ya i was annoyed bc this bitch was out here stealing my man like wtf who even are you? anyway she disappeared and for some reason i was wearing a sports bra to school but i didn't get dress coded ?? and i was about to walk past all the fuckboy white boys and i felt suddenly really self conscious about to walk past them in a sports bra so i was like "nah" & i walked the other way.
so later that day this girl that doesn't even like me lMAO WTF we'll call her T. anyway, T was ranting on and on while she walked through the halls to one of her friends. and then i heard her talking about,
"she shouldn't be associating with him with her grimy ass."
and i figured she was talking about the slimy girl who was on the phone with my white boy and i was like pointing to T in a way that was like "i know right!!" and
anyway the next day we were all outside like the whole school at some festival and it was really sunny and nice. and anyway, my white boy is there and then my friend michaela who goes to my school was like "come on your white boy wants you."
and so i followed her to where she was leading me and my white boy was there and basically there weRE ALL THESE REALLY POPULAR N PRETTY GIRLS FROM MY GRADE (8TH GRADE) and they were dressed all fancy wearing dresses and they were all giggly and literally my friend michaela was there too ?? so i was really standing there like "..." and my white boy goes,
"oh zuzu there you are! i needed you yesterday i thought you were coming!"
and i was like oh he must be filming something with us for his bday... lol it's not like he only knew me and that i was the only eighth grade girl he talked to. lol that would be ridiculous!
you know tryna convince myself that there woulda been no reason to be jealous lmao.
and i was like, "yeah but i thought..."
i WAS ABOUT TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT THAT GRIMY GIRL THE DAY BEFORE like i thought him and her wanted some privacy if you know what i mean.
and then i just laughed awkwardly rather than finishing my sentence and he smiled and i know i mentioned to yall that he has a nice ass smile so :)))
but yeah that was my dream lmao b ye guise
p.s my bACK KILLS SO MUCH AJDFOSOF i MIGHT go to the doctor's also comment watcha think about this whole dream lmao. i looked up what it meant when you dreamt of your crush and it said "it's time to talk to your crush" and it really is time because after like may 8th or whATEVER he's gonna be gone i will never see him again bc he'll graduate. but in that case if we're not best friends by then i WILL buy a yearbook and hunt him down lmao yall think i'm playin but i'm not
#zuzaf
