My diary 2

14.5.22

christ when i went downstairs last night i wanted to try some of my dads 37.5% gin again. i poured too much and found it disgusting so i won't be drinking again. poured that shit down the sink. at least he won't be drinking it.

maybe if my mum buys wine one day..

got an hour or two of sleep and went straight to meet jake. he found the football that i kicked in there ages ago on the pathway?
i climbed into the upper part of the tree that overlooks the SR for the first time using my upper body strength. it's quite high
i dipped my head in the water there as my hair felt weird and i was too warm making me uncomfortable. it dried quickly though

after a while we set off for that waterfall again

then one of our friends wanted to meet us but we sorta declined and carried on with our day. we had a walk to sainsburys where i bought a chocolate milk :)

went back down to the main res after that and sat on a platform for a few hours playing mobile games and talking about football
we had sorta a lot of physical contact and i undid and tied his shoelace for him as i thought it would be cute

as we were heading back we saw a dead fish so being the boys we are, picked it up and scanned it on my fish app. it was a common perch, kind of a small one but it was cool to hold even though it was literally decomposing

yeah so then we headed back

home now. i went into the garden to check on my plants. i removed some bad leaves from my favourite flower/ bush plant and shook all the baby spiders off
one of the pumpkins flowered somehow but it's gonna die anyway.
i noticed some beautiful new flowers that i haven't seen before but i'll scan them tomorrow as the light is fading

i feel a little bad. i'm trying to sleep but my heart rate is above 80

goodnight