9.12.22

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yesterday i had my theory test.. i revised a bit in the car but when we got there i realised i forgot my license..... so i told the lady inside and she said to go home and get it if i can

well we went all the way home in the car and went back with it. this time i was so careful with every question and even checked back through them all
when we finished the nice lady said 'i hope the journey was worth it'
well the pass mark is 43 and i got 43!!!! so i passed it :) i even told the lady that it's hopefully third time lucky and it was very lucky indeed but now with my driving instructors advice i'll book my practical with a good company and soon enough i'll be driving!

well i did the test but i'm super super ill.. so my nose was running so much.
i rang up work twice yesterday, once after my test to say i couldn't work friday and they just told me to ring back later if i was feeling the same. well i rang back later on with a different manager and he said to ring back in the morning if im feeling the same
well seeming as my shift starts at 12 i wanted michelle to have all the time to find a cover for me. i even thought about messaging her.. so i decided to ring in the morning as soon as the place opens

i went to sleep with this phone call playing on my mind we well as me being in pain. i'm dizzy, lightheaded, nose keeps running and i have a bad cough. i've tested twice and i don't have covid
i for some reason woke up at 3:15am and i'd had so many dreams about this phone call going right and wrong. i was even checking the time because i thought it was 8 or that i'd overran. it was horrible so i went downstairs and got myself some cereal and a drink

i had 3 hours until 8am so i just slept..

eventually i woke up at around 8. i called but it rang out. so i rang 20 mins later and i spoke to shell. she was kind and said she would try to find someone to cover my shift.
the thing is i asked for saturday off too a few days back didn't i? well it was shell that i asked. it was also shell who sat in the office with the return to work form the first time around.. so she must think i was doing it again
the only way i could prove it was because i asked andy for a sit down on wednesday as i was dizzy.. but shell came in at the end of the shift to overtake him and i didn't show any signs of illness then.. so it's all against me

i've gone through today in bed, blowing my nose and coughing. i hope i can meet jake tomorrow though

i've drank lots of water today

goodnight

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